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Hi I'm back!

I've just watched endgame so I can come back to social media.

I have some Loki's drabbles almost ready ❤👏

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Guys I made a thing 'cause I'm mad at Russos and mcu because of endgame and ragnarok and IW.

HE DESERVES BETTER, RIGHT?!

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Finished 👏👏 Thank you @twhiddleston for him ❤❤ https://www.instagram.com/p/Bwsnk4LD3io/?igshid=6bj1enos8d71

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Loki’s on his way❤❤✍✍

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Messily enjoying daredevil ✍😈

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Mortal

A/N: hi there! I have something fluffy do you this time. Hope you'll enjoy! English is not my native language, I'm still learning it so please forgive me any mistakes! I'm also looking for a beta, so if you fluent in English an have some time I will be very grateful if you would help me!

Warnings: mentions of death, but it's just pure fluff.

Words: 801

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It was nearly midnight. He was sitting alone on the couch in his chamber, his thoughts wandering anxiously. He had never felt like that before - sad, unsure about future and above all extremely worried about such a fragile, pathetic mortal. He had never loved anyone as much as he loved you and now he was certainly sure about those feelings. And there was one thing that wouldn't let him sleep this night - your life.

The day before, you two were on a fight with Thor; Frost giants attacked again and you nearly died. And that terrifying incident suddenly made him more than aware of that you weren't long-lived as him, not to tell about immortality.

And now, hunting by a view of your dead body, he couldn't sleep. Every time since yesterday when he was closing his eyes he has seen you dead, cold and he was alone again.

And even most horrendous thing was the fact that one day you will die indeed, and he couldn't do anything to avoid that.

Suddenly, he heard quiet steps. You left your bedroom as soon as you find out that he wasn't with you in bed.

"Are you okay?" You asked quietly, walking forward to him. He didn't even look at you.

"Yes, my love. Everything is..." he smiled, but you saw the sadness in his eyes.

"Don't." You interrupted him. "..Don't do it again. You know I can tell when you're laying to me. What's wrong, snowflake?" You murmured, and you sat on his lap. He opened his mouth as he wanted to say something, but instead, he just gazed at you, and this looks utterly shocked you. He looked so... distraught, lost and broken as you have never seen him like that before.

"Loki, tell me." You nearly cried, scared of what possibly could make HIM look like that. "My love, what's wrong?"

"You know, that I'm thousand years old?" He started slowly, looking away from you. "And I will live another thousand of years and... you're mortal.... and you will die someday." This words he said with such a sore voice, full of pain that you couldn't believe that this was Loki speaking. You could tell that he was trying hard not to cry. You gently cupped his face in your hand and pulled his head up to make him look at you.

"Yes, I will. But that's how this world works, isn't it? We are born, we live and we die. Nothing can change it." You said softly. That was rough but honest words, he knew it.

"I don't want you to die, my love." He begged. He cradled his face into the crock of your neck. You hugged him tenderly. So this was what frightened him so much; the fact that you're not immortal. You didn't know if you're heart shivered because of love for him or because you were so worried about him.

"I know. I don't want to die too but... it is how it is..." you mumbled, not knowing what to say to cheer him up. You would never leave him, you knew how your death would break him.

"Hey, Loki. Look at me." You gently grab his cheek to push it up. "I will die someday, and we both have to accept it. There is no other way, I'm afraid."

"So I will find one. For you, for us." He hissed almost angry, determined. You knew that he could even move an entire galaxy for you, kill all the living creatures only if you could want him to do it.

"No, you don't have to..." you said painfully, scared a bit about him.

"I need to. And I will." He almost whispered and you saw a single tear escaping his eye, and streaming down his cheek. You widened your eyes. You have never seen him crying, especially because of you.

"No Loki. This is not right." You shook your head, wiping the tear. "No one should break this world's laws. Death is something normal, that happens, its necessary to give our lives matter. So as soon as I'm alive, we should appreciate this time together." You said calmly, softly. You pulled him to your arms and hugged him tightly. He was your entire world and you were his world and neither of you two could live without each other, that much you knew.

You stayed like that in silent for a while, listening to the sounds of night in Asgardian palace.

"I don't want you to go." He whispered with a harsh voice. He was trying to hold his tears inside, but you felt him shaking in your arms. You hugged him tighter, stroking his soft hair, and you kissed him on his forehead.

"I know. I'm here. I'm not going anywhere, snowflake."

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Loki Laufeyson Falling In Love Headcanons

We all know Loki is deeply a good person and he’s just missunderstood

I feel like he’d fall for a caring person

Someone who doesn’t appear to be soft as they come out cold at first

But deep down they’re very kind and protective over their loved ones

When falling for you he’d show quite some opposite lovey signs instead of the typical ones

As being quite sarcastic towards you

Or acting as if he was ignoring you

But not because he means to be mean, it’s just your presence that makes him anxious

And his best defense against vulnerability has always been his wit

But, even if sometimes they got to you, you hid it pretty well and kept being respectful towards him

When approching you, his mood would definitely change

He’d listen intensely at what you had to say, admired you when doing the simplest things and even asking for your opinion above the others’

He’d love to have deep conversations about his favourite books with you and discussing its aspects, without feeling rejected for something he loved doing

He’d start to become really protective over time

Like if he saw another member looking at you longer than usual

Or someone who’s hand lingers on your waist for too many seconds

So he’ll use some of his powers to avoid them getting too close to you

And he’ll deny it when his brother asks him if he likes you

“Brother, are you and lady Y/N good friends?” “Yeah you could say that,…why?” “I am just happy to see you connecting with someone in such positive ways” “Oh, great then-” “Are you going to tell her that you love her?” “What”

Also he’d be such a sHOW OFF infront of you

At any chance he gets, he’ll try to impress you with his tricks

And will get angry if anyone tries to take you away from him

You’re probably one the only persons that sees the good in him and who gave him the love he doesn’t think he deserves

He’s not letting go of you that easily (most likely never will)

Once he confesses, he’ll probably don’t know how to act in a relationship

But won’t hesitate to show his dominance in front of others by kissing you

You’ll be his number one priority, so feel lucky cause he won’t be able to betray you even if his life depends on it

Unless it’s your life that’s in danger

He’d do anything to keep you safe

When in fights, you’ll always be on his mind cause thinking of you gives him strengh

If you’re also in the fight, he’ll make sure you’re aroud him and not let you out of his sight

He wouldn’t really care about the fight to be honest, he’d be more like a guardian keeping enemies away from you

Which makes me think that you’re probably the only one who’s seen him have a break down

Not that it happens often, but on those rare occasions you’d be his get away, the one who’d help him forget about all his worries

Like telling you about his mother and how much he truly missed her

Or like,when Asgard got destroyed

You were the first one he visited

You found him in your room, sitting on the edge of your bed going through one of the books he had gifted you

When he heard you calling his name, he lifted his teary eyes and rapidly crawled into your embrace

He told you about everything that had happened, and you reassured him it wasn’t his fault and stayed awake until you were sure that he had fallen asleep

And Loki loves sleeping next to you

He wasn’t too keen on physical affection at first, but once he discovered how touch-starved he was he began craving to feel you close at all times

Which means that you get to sleep with your head on his chest and his arm around you

I’m getting too carried away with this

I just want a Loki man

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A comeback

A/N: My second fic! Yay! Pls let me know if you like it <3

Warnings: Little bit angsty, but fluff in the end, swearing

Words: 991

A year. One entire year has passed since that day. A one, lonesome, full of sadness year has passed since you lost him.

You were standing by a window in your flat, watching the sun disappear under the New York city, watching people on the streets. They were so peaceful, free from mourn, sadness you felt today. They were just casually walking down the streets, ensure that they safe...

You tightened grip on Loki's dagger, which he gave you before that fight... his last fight.

You closed your eyes and reminded him... or at least you tried. It was a year and you started to slowly forget his face, his voice, scent...

"Do not mourn my love." You suddenly heard a voice right behind you. You turned around and... no. That couldn't be true...

"I'm back, darling, do not cry." Said Loki.

Loki.

He was standing here. Right in front of you. Loki himself, your beloved himself.

No no no no no no no, it couldn't be true, he's dead, he can't be here...

"That couldn't be true..." you whispered unconsciously.

"But here I am, darling." He smiled.

And suddenly you knew. Oh, stupid you, you nearly let yourself fool you.

"Who are you, liar? Loki is dead, you won't fool me that easy" you hissed, pointing a dagger at him. It was obvious for you that it must have been some kind of trick, there were a lot of peoples and aliens in the galaxy who wanted to get to you.

"Hey, hey, calm down, (y/n). I didn't expect such a reaction." He smirked and stepped forward you. Your Movements were quick, and in a second you jumped to him, sprained one of his hands and put a dagger to his neck.

"Who are you? Take off that stupid illusion." You yelled. No one will be taking his appearance to fool you like this.

"( Y/N)... It's me. I'm back." He said softly, raising his free hand to show you that he doesn't have hostile purposes. "I know you might not believe me, I've been gone too long but..."

"Stop this shit, now. Loki is dead, and you just a trickster. One more lie and I won't hesitate." You slightly pushed dagger into his neck.

"My love, believe me! I am here! I am alive! I faked my death" He panicked a bit, but you still didn't accept that answer.

"He died in my arms!" You almost shouted, starting to lose control. "I was carrying his dead body! Now, again. Who. Are. You?!"

"Alright then, my love, I'll prove it to you." He whispered as he realized you're not able to trust his words. Who would anyway? He didn't want to do it to you, but he knew there was no other way.

Suddenly, before you manage to stop him, he placed his hand on your forehead, gently pushing your head back.

And... you knew. You saw multiple blinks of memories, a story, you felt those feelings. He told you everything that happened in one touch. No, no, that can't be true... all of that was... this was... you felt HIS presence.

" ..Loki?" you whispered. He slowly took off his hand, and you looked at him. "Loki."

He smiled a bit sadly.

"That's me, my love." He nodded. "I'm back."

You were staring at him for a long moment, not believing what just happened. It was a whole year... and now he was standing there. You took off the dagger from his neck and freed his hand you've been spraining. This memories, feelings he just showed you... that must be him.

"No... no, it can't be true..." you murmured. "You died... a year ago. No, it can't be..."

"But it is, fortunately." He smiled and reached out his hand to you. "I'm alive, darling."

"Fortunately?! Are you fucking kidding me?!" You yelled as you felt tears in your eyes. "Why... how...?! All this time..."

"(Y/N)..." He said anxiously. He didn't expect such a reaction. He was expecting to saw a smile, tears, laugh but not... anger and... disappointment?

"You fucking bastard! You're... you are... what were you thinking?! You came back as nothing happened, standing here casually after you left me?! For a fucking year!" You started to cry, not sure it was for anger or joy. "You are telling me that you alive, you appear in my flat after you let me believe that I lost you permanently?! After you make me watch you dying?! You d-died in m-my arms! I-I... can't believe... how could you?!" You weren't even trying to hold all those tears, anger, sadness that you were holding on all this year.

"(Y/N), I am sorry... I..."

"How dare you?! How dare you leaving me like that?! Why you haven't told me that you're alive?! Why you haven't given me a sign, anything that would let me have hope?! Did you know what have I felt?!" You were crying now, sobbing, and started to shake from emotions. You couldn't even saw him through your tears.

"ONE WORD!! Just the one! Just a little glimpse, a signal, ANYTHING would be enough to assure me that you are alive!! Why you didn't... why you..."

"(Y/N)... I wish I could. I tried so many times" He said softly, with guilt in his voice and he hugged you tightly. You rest your head on his shoulder, starting to cry even harder. He was here. After all this time. He was here, you smelled his scent, you felt his warmth and you couldn't believe. Your Loki was here.

"Why did you do that to me?" You sobbed. "Why did you let me watch you dying?"

"It was necessary, I'm sorry darling, my love. No one should know the truth. I had a mission."

"What fucking mission?!"

"That doesn't matter now, my dearest. I'm here now, I'm here with you and I'm not going anywhere."

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Idk how to tag ppl, but I love you so much @that-writer-who-never-posts

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Loki’s black suit in Thor Ragnarok reblog if you agree

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Reblog if you want Marvel to do a Loki backstory movie.

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Working on another one, cuz I fell in love ❤❤

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Wow.

I mean

WOW

Beautiful Artworks by nicana_micael on IG.

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Done! Finally! One of my first attempts to realistic portraits. Not that bad I guess…

Ofc precious and Irreplaceable Tom Hiddleston <3 https://www.instagram.com/p/BuQ6fGiBoL3/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=fybis0j245h2

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Imagine Tom Hiddleston...

And you are watching infinity war together, and he have to comfort you after Loki's death.

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Just made up a lil’ sketch of one of my characters. Meet my villain. Still looking for name.

https://www.instagram.com/p/BuCZZuwjtwn/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=74i645itekbn

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And that's why he is alive.

The Avengers (2012)