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I love when a person who's been through HELL is so messed up and weak - they're FILTHY but don't have the strength to take themselves for a bath.

So their caretaker/s help them. Submersed by caring hands while drifting in and out of a heavy haze.

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Whumper had Whumpee on their knees facing them. Whumpee's team stood behind but when they tried to turn and look at their teammates, Whumper grabbed their face and kept them facing forward.

"Ah-ah," Whumper tutted. "Only I can see those pleading eyes."

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God, I read in Wattpad and AO3 the most, I can't choose between them two!

Asking because currently I only post to ao3!!!! but I often feel like I'm not reaching as many people as I could??? IDK.

If you see this in the wild, hit me with a response and maybe a reblog so I can figure my life out!

Thanks pals

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The Five Stages of Grief

Denial - "This can't be happening" // "I'm going to wake up any minute...it's only a nightmare..." // "None of this real, it can't be!" // "There's been a mistake!" // "They...they wouldn't leave me like this, they'll come rescue me, they will!"

Anger - "You can't do this to me!" // "Fuck you, you fucking psychopath!" // "I don't have to listen to you!" // "You're a goddamn coward!" // "Let me out of here so I can break your neck!" // "You'll be sorry when they come find me, creep!"

Bargaining - "Please, no, anything but that!" // "N-not the cattle prod, please, I'll do whatever you want!" // "No, don't hurt them! Hurt me instead, I can take it!" // "I'll let you touch me however you want just please don't use that!" // "I'll tell you whatever you want if you just let me go!"

Depression - "Do whatever you want, what's the point?" // "I don't think I have anything left to scream for you" // "Just kill me and get it over with" // "Just...just leave me alone..." // "Why are they taking so long to find me? Don't they care? Don't they love me?"

Acceptance - "I knew I deserved this..." // "I'll be good, I promise" // "I love you, too" // "They were never looking for me, were they?" // "Yes, sir/ma'am" // "What do you mean 'leave'? I can't leave, that's against the rules"

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Sleepy whumper cuddling a scared whumpee... Holding them close... Nuzzling their neck... Lying on top of them like a cat... There is no escape it is time for eepy seepy

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Whumpee sat in pitch darkness. The only sensation they had was a heavy shackle around their ankle and a bad bruise to their temple.

A dim light flicked on as Whumper clumped down the steps. They set a plate in front of them, something that looked like it was made with great care. Whumper then set a steaming cup of coffee and nudged it toward them.

"An apology," Whumper spoke softly, "For the bang on the head. I didn’t mean to hit you so hard."

'"An apology-" Whumpee repeated sarcastically, "So what am I, your guest?"

"No. No, you're not a guest." Whumper rubbed their nose.

"Guests are allowed to leave."

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whumpee rasping a pathetic little "fuck you" is living rent free in my head rn

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More oddly specific whump tropes I cannot get over

A boot on Whumpee’s back, or chest, pinning them down.

Kneeling or sitting on whumpee as they are sprawled on the ground. Bonus if you yank their arm back painfully, slowly bending it more and more until Whumpee can’t take it

Whumper(s) holding whumpee’s mouth open as they fight not to have a cloth gag shoved into their mouth.

Whumpee tied to a chair, unable to stop Whumper from grabbing their chin and forcing them to watch something awful

Whumpee having to be held down by several large guards/soldiers as something is done to them

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oh my gods I'm obsessed with whumpers forcing whumpee to sleep in the same bed as them.

The intimacy!

Whumpee being restrained so tightly they can't really sleep! Whumper tossing and turning waking whumpee up all night long!

Whumpee barely daring to breathe as they remembered the last time they woke whumper up!

Whumpee finding themself curl into whumpers warmth and allowing whumper to hold them tight!

Whumper silent message to whumpee "you couldn't hurt me" as they leave themself vulnerable to any attacks!

Whumpee being vulnerable to any attacks, whumper could randomly just stab whumpee in their sleep, then tell whumpee to go back to sleep!

Whumper "acidently" hitting and touching whumpee's fresh wounds!

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Chicago PD 2x03 Part 2

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I miss upstead

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Thinking about recapture today...

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Oh no, not the dungeon… 🫣

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Registered but not released

All Along*

Secret Heart

Addicted

In n Out

Pick Your Poison*

Something That Scares Me About Love

Muse

Adeline

Whatever She Wants

Take It Back

I Broke It All

Halfway Home

Pretenders

Hello

The Observer

Placebo

Time To Waste

Looks Like Lucy

Shapeshifters

Lucid

Keep Rolling

Love and Devotion

Some Guitar

Why So Cold

Can We Talk?

Sunflowers

You Don’t Know Me

Lazy

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Have you ever read so much fanfiction and consumed so much fanart that you genuinely forgot what canon is?

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What editing feels like TBH! (Ignore the last panel. IDK how to cut it out on my phone).

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Your trauma is valid if it took you years to admit it was trauma in the first place.