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Silent cries are the loudest tears

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I’m a mess

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I don’t know how to start this or if i ever wanna start this

I think i kept this feeling for a long time

I know that u’re always there and u’ll always be, u we’re never gone tho i pushed you away a lot of times

U chose to stay, and I, will be forever thankful for that

I can never really say that I’ve never put u through hell, i gave you pain more than what u ever imagined

I put something on ur mind to keep u thinking that in just a snap i’ll be gone, again.

You’re scared and fearless at the same time. I mean how could you do that? How?

How can be our love so toxic?

How to unlove you?

Im sorry, im just sad for a loooooong time.

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You didn’t save me, you gave me the courage to save myself.

WanderingWorlds

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When I’m sad, I tend to do things I don’t usually do.

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Sometimes temporary is better than permanent. Temporary happiness is way better than permanent sadness. Im fine with it. I could live with that, I could survive.

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“Sometimes, all you can do is lie in bed, and hope to fall asleep before you fall apart.”

— William C. Hannan (via abandoned-art)

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“Somewhere along the way, while trying to include everybody, you forgot yourself.”

— 12 word tragedy

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I guess that my comforting words aren’t comforting anymore. Wanna cut my sharp tongue tho

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“Just as a snake sheds its skin, we must shed our past over and over again.”

— Buddha

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You are my drug and i guess i overdosed, overfuckingdosed.

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Hindi mo ko naiintindihan at hindi mo ko maiintindihan.. why? Because even I can’t understand myself

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I’m drowning and I’m losing myself now

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