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PSA - Indefinite Hiatus

Alright, so this has been a long time coming.  And I’m sorry to disappoint any of you because that’s never my intention, but I’m putting this blog on an indefinite hiatus.  I’m not saying I’ll never come back, but it’s not really in my plan right now.  

The fact is, I love y’all, I do.  But the Supernatural fandom has very little appeal for me anymore.  I don’t particularly enjoy the show right now, and I’m pretty much at a lack for any Naomi muse.  Getting on here is a struggle for me.  

Maybe once Supernatural starts back, my interest will be renewed, but that’s certainly not a promise.  

I really love all of you who have stuck with Naomi, it’s been a real pleasure roleplaying with you..  It really does suck to let you guys down, but I just don’t find any joy here anymore.  

However, if you’re still interested in roleplaying with me, I’ve got a couple different blogs in the Marvel fandom, so if you want to come ask me for those URLs, I’ll be checking my inbox sporadically for the next few days.  

It’s been a good run, but I need a break.  

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PSA - Indefinite Hiatus

Alright, so this has been a long time coming.  And I’m sorry to disappoint any of you because that’s never my intention, but I’m putting this blog on an indefinite hiatus.  I’m not saying I’ll never come back, but it’s not really in my plan right now.  

The fact is, I love y’all, I do.  But the Supernatural fandom has very little appeal for me anymore.  I don’t particularly enjoy the show right now, and I’m pretty much at a lack for any Naomi muse.  Getting on here is a struggle for me.  

Maybe once Supernatural starts back, my interest will be renewed, but that’s certainly not a promise.  

I really love all of you who have stuck with Naomi, it’s been a real pleasure roleplaying with you..  It really does suck to let you guys down, but I just don’t find any joy here anymore.  

However, if you’re still interested in roleplaying with me, I’ve got a couple different blogs in the Marvel fandom, so if you want to come ask me for those URLs, I’ll be checking my inbox sporadically for the next few days.  

It’s been a good run, but I need a break.  

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PSA - Indefinite Hiatus

Alright, so this has been a long time coming.  And I’m sorry to disappoint any of you because that’s never my intention, but I’m putting this blog on an indefinite hiatus.  I’m not saying I’ll never come back, but it’s not really in my plan right now.  

The fact is, I love y’all, I do.  But the Supernatural fandom has very little appeal for me anymore.  I don’t particularly enjoy the show right now, and I’m pretty much at a lack for any Naomi muse.  Getting on here is a struggle for me.  

Maybe once Supernatural starts back, my interest will be renewed, but that’s certainly not a promise.  

I really love all of you who have stuck with Naomi, it’s been a real pleasure roleplaying with you..  It really does suck to let you guys down, but I just don’t find any joy here anymore.  

However, if you’re still interested in roleplaying with me, I’ve got a couple different blogs in the Marvel fandom, so if you want to come ask me for those URLs, I’ll be checking my inbox sporadically for the next few days.  

It’s been a good run, but I need a break.  

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PSA - Indefinite Hiatus

Alright, so this has been a long time coming.  And I'm sorry to disappoint any of you because that's never my intention, but I'm putting this blog on an indefinite hiatus.  I'm not saying I'll never come back, but it's not really in my plan right now.  

The fact is, I love y'all, I do.  But the Supernatural fandom has very little appeal for me anymore.  I don't particularly enjoy the show right now, and I'm pretty much at a lack for any Naomi muse.  Getting on here is a struggle for me.  

Maybe once Supernatural starts back, my interest will be renewed, but that's certainly not a promise.  

I really love all of you who have stuck with Naomi, it's been a real pleasure roleplaying with you..  It really does suck to let you guys down, but I just don't find any joy here anymore.  

However, if you're still interested in roleplaying with me, I've got a couple different blogs in the Marvel fandom, so if you want to come ask me for those URLs, I'll be checking my inbox sporadically for the next few days.  

It's been a good run, but I need a break.  

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    "No, but I don't dislike it either.  What did it do to wrong you?"

          “Um, no. It’ll stay broken until it’s ready to apologise. Don’t tell me you like it.”

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ONLY ONE DAY LEFT TO REBLOG

So, I don’t really have a ton of followers, but you guys keep amazing me with your kindness & interest.  I did a follow forever not too long ago, so I figured that I might as well do a giveaway now.  I want you guys to know how much your support means to me.  If I could kiss you all on the forehead, I would, but this will have to do.

rules:

- MBF me here - reblogs count; likes do not - you may reblog as many times   as you would like - results will be randomized some   time August 10th

prizes:

1st Place 

50 gif-icons of a faceclaim of their choice 50 still icons of a faceclaim of their choice 1 multi-para, plotted starter from any of my muses  1 set of online-offline graphics or a daily promo on my blog for a week.

2nd Place

30 gif-icons of a faceclaim of their choice 30 still icons of a faceclaim of their choice 1 multi-para, plotted starter from any of my muses 

3rd Place

15 gif-icons of a faceclaim of their choice 20 still icons of a faceclaim of their choice 1 multi-para, plotted starter from any of my muses 

Runners-Up (4 chosen)

10 gif-icons of a faceclaim of their choice 10 still icons of a faceclaim of their choice 1 multi-para starter, plotted from any of my muses 

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;; 10  static  icons  &   5  gif  icons  of  Amanda  Tapping    as Naomi from Supernatural.         (Captured from the    episodes  A little slice of Kevin / Taxi Driver / Sacrifice)

These icons were made specifically for anacrisis  , and not for public use.                                            If   you  wish  to  use   them,                                            ask the new, rightful owner.

Every of these icons/gif icons was captured and edited by me. Please do not steal, or claim them as your own.

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۞

send me a “۞” and I’ll introduce you to one of my other muses

    “—-ma’am, I’m not trying to be rude, but this area     is roped off for a reason.  are you hurt?”

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destiel, wincest, wincestiel

send me a ship

destiel

(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ

wincest

(✖╭╮✖)

wincestiel

(◡‿◡✿)

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send me a ship and I can only reply with 

(✖╭╮✖)

(◡‿◡✿)

(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ

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So, I don’t really have a ton of followers, but you guys keep amazing me with your kindness & interest.  I did a follow forever not too long ago, so I figured that I might as well do a giveaway now.  I want you guys to know how much your support means to me.  If I could kiss you all on the forehead, I would, but this will have to do.

rules:

- MBF me here - reblogs count; likes do not - you may reblog as many times   as you would like - results will be randomized some   time August 10th

prizes:

1st Place 

50 gif-icons of a faceclaim of their choice 50 still icons of a faceclaim of their choice 1 multi-para, plotted starter from any of my muses  1 set of online-offline graphics or a daily promo on my blog for a week.

2nd Place

30 gif-icons of a faceclaim of their choice 30 still icons of a faceclaim of their choice 1 multi-para, plotted starter from any of my muses 

3rd Place

15 gif-icons of a faceclaim of their choice 20 still icons of a faceclaim of their choice 1 multi-para, plotted starter from any of my muses 

Runners-Up (4 chosen)

10 gif-icons of a faceclaim of their choice 10 still icons of a faceclaim of their choice 1 multi-para starter, plotted from any of my muses 

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Hi, guys.  I'm feeling like my writing is really sub-par today, and I'm not sure why.  I'm just not in the right zone for Naomi, I guess.  I'll probably be back later, but everyone I owe is drafted, and I know the people who requested starters.

I'm really very sorry for ducking out like this; I feel bad about it.  But I'm just off today.  Sorry, love lambs.  Feel free to Skype me @ smokingcolt101.

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It'd been a struggle, this Heavenly war.  Originally, she'd stood behind Raphael.  It'd seemed the best option; the archangel was more powerful, after all.  But Castiel had laid waste and Naomi had slipped through the cracks.  Cowardly, perhaps, but she wasn't going to die for Raphael.  She wasn't that devoted.  So she'd joined Castiel and kept quiet.  

And then, after taking power, he'd practically set them free.  Told them to do what they wanted; what they liked.  It was chaos.  Naomi wanted purpose; liked orders.  She waited now, eyes careful on the other angel's face.

      "wrong?  no, not really.  i'm simply---confused       by your orders."

Not to mention, resentful of them.

Eventually the Birds Must Land;

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A grand story’s ending was ripped up, tattered, after every possibility that could have existed was attuned to lead to it’s final act.   And with that,  not  only  he,  but  also  the  other  angels  were  left  to  nothing but freedom, and choice.   Of course Castiel did not think of it to end as   it   is.   He  did   not   know   that   eventually   it   would   end   in.. confusion on  the  side  of  his  brothers  and  sisters,  not  while the resurrected     angel    had    still     enjoyed    his    favored     heaven.

But then, the first of his siblings came to him;   doubtful of the incoherent, and disordered concept of being free. One    of   whom   he   hasn’t   yet   been   familiar    with.

   “Is there a problem?”

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Don’t pretend like you ever cared. {ways to say hello.. eHEM}

{ meme}

     ”if i didn’t care, i’d be content to let heaven fall     to ruin like the rest of you.”

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Angsty Sentence Starters

Are you just going to disappear on me again?

Are you saying that this is my fault?

Don’t pretend like you ever cared.

Everything was a lie, I was just using you.

Forget you ever met me.

How could you leave me here?

How long have you known about the affair?

I always knew I’d end up hating you.

I don’t think I can trust you anymore, or ever again.

I hope you never forgive me for what I did to you.

I needed you and you weren’t there.

I never want to hear your name again.

I remember when you made me happy, I don’t know what I was thinking.

I should have never trusted you.

I thought you said you’d never hurt me.

If this is goodbye, make sure I never see you again.

It was fun while it lasted, but I can’t do this anymore.

Just the thought of being around you makes me feel sick.

People have died because of you!

Please tell me what I did wrong, what I can do to fix this.

There’s no such thing as love, at least not between us.

Was everything a lie?

We used to have something great and now I can’t get far enough away from you.

We’ll never be able to go back to how we were.

What about all those nights, do they mean nothing to you?

What we had meant nothing to me.

You can’t just walk away like nothing happened!

You never want to see me again?

You used to give me hope and now you give me nothing.

You’re so caught up with impressing everyone that doesn’t matter.

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     "----how did you manage that?  it looks easy to fix."

v: android!au (x)

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Naomi observes him with much the same distaste he's showing her.  She has no respect left for the archangels.  None but Michael and Raphael had been worth their weight in salt, but they were gone too.  She's got no patience for traitors and deserters.   

 She sits without invitation, a show of comfort bordering on arrogance as she steeples her fingers and takes survey. The air is acrid with distaste and something bordering on alcoholism that makes the angel crinkle her nose in  a surprisingly human expression for a moment.

     "I find myself---seeking out my brothers & sisters again.       Things have been very complicated since the Fall.  I'm       sure you've noticed.  I'm not interested in your help, but       I think other angels might have sought you out for       answers.  They cling to you archangels like children       hiding behind their mothers' skirts.  I'm looking for       t h e m."

anacrisis​ came for guidance

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   “Well, well, well… look who it is.”

   Slender digits that were softened by years of the doctoring practice procured the glasses he wore; and removed them from the bridge of his nose. Tentatively folding them, conjuring the will to eye the other was of an utmost difficulty. Within his veins seethed a bitterness that was ineffable; for no words imparted could stand to abstain the repugnant feelings he harbored for his kind.

   He had built a life for himself; yonder the slander of his traitorous past. In smartly-pressed suits did the Archangel now live, a weft of sophistication in needlework and the materials of man. Yet price did not determine happiness, instead determining two things: how much he’d be spending on a bottle of liquor to force troubles to vacate his mind, and how much he’d spend to buy his way into heaven again, were it possible. There was no room for traitors, it seemed. And so Thaddaeus had watched from the gutter that was the mortal world as the stars that were his kin fell.

   Buy his way into heaven? No, no.

   Not anymore.

   “And after so long," he chortled, bitterly. "What might bring you to me?"