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Watermelon Sugar Wallpapers

Harry Styles

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NO ONE TALKING ABOUT THIS

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when xena is taken off of nbc.com and now u cant finish the series for free i cant breathe y’all💔💔💔💔💔

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So, she has wings

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some catradora for my gfs birthday!!!

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‪Scribbles ⚔️

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I love you too.

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i will never understand why someone would ever think it’s ok to date someone only because they like the idea of having a partner, and not actually taking the time to make sure their feelings for them are genuine. i seriously cannot let that shit go no matter how many times i talk about it. i seriously feel so fucking used, led on, and that i didn’t even matter to her. everything was one sided the entire time and i didn’t even know it. and the fact that i didn’t get ONE apology makes me feel even worse. i deserve one. i guess i’d rather get no apology than one that’s not genuine, but still. i fucking hate her and what she did. she literally broke my fucking heart and destroyed me emotionally. it’s been two months and i STILL am hurting so much. i feel like i’ll never move on from it. now if i ever am with someone else i’m gonna question if they ACTUALLY love me, because she completely ruined my trust. it sucks to know she’s living her life carefree with me not being a thought in her mind anymore, not realizing the impact of what she did to me, while i’m over here feeling angry and upset at her every day and i can’t seem to let it go no matter how hard i try. if i EVER did what she did to someone else (which i wouldn’t), i would feel absolutely horrible about myself and would do everything in my power to try and make it up to them. but she obviously doesn’t give a FUCK cause that’s not happening. i had to be the one to reach out to her first every single time if i had questions or wanted to talk about it even tho SHE should be the one reaching out to me. she never even seemed to give a shit. i could’ve spent all that time doing me or giving someone who would ACTUALLY appreciate the shit i do for them and actually loved me the entire world. she took that from me and just ran, and now i have nothing. i hate that i love people so deeply, even when it’s not mutual. i hate that it takes so long for me to move on from shit and that i take shit to heart way more than others. if you didn’t even genuinely like me from the beginning, why ask me out and date me for so long just to lead me on and let me down in the end? you made me feel so happy and so at peace. with you, i felt as if nothing could ever hurt me. but YOU ended up being the one hurting me in the end. isn’t it funny that the person that makes you feel like nothing could ever hurt you, ends up being the one hurting you? i wish she could understand but i know she never will. i seriously would not wish this feeling upon anyone. i literally feel so worthless. i feel like i’m not worthy of love. she even KNEW how shitty i was treated in my past, and she ended up doing the SAME shit. she’s literally a piece of shit and i hate that i fell for her. i hate her. i cant believe i actually thought she truly liked me. i should’ve known. i wasted my time. she stabbed me in the back, and i’m the one who apologized and has to clean up the blood. i just wish she would’ve at least TRIED to talk to me in person about it all. she didn’t make the slightest amount of effort, and that’s how i know she doesn’t care and never did. even tho i literally hate her fucking guts right now, i just want to have closure and be on good terms with her. but i know that will never happen. everything reminds me of her and i hate it. i cant even go eat on campus because my anxiety gets so bad just at the THOUGHT of possibly seeing her. i cant even describe the feeling that i feel right now. i guess the closest thing i can compare it to is drowning. panicking, racing thoughts, feeling like ill never reach the surface to finally breathe. accepting death because i know the pain would be gone. and that’s honestly how i feel right now. i feel as if i weren’t here, the pain would finally be gone and everyone would be happier knowing i’m gone. because apparently nobody gives a shit and she proved that, so what’s the point anyway. i just WISH the pain she caused me kept her up at night and kill her mentally, but i know that will never happen, because she simply doesn’t care. fuck you. thanks for nothing. hope ur happy

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adora to the princesses: i hate catra! she’s my enemy and I’ll do whatever it takes to stop her from hurting my friends.

adora when catra exists in her presence:

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This is honestly because I wanted to see Short hair!Catra in the Princess Prom suit but like think with me here: 

Princess Prom Redux where nothing goes wrong and Catra and Adora are girlfriends in love

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“The angstiest Catradora forhead kiss” they requested, and the request was big so i thought “let’s make a mini-comic!" 

Bad idea.

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can i get someone like this who won’t treat me like absolute shit this time?

being individuals together is so intimate. let’s read different books but curled up next to each other, let’s visit a coffee shop so you can study & i can write, let’s just be near each other

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finally got the pillow pet i’ve been wanting and i decided to name her callisto the cow💓

oh and it smells like strawberry milkshakes🍓🥛

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it’s the feeling suicidal during suicide awareness month for me, so if y’all don’t hear from me again u know why❤️