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porn vid where i give verbal consent for the camera but i've clearly been crying and my voice is shaking and someone off screen keeps having to remind me to moan and i'm already kind of marked up even before the video starts as if we've had to start over a few times

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i’ve definitely posted about this before but god, it would be really fucking easy to gaslight me into thinking i haven’t taken enough pain. i mean, if you command me to slap myself while making me count each slap and say thank you in between? way too much for my brain too process once i’m all fuzzy and floating, not to mention if you told me to count backwards… it would be so, so easy to convince me that i missed a number and have to start over, or that i forgot to thank you after one of the slaps, or even that i just didn’t slap myself hard enough…

such a simple way to get me to slap myself endlessly until i’m trembling and whimpering for you, my skin burning and my eyes teary — and then. well, and then, of course, then that would be the perfect time for you to get the crop or the belt or the paddle, so the real scene can begin ♡

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need to be used for educational purposes. need to hear "look what it does when I do this" while they show off doing different things to me as if I'm not even there I'm just a thing that reacts to their touch.

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can’t stop thinking about being nothing more than someone’s personal jerk off material ahhh

being forced into more and more embarrassing positions in front of them so that they can sit back and touch themself and ignore my needy cunt… dripping and squirming and begging them to please touch me while they tell me to just hold still so they can get off to my pathetic, slutty body

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Stockholm syndrome is soooo hot. Your hands on me hurt me so much. I live in fear of what you do to me. I flinch from just the sound of your voice. But you’re also the only person I trust. I can’t help but go to you for comfort and advice. I cling to you when I’m afraid, even when you’re what I’m afraid of.

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inventing a new kind of sex where you crawl into my lap as pathetic as you want to be and unburden your heart to me and no matter what you say i pet your hair and coo in a soft voice that you’re so brave for telling me and it’s gonna be okay and then i hold you and let you suck on my tits for several hours while i rub your back. and you’re still the top btw

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brat taming but its a you kicking me in my stomach and putting cigarettes out on my back >.< slamming my face into concrete and dragging me by my hair

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oh to comfort a girl while she's being raped. it's only gonna hurt for a second, just try to relax, it'll feel good in a second. you just need to let it happen. you're doing so good. to kiss her lips and wipe her tears and rub her nipples and help her understand that she'll have so much more fun when she stops resisting and gives in. helping her understand that submission is so much better.

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sadistic rapist this. guilty rapist that. everyone knows the best kind of rapeplay is when your rapist really truly believes that what they're doing is the best thing for you. it might be scary and overwhelming at first but it's going to be okay, they're going to make sure you're okay. this is what you need and they love you enough to give it to you even if you're being difficult about it.

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need to be pressured into sex acts I'm really uncomfortable with. I could theoretically say no and i really want to but you've instilled such a desperate need to please you that I choke on the word and just smile and nod

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you know, mutt, I was talking to some friends today and they asked about you. it's true! they wanted to know how you were doing, whether or not you're okay. they were so surprised when I showed them those polaroids I took of you last week. you remember, right? when you tried to fight back and I kicked your ribs blue? I keep them in my wallet, I just like looking at them too much. do you want to know what your friends said when I showed them? they were so surprised, shocked even. they said they couldn't imagine someone looking so perfect huddled up in a basement corner like that. in fact, some of them were so impressed that they wanted to come see for themselves. i hope you're ready for a little extra playtime today, mutt. I think some of your old friends might get as addicted to hurting you as I am---don't worry, you know I don't like to share too much. they only get to use your holes, no cutting allowed. they only get to watch me do that. now stop your fucking crying and get ready to greet your friends, okay?

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clicker training but the clicker is my open hand against your face

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Fuck I just wanna cuddle a sadist after they’re through with me, I wanna pet them and cradle them while I tell them good they made me feel, I wanna press into them so hard that the marks they left on me hurt from it. I need this so bad you have no idea

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Muzzles are so underrated. Maybe you’re not allowed to bite me, maybe I want to pull a muzzle tight around your head so your dumb little oral fixation makes you all fuzzy and drooly because nothing can get to your desperate little mouth.

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being forced to watch gore , while being held down and forcibly jerked off. 👍

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part of being a responsible dom is learning how to dom your submissive out of negative self-talk and thinking patterns when they say things like "i can't do that right now," or "that isn't going to fit in me," or "i can't breathe when you do that," or "stop it stop it my arm doesn't bend that way please stop"

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I want to hear you whimper and cry as my leather boot keeps your head to the ground. The ridges and grooves imprinting on your cheek and temple. The scream you let out as I pretend to stomp your face in. Raising my foot and slamming it onto the ground, barely missing your skull.