anactorsmind

[anactorsmind]

I kissed her as  the sun fell to  the cold embrace  of the mountains. The suns last act of defiance was  to paint the sky  like fire. Our embrace  devoid of emotion just a final farewell of flesh.

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I am not okay. 

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Kissed under porch light in soft rain. You fumble for keys and the door handle

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Caught fire

I caught fire when you walked in the room burning up the oxygen leaving me breathless, desperate to breathe, to live,  to love,  to hold you, warmed by my flame eternally burning the world turning for you all of it for you. Always you.

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This thought keeps bothering me. Is it over with the chemistry between us? After two short months already? This can’t be. My feelings for her are strong, stronger than I would have ever thought they would. She doesn’t seem to brighten up when she speaks with me.. not anymore. We can’t just grow apart. Not yet. What.. if that will mean her end.

[anactorsmind]

the hunt is sweeter than the kill

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[anactorsmind]

Do not fall in love With people like me. people like me will love you so hard that you turn into stone into a statue where people come to marvel at how long it must have taken to carve that faraway look into your eyes Do not fall in love with people like me we will take you to museums and parks and monuments and kiss you in every beautiful place so that you can never go back to them without tasting us like blood in your mouth Do not come any closer. people like me are bombs when our time is up we will splatter loss all over your walls in angry colors that make you wish your doorway never learned our name do not fall in love with people like me. with the lonely ones we will forget our own names if it means learning yours we will make you think hurricanes are gentle that pain is a gift you will get lost in the desperation in the longing for something that is always reaching but never able to hold do not fall in love with people like me. we will destroy your apartment we will throw apologies at you that shatter on the floor and cut your feet we will never learn how to be soft we will leave. we always do.

Do Not Fall In Love With People Like Me, alonesomes 

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you always are

[anactorsmind]

I love your voice when you moan out my name.

[anactorsmind]

i keep kissing a picture of you,  i can’t help it.                         your celluloid                        lips                         comfort me when                        all else has failed                        to do so; the booze,                        the writing, the                        cigarette smoke, the                        soft hum of the ceiling                        fan.  not long until i'll be alone again

but the comfort of your lips against mine will be treasured.

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Schedules for this project are so tight.. I'm so stressed out now. I am really glad to be back in Japan though, I always miss this. The people I'm working with are awesome as well, I should stop complaining. I've had my rest for a couple of weeks, I should work hard again.

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I’m not just falling in love with you. I’m falling into you. You’re an ocean, and I’m falling in, drowning in the depths of who you are. Like you said, it’s scary in a way, but it’s also the most amazing thing I’ve ever experienced. You are the most amazing thing I’ve ever experienced.

Jasinda Wilder, Falling Into You (via larmoyante)

[anactorsmind]

Your breath filling my lungs is probably one of the best memories I will always have from you.

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