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I’m back because depression finally eating me :>

Hello self, hope you are fine. I know sometimes you are confused about yourself. but I hope that someday will be all good for you.

Don’t give up darling~ you may feel emptiness but remember that you have been loved. there’s a lot of feeling checking you.

So don’t ever give up and please fight your mind. I know it may be tough but please bear with it. it will take some time to finally cleanse that thinking. but I hope you overcome it before it finally all over your body.

that’s it for today, have a great day also be a good person.

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A promise to myself ❤

Hi self, I wish in the future you're a better person na.

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Love is bullshit

Love a person

That didn't see my worth

That person I loved

Also love a person

That also didn't see his worth

Through up and down

I want to stay near to him

But I guess i'm just nothing to him

I am fool, idiot and worthless

But I don't care

All that matters to me is

I want him to be happy

Even though his happiness brings pain to me, still, he is happy, and I am relief that he can wear that smile again.

I love you, in a painful way.

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Take much

Do you know

How much

You made me laugh

To every innocent foolish word

And I don't care

Bout' the grammar

Cause they sound so enough

And I like it the way they are

Your words

Your smile

And your shining eyes

So warm in my heart

I want to keep it forever

Please, take care of yourself

Or else I'll do it and make it better

I know you don't need me that much

But still this is my choice

Just let me hurt myself

And please do care about your feelings

Cause you're precious to me

Can't take to see you falling apart

P.s. It just came out of my mind, and it's not finished yet and I will come back here to fix this and complete it, because this is the only way I could really express my feelings to you :)

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I wish it was me

"I wish I was special"

"あなたは"

Masakit pero sino bang niloloko ko? Ako lang din nag hahanap ng ikasasakit ng puso ko. Alam kong hindi pwede pero hinahayaan ko lang.

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Hehe

Haha, hehe, hihi.

Iba't ibang klase ng tawa gaya ng nararamdaman ko sayo na walang kasiguraduhan kung ako ay may babagsakang braso.

Braso na handa akong saluhin mula sa mataas at mapanganib na bangin sa buhay mo.

Hindi ko na maintindihan ang aking nararamdaman. Hilong hilo na ako, sawang sawa na ako, sana naman ipakita mo ang tunay mong nararamdama. Tangina mo solid. Mahal na ata kita.

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☺

"Tara dito ka na sa tabi ko"

Sana naman kahit papano walang bahid ng biro yang mga sinabi mo, at sana araw araw ko naririnig sayo yan.

At sana ganyan lang kadali sabihin para sakin ang sabihing ayoko, napa tahimik mo ako ng sabihin mo yan.

Gusto ko mang lumapit at humiga sa iyong tabi, binalot na ako ng takot at hiya. Kaya sana sa susunod na ayain mo ako para tumabi sayo, totoo na.

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Para saan yon?

Masaya naman tayong nag iinuman nung simula, ngunit ang pag dampi ng iyong mga binti saking binti ay aking isinang tabi.

Sinubukan kong iiwas ang aking mga binti mula sa iyong mapag laro, mapag linlang na mga binti. Ngunit tila gago, pilit mong ipinag didikit.

Pilit mo nga bang ipinag didikit? O isa lamang akong hamak na mapag-akala sa iyong mga kinikilos?

Umiwas ng umiwas ng umiwas, ngunit gumagawa ka parin ng paraan upang mag dikit ang parte ng ating katawan, uulitin ko, isa nga ba talaga akong hamak na mapag-akala sa mga ikinikilos mo?

Masaya akong kasama ka, ngunit hindi ko mawari ang iyong mga pinapahiwatig. Masaya akong kasama ka ngunit hindi ko alam kung parehas ba tayo ng nararamdaman.

Sinusubukan kong ilayo ang sarili ko sa'yo, ngunit tila gagong sarili din nag lumalapit sa iyo. Sinusubukan ko kung ikaw ay may pake sa akin.

At tila manhid na sa paulit ulit na sakit na aking natatamo. Ganto ba ang mag mahal? Bulag ka sa mga pangyayari? Isusuko mo ang iyong tunay na nararamdaman para panandaliang kasiyahan kapiling ka?

Sinubukan kong lumayo. At walang bahid ng pag pigil ang aking na tamo mula sa iyo.

Kung alam ko lang, sana sa simula palang pinututol ko na ang kabobohang taglay ko tuwing ikaw kapiling.

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Monsta wonho ♥ #monbebes #iloveyouWonho