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cool cool

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a moment to catch your breath

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i forgot the details in loreley’s hair so here they are again

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I’m utterly convinced that they tried to deliver that line with a bad southern accent and the vocal filter ruined it.

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OC Info Meme

Tagged quite a bit ago by @niceguar​ and finally getting around to it (tysm <3<3)

GENERAL Name: Gale Maziya Alias(es): Formerly Sidestep, currently Romulus, a variety of temporary fake names Gender/Pronouns: Nonbinary, they/them Age: Forged ID has 15 May 1989 listed as the birth date, which would be 31 Place of birth: Nevada Spoken languages: English, Spanish, French, a handful of others Sexual orientation: Demisexual panromantic Occupation: Part-time electronic repair, part-time anarchist

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Things that read differently~

Step not understanding the feelings involved but mimicking them~

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where’s the “pre-hb ortega makes sidestep go undercover and has way too much fun getting ready” content? also idk the world needs more “draw your ship as the gay makeup girls” energy

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The Rangers (2010)

| Sunstream | Sentinel | Anathema | Steel | Charge |

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Shroud tries to eat Sidestep mind but it's like biting into apple only to realise it's plastic.

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oc associations

i got tagged by @cullenvhenan thank you ellie <3 

I’m gonna tag: @arlathen, @trvelyans, @curiousstrawberry, @dep-yo-tee, @moon-sugar, @lvllns, @lavellane, @dickeybbqpit, @darksprawn, @wolfmarrow, @kruk-art, @sexysideoftheforce, @atomirotta, @angelaziegler​ anyone else! go for it!

pollux bixby | subject: icarus

1. ANIMALS: grey haired cats

2. COLORS: teal, lilac, yellow

3. MONTH: november

4. SONGS: the spine song–cake bake betty | talking to myself–watsky | a moment apart–odesza

5. NUMBER: 103

6. DAY OR NIGHT: night

7. PLANTS: rosemary | sage | snake plant

8. SMELLS: honeysuckle | citrus | menthol cigarettes

9. GEMSTONE: malachite

10. SEASON: winter

11. PLACES: home | los diablos | the beach

12. FOODS: cereal at 4am | fresh baked bread | takis | sriracha straight out of the bottle

13. ASTROLOGICAL SIGNS: scorpio 

14. ELEMENTS: earth

15. DRINKS: beer | coffee | water | crappy tea

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a couple of youngins the two of them. couple of youngins

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i was going through my fhr folder trying to find something for a temporary blog header and then threw this flower texture on here so it wasn’t plain white and it’s making me lol, so i’m just posting it like this….

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A late birthday present for @wolfmarrow <3

I hope I did Ira justice. So here is your boy with the rats because every step deserves the rats.

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Little bit of Vent/confessional?

Warning for Personal Feelings, Drama, related to FHR stuff

I haven’t been active with FHR stuff lately. Part of this is due to things in my life being extremely stressful, but because those things are stressful, that is why I miss it so much too.

I want to come back but I have this... guilt, this bad feeling. For being gone as long as I was, for how I left after all that drama upheaval.  I feel... awful, about my role in that drama - I didn’t know or understand a lot of the parties involved, but because I wanted to keep things together, wanted to hold the community together and smooth things over, I tried to mediate and maybe I should have stayed out of it.

It didn’t bother me at first. A bunch of people asked me if I was okay and I told them I was fine with all this, and I was! I felt fine!

But then I saw all these people I loved talking to that were now afraid or stressed, or unable to enjoy FHR the way they had, I saw huge parts of the community just decide it wasn’t worth it anymore, and leave. I saw the stress and angst all the mess caused Malin.

And when I saw that, I couldn’t help but feel like maybe I’d helped burn down the village while trying to save it, that I’d had a hand in ruining it for people - maybe I’d amplified the wrong voices. The other people who’d stepped up to take charge of the situation made some really good rule changes, and built a great plan for the future together, but I wasn’t really able to help - another thing I’m guilty of.

I haven’t been able to really enjoy FHR stuff since, and I’m trying, I keep thinking that any day now, it’ll click, and I’ll be back in the mood, and write some Mina stuff, or Argent stuff, or something. That I’ll be able to return and chit-chat with people with some new content to show for my long absence.

But it hasn’t yet.

I don’t know. I mentioned to some of you that I have never really been ‘in’ a fandom before, so maybe this sort of stuff is routine for others, but it’s all very new to me. Really sorry - hoping I’ll reach a good place where I can replay the game, rediscover the stuff I loved, and reconcile my weird guilt about this whole mess.

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