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[amandawritez]

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-send in requests! I’ll try to do every request but sometimes if I really can’t think of anything to write for what you’ve sent then I just won't be able to do it, I’m sorry 

- I will try to write for any OBX character but I mostly write for JJ because that's what I like to write most  

$- smut

!- angst 

*- requested

JJ Maybank

Cheater $

When you meet a cute blonde boy at a party you decide to do something crazy 

Mistake !

When JJ starts spiraling and putting his friends in danger you have to give him an ultimatum 

Secret $

When JJ finds out you’ve been keeping secrets about insecurities in your relationship he decides to show you just how much you mean to him

There’s a first for everything * $

JJ shows you something new 

[amandawritez]

there's a first for everything

 Anon requested: “can u do more jj smut please. secret was so good omg. like maybe getting eaten out by him or your first time idk”

A/N: sooo I decided to make this more of a shortish blurb about JJ eating you out rather than a whole thing bc my brain is like broke today and can’t think of any ideas idk why

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JJ pulled his lips away from yours to look down at you for a moment, his blonde hair fell over his forehead, and his lips were slightly swollen and red from kissing for so long. He then latched his lips to your jaw and began working his way towards your favorite spot below your ear and started sucking harshly, sure to leave a mark tomorrow but at this moment neither of you cared.

His right hand snaked behind your back attempting to unclip your bra and after a few attempts you both laughed and you lightly pushed his shoulders up so he sat back on his knees in-between your legs and you sat up easily unclipping it with one hand and tossing it in a random direction. Leaving you both now only clothed in your underwear, all other clothing thrown all over room discarded long ago.  

You wrapped a hand behind JJ’s neck and pulled him back down on top of you returning to your previous position. His lips attached to one of your nipples and his hand fondled the other, pinching your nipple lightly causing your back to arch and a breathy moan to leave your mouth.

JJ then began working his lips down your stomach and hooked his fingers into your underwear pulling them down your legs and discarding them behind him. You we’re too caught up in the feeling of his lips on your stomach to realize what he was doing but when you did you sat up abruptly.

“Wait JJ what are you doing?” you asked and he looked up at you with a smirk.

“I’m playing chess..what does it look like princess I want to eat you out” he laughed to himself at his sarcastic comment and normally you would have giggled too but right now you were beginning to panic.

“Wait um-”

“Shhh just lay back baby.” he interrupted you still not looking up instead kissing your thighs.

“No JJ, uh, we don’t have to. I want to give you head let’s do that.” You attempted to pull him up but he was a lot stronger than you and didn't budge. He looked up at you confused before pulling away from you and sitting back on his legs.

“Whats wrong?” he asked genuinely concerned and you stuttered for moment before burying your head in your hands out of pure embarrassment.

“Baby talk to me.” He thought he had done something wrong and pried your hands away from your face forcing you to look at him.

“I’ve never um done that.” You mumbled barely above a whisper and he didn’t hear you.

“(y/n) I can’t hear you, you're worrying me.” He sounded uneasy.

“No guy has ever.. done that to me.” you finally spoke up and averted your eyes from him, you were beyond embarrassed. His face formed an O shape but he quickly smiled and lifted your chin to look at him.

“Thats okay, that's totally fine, well its not really fine because it means every guy you've ever been with sucked.” you both laughed lightly and the mood in the room became less tense.

“But, will you let me? I promise if you want me to stop I will but please let me try, I think you’d love it. You trust me right?” You nodded slowly, he could tell you were nervous but he pulled you in for a kiss before slowly lowering you onto your back and returning to his position between your legs.

He slowly kissed up and down your thighs and brought his thumb up to your clit rubbing light circles. He pulled his finger away and brought his face so close to your pussy you could feel his breath fanning over you, and he reached his fingers up to interlace them with yours. 

He dove in licking a strip bottom to top and then used his tongue to circle your clit. 

“Oh! wow that's, fuck that's actually really good.” you relaxed into his touch immediately and he smiled before returning to diving into your folds. Your fingers let go of his hands and moved to grip and pull lightly on his hair causing him to groan. He used his now open hands to push your thighs back more spreading you open even wider for him. He circled your entrance with his tongue before pushing deeply into it repeatedly. This new angle caused you to moan out loudly and tug on his hair more, you were loving this. 

“JJ m-more please.” he looked up at you and smiled you could have cum just from just the sight of him looking up at you alone, his blue eyes burning into you as he brought two fingers to his mouth pushing them in. Your gaze never broke as he pulled them out now slicked up and pushed them knuckle deep into your tight cunt. 

“Fuck, look at you squeezing my fingers so well, you're always so fucking tight baby girl.” your eyes rolled back as he pushed his fingers as deep as he could manage and separated them in a scissoring motion stretching you out. 

His lips returned to suck on your clit as his fingers began to pick up their pace inside of you curling now. He continued this for a minute while moans spilled from your mouth. He pulled out his fingers for a moment before bringing his mouth back to your entrance and pushing his tongue as deep as he could until his nose was  touching you and he began flicking it back and forth causing your back to arch and legs to shake.

“JJ I’m so close please keep going p-please make me cum.” he loved hearing you beg for it, knowing he was the only one who could make you feel like this.

JJ pushed his fingers back in wasting no time attaching his mouth back on your clit and moving his fingers at an unholy pace. He watched as you unraveled above him your fingers gripping and twisting the bedsheets and his name falling from your lips repeatedly. He continued until he was sure you had finished before he placed a light kiss on your clit causing you to twitch at the sensitivity from having just orgasmed. 

He sat up and you watched him bring his fingers to his mouth sucking them clean and swallowing before leaning down to kiss you so you could taste yourself. You were panting and still trembling from the orgasm and he smiled seeing how fucked up you were. 

“So?” he questioned with his eyebrows raised. 

“Yeah that was.. amazing.” he grinned and pulled you in for a kiss, glad that he could be that first person to show you that. 

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A/N: I hope you liked this anon who requested it sorry it was so short my brain like not functioning today :) keep sending requests in! 

[amandawritez]

Secret

When JJ finds out you've been been keeping secrets about your insecurities in your relationship he decides to show you just how much you mean to him 

A/N: this is pretty much just going to be smut (there will be a slight plot at he beginning ig)... anywhoo I've always thought about JJ fingering his girl infront of a mirror so here we are

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It was no secret that JJ had been with girls before you, quite a few actually. You really weren't the jealous type, you had no reason to be, you knew JJ loved you and he would never even think about other girls, much less cheat on you. But sometimes you just couldn’t help getting a little insecure over this. 

It was the usual Friday for the pouges, out on the boat all day, then back to John B’s for dinner, a bonfire, and a party. You were sitting by the fire listening to the rest of the group tell stories from the past, from before you had joined the group, laughing along with them and honestly feeling like you were there in those memories too. Pope was telling a story about some party last summer at the boneyard when John B chimed in.

“Oh my god, I Remember exactly what night you're talking about. That was the night JJ got hammered and hooked up with that blonde touron chick..” the sentence flowed out of him before he could even think about what he was saying and it suddenly got eerily quiet, everyone’s eyes avoiding yours. You just laughed lightly brushing off the comment and tried to break the awkward silence by speaking up.

“Yeah sounds like JJ, when did he not blackout last summer I'd love to hear one of those stories.” you laughed and everyone else laughed along and then began to talk about something else, moving on from the previous topic. JJ eyed you and he knew that it bothered you but you just gave him a smile and a wink to play it cool. 

You really had no reason to be jealous, it was before JJ even knew you existed he's with you now and plus he never talks about those girls anymore..but what if he still thinks about them, you thought to yourself. The thought of JJ still thinking about his ex’s made you feel uneasy and you decided to brush off the thoughts by heading inside to get another drink. 

You were standing in the kitchen when heard footsteps and knew it was JJ following you in. After your poured your drink into your cup you turned around and leaned against the counter eyeing him. 

“Hi there.” you said as he walked up to give you a kiss on the forehead and stand next to you. 

“Hey princess, are you okay?” he asked with a worried expression on his face. 

“Of course, I’m fine just came to get another drink.” you lied, and he knew you were lying he could always tell when you weren't being honest. 

“Are you sure, I know what they said out there kind of made things awkward but you know that was before I ever knew you and trust me I wish I could take it all back.” you were quiet after he said that, you knew he was right but you head was spinning with horrible thoughts. 

“How many girls have you been with?” you blurted out without even thinking about it. You immediately wished you could take it back, why the hell would you ask that, you knew the answer was only going to hurt you and it didn’t even matter, his past doesn't effect your relationship. 

“Oh um..” he thought for a moment not expecting  you to ask but you cut him off before he could answer.

“I just shouldn’t have asked that I’m sorry don't answer it, it definitely doesn’t matter. I’m so sorry I’m so immature, I was just feeling insecure sometimes I just get scared that I’m not good enough for you, I was only with one guy before and sometimes I’m scared maybe I’m not...experienced enough for you.” You stared at the floor embarrassed that you have just told him all of that, you thought you sounded so stupid. 

He stepped closer and lifted your chin so you had to look him in the eyes, “(y/n) I love you, and I don’t care how many guys you’ve been with or how experienced you are I love you for you.” He pulled you into a hug and rested his chin on your head. “Cmon lets go talk somewhere alone.” He said grabbing your hand and walking towards the extra bedroom in John B’s house.  

He closed the door behind you and sat down on the edge of the bed while you stood infront of him. He randomly grabbed you by the back of your legs and pulled you to straddle his lap causing you to yelp in surprise. JJ pushed you hair behind your ear and then placed his hand behind your neck pulling you in for a kiss. The kiss was slow and passionate and he bit down on your lip and tugged slightly knowing it was your favorite thing. His hands slid down your body to grip your hips and push you down to grind on his quickly hardening bulge. When you pulled away from the kiss his eyes were blown out and you could tell he was getting turned on. When he spotted the mirror behind you he got a dirty idea, something he's always wanted to try and now was the perfect time. 

He easily lifted you by the back of your thighs and walked about 3 feet before setting you down. Before you could ask what he was doing he turned you around so your back was against his chest and you realized you two were standing infront of the full length mirror placed in the corner.  He gently brushed your hair off of your shoulder and pulled it to the side. His lips slowly lowered to press into your shoulder and across your collar bone as his finger slipped the strap of of your top off your shoulder. His lips worked their way up your neck and stopped right below your earlobe to suck harshly surely leaving a mark but neither of you cared. 

“So here's what we’re going to do, I want you to realize how fucking beautiful you are to me, I want you to see it from my point of view, you understand?” he asked and you nodded nervously. 

“So, I’m going to fuck you infront of this mirror and I really want you to watch okay?” he asked again as he slipped his hands around to the front of your body and began to unbutton your pants and slip them down your legs when they hit the ground you kicked them away off of your ankles. 

He followed by pulling off your top leaving you in just your bra and underwear. You instinctively brought your hands to cover yourself as it felt strange to be standing infront of a mirror, But he tsked and pulled your hands way from your body.

“Uh uh, no you don’t need to cover up it’s just me and you okay.” He ran his hands down the side of your body and left a trail of goosebumps in their path. 

He began to kiss your neck again slowly as his hands moved to your back to unclasp your bra and pull it down your arms to hit the ground. Your nipples immediately hardened due to the cold air. His hands snaked back around your body and up to your chest tweaking your nipples causing your back to arch and you to suck in a gasp. He continued his attack on your neck while his hands moved down and he slipped his fingers into both sides of your panties on your hips and pushed them down your legs. 

“Why don't we sit down baby girl, before your legs start shaking like they usually do, yeah.” this sentence alone was enough to make you wet. He sat down on the floor, his legs were spread to make room for you as he leaned back on his hands behind him. 

You were nervous and weren't sure what he wanted you to do so you sat down between his legs and brought your legs to your chest, wrapping your arms around them. JJ shook his head and leaned forward lighting pulling your arms from their place and pulling your back onto his chest. Then he reached forward using his hands to pull your legs apart widely. 

“Look at you princess, you're soaked practically dripping on the floor.” He ran his hand down your stomach and right over where you needed him most, instead he traced circles on your thigh. He knew exactly what he was doing he loved teasing you, watching you get all riled up to the point where you were practically begging JJ to fuck you, but today wasn't one of those days. 

His hand finally slipped between your thighs and he ran a finger up and down your wet folds, and you released a breath you didn’t even realize you were holding in. When his fingers came up to circle your clit your head fell back onto his shoulder and a small moan slipped passed your lips. 

“No baby look at yourself I want to see your eyes open.” he stated as he pushed his middle finger into you knuckle deep, surprising you. You lifted your head and opened your eyes and you were definitely a sight to see. Your eyes were hooded and blown out completely filled with lust, purple hickeys were littered down your neck and you looked lower to see your chest rising and falling quickly, below that were your hands lightly gripping JJ’s thighs. But at your core you could see JJ’s one finger slowly pushing in as deep as he can and curling slightly. 

JJ was going painstakingly slow, teasing you so badly and now wasn’t the time for this, you needed more but you knew he just wanted to hear you ask for it.

“JJ, please I-I need more please go faster.” He pulled his finger out of you and circled your clit for a moment you could see you were already dripping down his fingers, his rings were covered in your juices and you had never seen something so attractive. 

He finally moved his fingers back to your entrance and pushed in his ring and middle finger deeply causing you to gasp and grip his thighs tighter. As he picked up his pace you couldn't stop the moans from falling from your lips and you attempted to keep your eyes open like JJ instructed but it was so hard when JJ was fucking you up like this, his fingers curled deep inside of you and he pulled them out to circle your clit again. 

Your chest was heaving and he knew you were climbing quickly towards your orgasm but he hasn’t done yet. JJ pushed in three fingers, this time slowly stretching you out letting you adjust for a moment before beginning to pull his fingers in and out of you again, curling them when he hit his deepest point inside of you causing the knot in your stomach to tighten even more. He watched as your eyes rolled back and profanities and moans fell from your delicate lips. He picked up his speed even more and he knew you were getting extremely close as your legs started to shake slightly. 

“JJ, I-I’m gonna cum keep going please, fuck” You moaned out and he went even faster, hearing you moan his name was more than enough motivation. 

“Be a good girl and cum for me angel, cum on my fingers,” he whispered in your ear driving you over the edge. All that could be heard were the moans tumbling out of your mouth and the loud wet noises coming from your pussy as JJ worked you through your high. He slowed his fingers down but continued to push them in and out of you until he was sure you were done. 

You slumped against his chest and panted heavily as he pulled his fingers out of you. After calming down you turned your head slightly to the side to kiss him. 

“Thank you JJ, I love you so much.” you mumbled as you continued to kiss him and turn fully around. Your hands dropped to his lap and began to undo his belt and he looked at you confused. 

“Now I think its your turn to see what you look like hm, do you want me to suck you off.” Hearing that made his dick twitch in his pants and a groan to leave his mouth. You grinned and giggled at him as he nodded frantically. 

“Fuck, I have the best girlfriend ever.” He said making you laugh lightly as you dropped your head. 

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A/N: someone get me some water... also sorry if that was kinda shitty I wrote a much longer much better version of this that took SO long and when I went to save it my entire computer froze and then it just disappeared which is so lovely. Anyways please send me requests!! and feedback makes me so happy if you loved it leave a comment ill probs cry tears of joy :’)

[amandawritez]

Mistake

Pairing: JJ Maybank x reader

Word count: 2806

Warnings: fighting (kind of), cursing, mentions of abuse. This is angsty as hell I apologize in advance but there is fluff at the end if you squint

Summary: When JJ starts spiraling and putting his friends in danger you have to give him an ultimatum 

Your hands were shaking as JJ pulled up to Barry’s house, and everyone sat in confusion as JJ got out of the van and began to storm inside. You could hear their voices as they spoke but you were so shook up over what just happened that everything being said was going straight over your head. 

“Someone should probably go talk to him.” you heard Kie say and everyone’s heads turned to face you but you continued to stare blankly at the floor of the van unable to move, you felt like your body was glued to the seat. 

“Yeah, I got it.” John B stated once he realized that you weren't getting up. 

It was silent in the van and the only noise to be heard was the shuffling inside from JJ ransacking the house and John B attempting to calm him down. After a few minutes you shakily stood up and began to walk towards the house, figuring John B wasn’t really going to able to calm JJ down, usually when JJ spiraled like this you were the only one he would listen to. Just the sound of your voice could snap him out of his fit. 

You stood on the porch thinking for a moment until JJ stepped outside and saw you. He froze for a second and you looked at the bag in his hand. 

“JJ what's that.” your voice was so little that you thought maybe he hadn’t heard you. 

“It’s revenge, they mess with us and we get even.” He stated calmly. He began to walk past you but you stepped infront of him blocking his path causing him to huff in annoyance knowing you were going to try and talk him out of it. 

“JJ you can’t just steal from a drug dealer this isn’t a joke, he's dangerous and now you're putting everyone else in danger too, not just yourself.” you said. 

“(Y/n) he stole the gold from us, he pointed a fucking gun at you and we’re just supposed to let him get away with it? Aren’t you tired of being walked on?” he asked now looking you dead in the eyes. 

“JJ that's not the point, the point is you can’t keep doing shit like this. You’re spiraling and you’re gonna get other people hurt.” you began to get angrier raising your voice slightly. JJ just rolled his eyes and stepped around you walking off the porch and completely ignoring your rant. 

“Alright, so we’re looking at five grand each for reparations for putting us through that bullshit.” He said as he stepped into the yard. John B walked outside and down the steps but you continued to stand on the porch feet glued to the ground and arms crossed staring straight ahead. You listened as the group all at once began to questions JJ’s actions, telling him this isn’t a good idea and you could tell he was getting angrier as everyone reprimanded him. You heard some commotion and turned around to see JJ shoving John B against the van. 

You joined the others in the yard and watched as JJ stepped into the van and sit down as if waiting for the others to join him so they could leave. Once he realized no one was going with him if he was going to steal the money he huffed and stepped out of the van. You listened as the group told JJ that they were tired of his reckless shit and that he needed to stop. When JJ announced that he was just going to go by himself if no one wanted the money your eyes began to well up with tears, threatening to spill at any moment. 

When he started walking away Pope began to go after him but John B stopped him and Sarah said to just let him go, but you didn’t want to just let him go you knew he needed a wake up call. 

“JJ.” you spoke quietly but you knew he heard you because he stopped walking but continued to stare forward refusing to turn around and look at you. “If you take that money we’re done.” You spoke a bit louder now making sure he heard you and hoping he would turn around and change his mind. 

But he didn’t. Instead he stared forward for a moment and then said one word, “Fine.” He didn’t bother turning around because he knew looking at you would break him so instead he continued marching forward leaving everyone behind. As silent tears rolled down your face Sarah Pulled you into a hug and Kie joined her a moment later. 

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Later that night you sat alone in your room staring aimlessly at the ceiling thinking about the events of the day. After JJ left John B dropped everyone off at their homes, Kie offered to stay with you since she knew you were upset but you insisted on wanting to be alone. You showered and ate silently, you felt dull you couldn’t believe that JJ would do that, that he would just give up on your relationship at the drop of a pin. Your attempts to not cry failed as you pulled your legs up to your chest and decided to just let the tears flow as you dropped your head down and rested your forehead on the tops of your knees. You were broken from your thoughts as you heard a light knock on your door, you quickly wiped your tears and figured it was just your younger sister asking to borrow clothes or something. “Come in.” you said and your voice cracked slightly. The door opened and it was Pope and Kie asking to come in, you nodded and they stepped in the room quietly shutting the door behind them. 

Kie sat next to you and Pope on the end of your bed. “Are you okay?” Pope asked and Kie glared at him, her face asking why the fuck he would say that. 

“I’m fine, I’m good.” You said quietly and gave a weak smile in an attempt to make it believable but they both knew you were lying. Kie pulled you into a hug and rubbed the top of your head causing your eyes to water again so you pulled away not wanting to cry. 

“So, what's up.” you asked plainly and Pope and Kie exchanged looks as if wondering if they should tell you something. 

“We were uh gonna go see JJ, see if we could talk some sense into him and make sure he’s okay after earlier but we wanted to check on you first ya know make sure you were okay too, and see if maybe you would come talk to him too? If not its okay we totally get it I mean you guys got into it pretty bad today, er sorry I shouldn't have said that, I mean I know you guys broke up and all but um-” Kie lightly slapped Popes arm and looked at him with wide eyes. 

“Pope are you dumb you can’t say shit like that she's still sad.” You laughed lightly at the interaction, Pope wasn’t the best with words when someone was upset. 

“I’m right here, and I’m fine guys really. JJ made his decision and if he was willing to throw away our whole relationship that easily then it wasn’t meant to be.” your voice got quiet at the end, you knew you didn't mean what you were saying but you had to at least try. Kie shook her head and said 

“No (y/n) you know that's not true, JJ loves you so much you know he was just upset he made a mistake I’m sure he's a wreck right now trying to figure out how to fix things, you know he loves you.” and Pope nodded in agreement. You wanted to argue but you knew she was right, but you just weren’t ready to see him yet. 

“I don’t know, I just don’t think I’m ready to go over there and forgive him yet plus I tried to talk sense into him earlier and we all saw how that went.” Kie looked at you sadly and Pope looked like he was practically begging you to come because he knew they wouldn't be able to help JJ like you could. 

You thought about it for a moment and decided that maybe you should go talk to JJ, the longer you waited could make things worse. “Fine, I’ll go.” Kie jumped off the bed  and clasped her hands together excitedly, Pope stood up too ready to go, “But,” you said and Kie dropped her hands and her face fell from its smile. “You guys have to go in first, go talk to him and is he's still acting like he was earlier then I’m not going in, I don't need to get hurt all over again because JJ is still being a dick. If you think he's fine and he will want to talk to me then I’ll come in after.” You said and Kie groaned but nodded and said that was understandable. 

As the truck pulled up you were beyond nervous, your hands began to shake again and your breathing started gettin heavier. “Hey, its gonna be fine,” Kie stated placing her hand on your knee reassuringly “I promise we’re gonna get in there and JJ is gonna be back to his usual self, I’m sure he realized he's made a mistake.” Pope and Kie got our of the truck talking about the plan to get the gold out of the well when all of the sudden the sound of a generator whirring to life was heard and the entire backyard suddenly lit up. You looked at Pope and Kie wondering if maybe they had knew about this and it was set up but they looked just as confused as you did. They said that they were gonna go check it out and that one of them would come back to get you after they talked to JJ.

You sat alone on the tailgate of the truck wondering what was taking so long, maybe JJ was doing something stupid again. You scoffed and rolled your eyes imagining what JJ could have done now, and your curiosity got the best of you so you decided to just go find out for yourself, you were tired of waiting. As you walked in the backyard you could see lights hung up everywhere and as you rounded the corner to see what was going on you froze in your tracks. The sight infant of you was enough to make your jaw drop slightly and your legs feel like jelly underneath you, it felt like someone had punched you in the chest. JJ stood in the middle of a hot tub, Champagne glasses floating around the water and a champagne bottle in his hand. But it wasn’t the hot tub or the lights or even the generator that shocked you, it was JJ, more like what happened to JJ. His chest and face were littered with Dark purple bruises, bigger ones on his stomach, and his lip was split open. Who could have done this to him.

“JJ.” you finally spoke up, all three of their heads turned to you, Pope and Kie’s worrisome expressions and JJ’s drunken smile. 

“(Y/n) im so glad you could make it, come on get in it feels great! Oh get this, I named her the Cat’s ass how funny is that.” JJ laughed at himself and waved his hand in a come here motion. 

“JJ w-what happened to you, who did this to you.” you asked, your voice cracked and you knew you were going to cry for the hundredth time today. You slowly stepped forward and began walking up to the hot tub. “JJ..” you said lightly you looked his bruises again, one silent tear fell down your face. 

“No stop being emotional, it’s fine okay-” his voice began cracking and you could tell he was about to cry so you walked up and stepped over the ledge to get in, not caring about your shoes or clothes because right now they didn’t matter, JJ was the most important thing. You wrapped your arms around JJ as he began to break down, and you petted his head lightly as he sobbed “I can't take him anymore.” He cried and pulled your body tightly into his as if he let go you might disappear into thin air. you rubbed his back and felt Kie and Pope stepping into the hot tub too and wrapping their arms around both of you. You whispered in JJ’s ear attempting to calm him down and slowly his sobs became less heavy and his breathing began to even out, he knew he was safe here with his real family. 

You all pulled away after a few minutes and you took the champagne bottle out of JJ’s hand and set it on the edge of the hot tub, slipping your hand into his you began to pull him out of the hot tub “Come on bub, lets get you inside and cleaned up we can take a shower and I'll cook you something.” you said and he nodded slightly following you out. Pope and Kie got out too and knew that it was best to let you handle this, Kie saying she would call you later. 

After taking JJ inside you suggested that he showered and you’d cook some Mac and cheese for him, he silently nodded, too scared to talk worried that his voice may betray him and cause him to cry again. After his shower you two ate in silence, you had no idea what to say you just knew you needed to be there for him. You finally spoke up when he was finished eating, “JJ, can I clean you up? I-I have some stuff I can put on your cut and bruises that will help them to heal better.” You stood next to him and held out your hand which he gladly took and let you lead him to the bathroom.

He sat on the counter while you got out the cream for him and tended to his bruises. You were so gentle with him terrified that if you touched him the wrong way he might just break, as if he was made glass. You weren’t sure if he was going to speak at all until he finally broke the silence, “I'm sorry” he said and you looked up at him confused 

“Why are you apologizing you did nothing wrong.” 

“I’m sorry for earlier at Barry’s I was being reckless and I hurt you, I’m so sorry I walked away i-it was mistake.” he stumbled over his words, scared that he may cry more. You finished up cleaning him and stood up so you were face to face with him now. 

“JJ it’s okay I understand I’m sorry I even gave you an ultimatum, it was selfish and horrible.” 

“No you did the right thing, you don't want to be with a guy like me, I don’t deserve you. I’m reckless and immature and I’m such a piece of shit.. my dad was right.” He began to cry and you placed your hands on the side of his face lifting it so he had to look at you. 

“JJ , no baby you're not a piece of shit you're the best thing that’s every happened to me, nothing your dad ever says about you is true, you are kind and passionate, and I love you, okay, we all love you JJ please don’t ever think you are any of those things your dad said.” You wrapped your arms around him and carefully pulled him into a hug not wanting to hurt him and he held onto you tightly crying into your shoulder. 

He finally pulled away and wiped his eyes, “So you’re not breaking up with me.” He asked quietly, terrified that you might say yes. 

“No baby I’m not breaking up with you I would never do that, okay I love you so much and I’m so sorry for saying that earlier.” he was so glad to hear that  and he put his hands on the side of your face and pulled you in for a soft kiss, being careful not to hurt his lip. You pulled away and wrapped your arms around his waist and placed your head on his chest listening to his heart beat, he wrapped his arms around your shoulders and rested his chin in your head. And you guys sat like that for a while, while JJ thought about how much he loved you and he knew that you were the best thing that had ever happened to him too.

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A/N: someone get the tissues I am EMO rn. I’m so sorry that was so long and honestly angsty as hell :( but I hope you liked it my inbox is open so send me shiz :) 

[amandawritez]

cheater

Pairing: JJ Maybank x Kook!Reader

Word count: 1669

Warnings: underage drinking, smoking, cursing, and slight smut

Summary: When you meet a cute blonde boy at a party you decide to do something kind of crazy

JJ didn't like kooks, never has and never will, so when Sarah dragged him and the rest of the group to kook party he was beyond unhappy. She swore that the party host was a cool guy, he didn’t care about pouge vs kook drama and said if anyone wanted to have fun they could come. 

JJ lost everyone within minutes of getting to the house, Sarah dragged John B away to talk to some of her nicer old friends; Pope found some tourist girl to talk about who knows what, probably his morbid future of being a corner; and Kie wondered off to find beer. Leaving JJ alone and annoyed surrounded by people he didn’t know and probably wouldn’t like. 

He wondered around the house for a while hoping to find a familiar face and ended up on the third floor balcony, which was mostly empty other than a few people scattered about drinking and talking. He spotted a table with a few chairs around it that were empty and decided to sit down and roll a blunt, figured smoking might make this night less miserable. 

JJ was attempting, more like struggling, to roll up his weed into the blunt. He didn’t know why it was so hard for him because he was used to doing this almost daily. He released a frustrated groan and set it down on the table.

You were talking with your friends when you noticed the blonde boy sitting alone and getting frustrated so you walked up to see if he wanted help. “Hey, do you want some help with that?” you asked politely. His head whipped around and looked at you. “No thanks kook I can handle this all on my own.” and he turned back around. You rolled your eyes at the kook comment but decided to let it go. “Are you sure? I really don’t mind and you look like you’re struggling.” you stated as you walked around the table and stood behind the chair directly in-front of him. You held back a giggle looking at how focused he was until he sighed and set it down again. “Fine you can help me.”

He handed you the blunt and watched as you perfectly packed it and licked the edge to roll it up. He was kinda mind-blown at how easily you did it, and honestly he thought it was kind of hot. As you were handing it back to him Sarah walked up behind him and placed a hand on his shoulder. “I see you’ve met (y/n)” he looked up at her and gave a confused look, as if asking if he was supposed to know who you were. “JJ I told you this, her brother is the one throwing the party.” He nodded and his mouth formed an O shape as he put two and two together, but he still didn’t really care. 

Sarah rolled her eyes and waved goodbye as she said something about going to find John B. You watched the boy pull out a lighter and begin smoking. He pulled a few hits before holding it out to you as an offering, “You want some? You did help me so I guess I’ll share.” He half expected you to say no, but you lightly took it out of his hands. “I'm JJ.” he stated as he watched you smoke. “I’m (y/n)” you said as you handed him back the weed.

You guys sat silently for a while while JJ finished the rest of the blunt and you thought about getting up to walk away until JJ began to speak, “Where did you learn to do that? Most kook girls I known don't smoke and definitely don’t know how to do that.” You glanced at him and for the first time really took in his features, he was cute, really cute. “My brother likes to smoke and so do his friends, they were always hanging around and just decided to teach me. I have small hands so I guess it makes it easier.” you said. 

You JJ sat there for a while talking about random stuff as the party began to die down slightly. As JJ spoke you found yourself staring at his lips, then his eyes, then his arms, noticing how muscular they were. Maybe it was because you were high, or drunk, or honestly both but you started to notice how attractive his was. He used is hands when he talked and you watched his fingers imagining them in other places. JJ noticed you staring and stopped talking for a moment. 

“Sorry uh do you um want a drink?” you asked him. He snickered lightly seeing how shook up you were, he knew you were definitely not thinking about drinks right now but he decided to play along. “Yeah sure I’d love one princess.” he joked using the pet name but when you heard him say you shuttered thinking about him calling you princess while he fu- “You gonna show me where they are?” he asked shaking you from your thoughts. You got up and motioned for him follow you inside. Once inside you lead him through the living room and down the hall, right past the kitchen JJ noticed. 

You opened the door to a room which was extremely dark inside but JJ followed you in anyways. “Hey I know I’m not exactly a genius but I think that kitchen was that way princess-” you cut off the rest of his sentence by smashing your lips onto his. He was stunned for a second but then began to kiss back. 

The kiss was heated and fast and he began to walk to you backwards until your back was against the door. He placed one hand behind your neck and the other on your hip lightly pulling you into him as you feverishly made out. JJ pushed his leg between yours and pulled your hips forward to grind lightly on his thigh emitting a moan from you. You slipped your hands under the hem of his shirt and began tugging signaling you wanted it off. In the dimly lit room you could see his toned chest and stomach and you were in awe, he was sexy. 

JJ stepped forward and followed in suit pulling your shirt over your head and kissing you again. He began kissing down your neck and sucking lightly as his hand slipped between your legs and under your skirt rubbing over your clothed center. “Damn, you're soaked already.” he spoke as he pulled your underwear slightly to the side and ran a finger through your dripping folds. You moaned lightly as he pushed a his middle finger into you and began curling it. Your head fell backwards on the door as JJ kissed down your neck and chest and pushed another finger into you. As his pace increased you couldn’t stop the moans coming from your lips and the wet sound coming from your pussy. JJ was in awe watching your eyes roll back and your legs tremble slightly as he fingered you. 

You were both knocked out of your trance as a knock was heard on the door behind you. You both froze and listened as a male voice spoke from the other side. “(y/n) are you in there?” You quickly pushed jj off of you and began scrambling. “Shit, get in the closet, get in there now.” you whispered as you pushed JJ towards the closet picking up his t-shirt along the way. He was beyond confused as you shoved him into the closet tossing his t-shirt into his hands and shut the door. You walked to the door and picked your t-shirt up quickly pulling it on before opening the door. 

JJ watched through the crack as guy stepped into the room, he looked like a major kook douchebag wearing a polo khakis, “Jesus is this a party or are we playing fucking golf?” JJ thought to himself. He listened as you spoke to the guy. “Hey Andrew I was looking for you earlier.” you said as you ran one of your hands through your hair. “Oh  come on cut the bullshit (y/n) where have you been I've been looking for you for like an hour. Someone said they saw you hanging out with some pouge what the fuck is that about?” he asked angrily. “Don’t be so dramatic I was just meeting some of Sarah’s friends.” you stated calmly. “Oh of course it was sarah’s friends that bitch is practically a pouge now I don't even know why she's here.” now JJ really didn’t like this guy. Andrew stared at you and thought for a second before grabbing your chin and pulling your face close, “Wait second are you high? Did you get fucking high with those guys? Do you know how trashy that is.” he asked angrily. “No Jesus Andrew I’m not high, even if I was you're not my dad okay, you're my boyfriend quit acting like you own me.” JJ froze in the closet, thinking about how he almost just fucked a girl with a boyfriend. He was mostly confused because you made the first move, what the fuck was going on. 

JJ watched as you finished up your conversation with the guy and told him you’d be out there in a few minutes and he saw him kiss you before he walked out making his stomach twist and his head get hot with jealousy. You walked up and opened the closet door to see a now clothed JJ with a very confused look on his face. 

“You have a fucking boyfriend?” he whispered more confused than ever, why did you come onto him first, why did you let him do that, and why did still think it was hot as fuck.

“Well I um, I can explain..” you said, and JJ stared at you with a bewildered look on his face waiting to hear what explanation you were going to come up with.

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A/N: ok so this is my first time writing in literally so long so if you like it lmk or give it a like. Also I left it kind of opened ended and I have ideas for a part 2 so if you like and want a part two lmk. Also my requests are open so send me requests :)