amalthearespawned

[amalthearespawned]

Yes, this is a new account, I just made this. I don't care if people question the authenticity of my post, my experience as a shifter, or whatever I'm about to say.

I don't know how to use Tumblr, nor do I know how to make my post reach people who need it, nor would I be a narcissist and say "you're lucky if you found my post!" I don't mind if this reaches an audience or not, I'm glad to get everything off my chest.

Yes. I've shifted.

I have shifted realities, more times than I can count on my fingers, and that is for a very specific reason, which I'll explain later.

I'm writing this because I'm about to permashift, and no, I won't hear out any antishifters or people who don't like permashifting in general, I don't care about your opinion so don't waste my time.

Before I start, I'd like to say one thing:

I was irrational minded, I lacked belief in myself and shifting. Shifting often times felt like a chore more than a fun activity, and i have to admit, it became an unhealthy habit.

So? Why did I mention this?

Because I had been lurking around shifting communities and I realised everyone feels like this, a very (mentally) painful feeling where the lack of shifts starts acting as your biggest enemy, and the phrase:

"Shifting needs practice!"

Sounds like poison when it comes from an experienced shifter.

Though, is the phrase actually true?

No, not at all.

Shifting does not need practice!!

Here's why:

(BTW, I will explain my "method", no matter if I have time or not. Also, I don't call this reality "Current Reality", instead I call it Void reality, so don't get confused.)

The "practice" you're doing is only affecting your void reality (taking time out of your day, making you constantly think you're in your learning phase, so it doesn't exactly lead to your desired reality, does it?)

Of course, if you view it as a skill, it will in some way act like that, it'll become a skill for you, and you can never succeed on your first, second, third, hundredth try, because in your brain you have registered the fact that shifting is this grand, universal task, and that it is very difficult (because its common sense that you practice difficult things to get good at them)

Practice is a very humane and earthly act, if people have succeeded doing just practice, then good for then, they're right in their own way, but it didn't work for me, and in my opinion it's the worst way to view shifting, and often times it is demotivating, and you'll mess up you're entire journey.

Shifting is not a skill, shifting is a universal law.

I'll become more clear as I explain my journey:

My journey:

I found shifting from a random YouTube video 3 years ago. I might have only said cool and moved along.

A year later something traumatic happened in my life, which shook me so badly I needed an escape.

First of all, I chose astral projecting, but I realised I was too much of a coward to do so.

Then I came towards shifting, first DR was very typical, it was Hogwarts.

Having no knowledge whatsoever in the topics of spirituality, meditation, I went straight to methods, because they were like guides for me, I was very inexperienced, of course, and looked at other people and what they were doing for guidance.

Alice in wonderland method didn't do much, raven method was too uncomfortable (side note, all this raven method does is make you too focused on your void reality, cmon, in your DR are you laying down like a starfish?) And I was having terrible trouble with my intrusive thoughts (which made the floor disappear from under my feet, made the stairs for the stairs method too short to climb or straight up made them dissappear as well)

I didn't have any luck that year, no mini shifts, no lucid dreams, or sleep paralysis. And my DRs never remained constant. They always changed on a daily basis.

I was big on methods, I couldn't realize they never worked for me.

Although, this year of failure led me to finally figure out where I belonged.

A DR made out of scratch, which I spend much effort in putting the pieces of it together.

The DR, which was called "Home reality" really made me feel settled in my journey.

LOA, and the consciousness theory were the leading factors which made me shift.

And don't worry, it isn't what you're tired of being told, I didn't just apply any orthodox definition of LOA and succeeded.

Background to my first shift:

It was a particularly stressful day, I really missed my home.

I was studying at my college (I still am, but...) and I was dreading giving a chemistry test, I did not prepare. In my mind, one thing was constantly looping in my head.

The scenario of the chemistry teacher coming in, and taking the test, and the next day I get it handed back with a big fat zero.

But then I stopped and wondered, having already known about the consciousness theory, so according to it:

"I am constantly letting this thought run in my mind, and constantly letting this reality dictate what happens next."

Basically, I realized what was about to happen next was indirectly in my control, but with my line of thinking, I was letting this reality control it directly.

I stopped, like actually stopped thinking.

And with a blank mind I thought.

"I won't have to take any test today."

And went around telling my classmates this with a confident tone.

The teacher came in, said we'll instead do some practicals in lab.

So the test got cancelled.

Going home, I got excited, i felt powerful.

I decided to apply this to shifting.

Before shifting, I took a nap during the day, (if you're tired your body insists on sleeping, so your mind will get hazy and you will start acting lazy towards your goal)

And after living how I normally would, before bedtime, I listened to some songs, and look at a Pinterest board which reminded me of my home reality.

My method and what happened next:

First phase of shifting:

When I laid down on the bed to start shifting, I first got comfy (for me, if I feel sleepy for some reason, I laid on my back, I can't fall asleep in that position, but if I think ill stay awake until I reach a "detached state" then I sleep on my side, it's comfortable)

I obviously wasn't checking the time, but I spent about 10 minutes getting relaxed, all I do to relax is:

a) look at the blackness (closed eyes, looks like starry skies) and try to believe I'm looking at the milky way.

b) think about my home reality, just faces of my loved ones, and nostalgia inducing images.

c) Affirm, but don't focus entirely on affirming, usually in the back of my mind I'm repeating "I have shifted to my home reality" "I have shifted my senses to my home reality" "I have stopped sensing the void reality" "I am smelling, tasting, feeling, hearing and seeing my home reality" no other fancy affirmations required. (Now that I think about it, you need to affirm NOW because this method has two phases, one where you are shifting, and one where you have shifted, and you are in the 3D, where you are occupying your DR self, their thoughts, and memories, and popular method usually only have one phase, either you are shifting, or have shifted. So my point is if you affirm later and you'll be affirming when you're supposed to be in your DR, and obviously, your DR self won't be spouting out affirmations about shifting to a random reality for no reason.)

During this time, you'll feel tingly all over. It's a good sign.

And you'll feel a certain detachment, like you aren't exactly here, you have no idea what position you're lying in, and where your feet are. (Please, for the love of God do not start counting your feet or get freaked out that you can't feel your leg, you'll come back to the void reality.)

So you can start the next phase.

Middle phase (optional):

To prepare for the next and last phase, you can do this to get ready, or don't (First read the third phase)

This is all about connection to your DR.

Think about memories from your DR, focus on the faces of your loved ones, the way you act, talk, your mannerisms in your DR, or you can simply say affirmations like these one:

My name is ___.

I work as a ___.

My age is ___.

Don't try to imagine vividly or anything, lightly touch upon the basic details of your DR, the construction and foundation of any reality and the person, who has existed there for their entire life.

(That's you!)

Phase three:

Take a sudden, abrupt stop from your stream of thoughts. (Yes intrusive thoughts will still pop up but don't give any importance to them) when you're in a blank state of mind, not longer than 30 seconds, you need to build up to the last step of your shifting method, and journey.

a) start imagining hearing the voices of your loved ones or just any voice, calling your DR name, your nicknames, with different tones. (For example, i heard my name in an angry tone from my father when he was scolding me, I heard my name followed by a laughter when my S/O teased me.)

OK, for me, I started feeling intense, groundshaking symptoms at this moment. Sudden flashing of lights, extreme feeling of floating, and ofcourse, feeling tingliness so much that it felt like pins and needle on my entire body. (I did ignore the symptoms)

b) plan the rest of your day in your DR, which you will be spending.

AGAIN, PLEASE DON'T SAY IT LIKE THIS.

❌️When I reach my DR ❌️ I will have to go to that eye specialist for that appointment.

Instead: (and the more you personalize it, the better)

Ughhh, I have to go to that appointment- this day will suck.

(Don't mind my example, that was the only thing I could think of at the moment)

c) in this reality, you are constantly thinking of something, your thoughts are definitely what constructs this reality, and your current thoughts are affecting your subconscious. (By this point, your subconscious is grounded in your DR, so don't worry about that bastard.)

Now, you're going to start thinking, thoughts which are going on in your DR self's mind, start with one sentence, with which you'll be able to start consciously thinking like your DR self.

And think in the style, tone, and mood of your DR self, and keep the thoughts strictly related to your DR.

Thats it, but what happens afterwards? And what happened to me?

So for me, I started feeling weird while I was thinking.

And I remember I thought this:

"Ugh, I don't want eggs for breakfast."

(I'm not saying this is the key to shifting, at this point, I had covered various topics, including, weather, my upcoming work assignment, and praised my S/O for a good 5 minutes.)

And I started panting, like suddenly I was trying to catch my breath, the room felt bright, so I opened my eyes, and well, I was in my home reality :)

I was delirious for a few second, my S/O was looking at me worriedly, but surprisingly, it didn't even take me a minute to adjust, it felt all so natural and I wasn't scared.

I didn't even feel emotional, at all, and didn't hug my S/O with tears in my eyes, I straight up asked to be served breakfast, incase anyone was wondering.

So that's it.

Although i have much to say, I'm tired of writing, but I'm more than willing to answer each and every one of your questions, although I only have 7 hours left till I permashift, I'll remain mostly active till then.

And no, I'm not rereading this to fix my grammar, so just ask if anything confused you.

Ask away.

I'm still not sure if this'll reach anyone or not.

[amalthearespawned]

to add onto this btw - i shifted !

i decided to have at least one normal shift before i respawn for good, since i have loose ends to deal with in this reality still, and i would like to experience making a storytime at least once ;3 so i decided to get off my ass and actually put in effort, especially since it’s our anniversary today.

i felt my surroundings change into (what i’d assume to be) my waiting room (cr noises stopped, different textures, different smells, etc) but i was too tired to open my eyes or move around (i was also worried of opening my eyes to my cr) so i eventually fell asleep. still woke up here but i’m proud of myself for making progress, as i haven’t had a full shift in months. yippee

jus wanted to say happy 1,000 days with the prettiest girl in the multiverse .. 🫶❤️ ilysm

sorry for being inactive as shit. i’ve been really tired and unmotivated, essentially burnt out. just popping in right now because i love sharing my love for my girlfriend, i’ll be back when i’m ready 🦦

[amalthearespawned]

jus wanted to say happy 1,000 days with the prettiest girl in the multiverse .. 🫶❤️ ilysm

sorry for being inactive as shit. i’ve been really tired and unmotivated, essentially burnt out. just popping in right now because i love sharing my love for my girlfriend, i’ll be back when i’m ready 🦦

[amalthearespawned]

i can’t wait to know my s/o’s patterns, they way they fidget, the way their mouth moves when the say certain words, their facial expressions

i can’t wait to know them

[amalthearespawned]

"oh no permashifting is unhealthy & bad!!"

you know what else is unhealthy & bad?

not feeling safe in your own home.

not having anyone to talk to.

not feeling loved.

having an abusive, both mentally and physically, family.

feeling stuck.

having your entire life controlled.

and those are just a FEW of them, permashifting can literally solve all of that. so remind me why it's "unhealthy & bad" again.

[amalthearespawned]

hi, sorry for disappearing again. as you know, i went off grid for a month or so. i’m back now, at home, so i can get back to my usual routine.

as a bit of a “coming home” present, i have an extremely complex subliminal to share with you all. i hope i didn’t disappoint.

this is for respawners only, no matter what journey you’ve chosen. 100% deathless affirmations in a forced nature, with benefits ranging from immediate respawn to LOA, as well as affs related to reprogramming. i created this while incredibly homesick (for my dr) and because of how much i miss my S/O (the primary reason why i made this), so it is energy charged.

it features hemi-sync, soft rain, and heartbeat sounds for a relaxing overnight respawn. please read the full description and benefits list before listening!

🫶🦦

[amalthearespawned]

Reposting this success story bc I think it’s a great example of using loa to shift !! ⭐️

[amalthearespawned]

Dear Higher Self, please just let me fucking respawn so I can be an inspiration to everyone with my success stories and storytimes. Amen.

[amalthearespawned]

HER’s method // day 6 + 7

decided that i’ll be posting every couple days rather than every single one. i’ve been busy lately, haven’t respawned yet ;33

i lowkey haven’t noticed anything lately 😭 i’ve been seeing a LOT of dragonflies, but idk what that means or what it’s related to.

[amalthearespawned]

HER’s method // day 5

similar to yesterday, i haven’t really felt much. i’ve been having my iron drops but they’re not as severe as they were a couple days ago, and my hot flashes haven’t been too much.

otherwise that’s all ;33. i’m lowkey getting into tlou and may script something for when i’m free in my respawn dr. ended up watching a bit of the first game and it’s cool, found a dragonfly while outside earlier & i think dragonflies are important in the games ? i don’t know anything about tlou and am going in blind but idk. might be a sign to do it for fun.

[amalthearespawned]

Reminder that your DR is a real place, and you will go there, and it will be what you scripted / imagined it to be.

And if that makes you feel uncomfortable or afraid, you might have some thinking to do.

[amalthearespawned]

Is blind respawning a thing? Just respawning somewhere with only vague instructions for a direction rather than a detailed script?

id assume so. blind shifting exists, so why wouldn’t blind respawning? ;33

[amalthearespawned]

HER’s method // day 4

so far i haven’t noticed much difference. no hot flashes today, no chest pain or anything. just sorta chilling ;33

i’m honestly expecting to respawn before the end of the month. don’t really know why, i just have a feeling. i’ll respawn soon 🫶🦦

[amalthearespawned]

IMPORTANT UPDATE???

So, last night, I was really missing my DRs, especially my love interests in them. I think I even made clear that I really want, and NEED this respawn. Then while sleeping afterwards, I had a long, bizarre, complex dream while sleeping for those 9 hours (yes, with the new slade shifting brew on again). I believe I even wished I knew what the dreams meant, after I woke up.

Then, this afternoon, I was tired and took a nap for an hour or two (again, with the subliminal on).

At the end of a set of vivid/lucid dreams I had, I was suddenly aware I was in hypnagogia, and I used this time to mentally say, "I demand to respawn". I then demanded to see the silver cord I saw twice before during astral projection.

And I actually saw it, even though I wasn't astral projecting, I was in hypnagogia this time! To my dismay, it was dimmer than the last time I saw it, and I had the thought "Your journey is almost over" and "I don't need it to be brighter [presumably because I'm too far gone, so to speak]". The dimmer cord could also mean my connection to the CR is weakening, since I'm not coming back (hopefully).

The last two times I saw the silver cord, it was during astral projection, and I saw both ends and the middle of the cord. I didn't see anything on either end of the cord or on it. The cord presumably connected my CR and my DR, since it was not attached to me, and I was zooming along it, observing it floating in space. The first time, it was dimmer, and the second time, it was brighter.

This time, however, I only saw the middle, then the end of the cord, now paying no mind to the beginning of it, and I could see things at the end of it. I could see shapeshifting silver blobs flying over the cord, and what looked like silver portals along the cord. I urged to keep zooming along the cord, hitting at least one of the portals, but more likely several. I can't remember if I still saw anything at the end when the vision ended. The portals would appear whenever I said in my mind, "I want my respawn". I could also control the vision, at least to a degree, like before.

Before the vision ended, I saw a message in the stars that said, "It's time", looking like a YouTube spiritual video I saw the thumbnail for before while awake.

I really, really need this to be a good sign!

Thoughts?

[amalthearespawned]

me "THIS IS TAKING FOREVER WHY HAVEN'T I SHIFTED YET."

also me: falls asleep during methods, fantasizes about my dr instead of actually scripting and trying to get there

oh well, it'll always be a mystery

[amalthearespawned]

I love you, it's ruining my life (you're in another reality)

[amalthearespawned]

glad you’re sharing your symptoms!! 🫶🦦

none of the affirmations (mine at least) contain anything related to memory loss. all of them are written to where you respawn your desired way, so if you wish to erase void memories then you will. if not, the memories will remain intact ❤️🫶

HER’s method // day 1

+ HER respawn bundle

hiii!!! i’ve been away for a while. i’ve been having a lot of stuff going on and needed to take some time away.

i’m currently not home right now, so i cant do any actual respawning methods :> not that they’re needed, i just prefer using them. but since i can’t really do anything but listen to subs, i figured i’d try using HER’s respawn subliminal and update daily.

i don’t really know when i’m going home, but i’m planning for this to be a permanent thing on my blog 🫶🦦

if you’re unaware, HER is an og respawner who created a subliminal that she respawned with a month after making. a lot of people have said that the subliminal has helped others respawn quickly. (i may have misunderstood details, but this is what i’ve been told/have seen.)

i figured i’d do this to see how long it takes for me to respawn, as well as give me a way to talk about it and share my journey!

• every night i will update with a blog post about my sub results. occasionally i’ll post them in the morning, depends on how much time i have during the night. ;33 just because i haven’t posted doesn’t mean i’ve respawned, please wait at least 24 hours before assuming so.

• i will be spending 10 minutes affirming when i wake up/go to sleep for added benefits.

• otherwise all i will be doing is listening to my sub bundle, which consists of HER’s subliminal & my own subs. because i love my little corner so much, i decided to upload the bundle for those who wanna try too ;33

please enjoy my future updates and my bundle 🫶🦦