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i can’t believe i used to think people my age were adults

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Mutuals every time we’re all online this is what we’re doing

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I want to do so many things... Indulge in so many hobbies... Yet all I manage is to rot all day

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Two Women Kissing in Nature (b. 1859)

— by Georges Rochegrosse

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Lust feels a lot like love when you’re emotionally starving.

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something I struggle with. Motivation doesn't stick forever, only discipline will help me. And somehow I feel like I don't have any for years. I feel exhausted.

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You glow different when you stop explaining yourself.

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But truth is, I feel like I should get to know more girls to connect with. I feel way too alone at times, and I feel like I can't really relate with people with no problems at all (mental at least) and straight woman.

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its like I don't want to be perfect, because I do want to be interesting. And what interesting person would be perfect? At the same time, I feel like I'm not even here acting the way I should act. I feel like I'm not the main character in my own life.

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For me, being bored is the worst. It's worse than feeling sad. It's worse than feeling angry. It's terrible and everytime it happens, I don't know how to act, I don't know what to do. I just know I'm losing it.

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would've started saving money in kindergarten if i knew my life was like this

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You ever feel grief for the person you could’ve been if none of this ever happened to you?

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its the knowing when a day is going to drain you and it just fucking started.

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I love the sound of heavy rain and thunder on a dark night I find it so peaceful.

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yes and it might seem just pointless, but I hate the fact I can't get to where I want.

i literally hate my body sm

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“you make me hard, but she makes me weak” is actually the most insane thing anyone has ever written in the most emotionally profound way possible

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