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skinny in blush.

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wear a different perfume when you commit murder fuckin amateurs 

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Take a look at your finger print. See its intricate grooves and curves. You are so beautiful. So unique. So perfectly created.

Nicole Addison @thepowerwithin

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Under rock bottom

Tonight I'll cry about it. I'll cry in my bath tube. I'll cry with a bottle of tequila in one hand. I'll probably cry again.

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Bruh

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Me: I’m gonna starve myself until I’m a skinny legend

My friends and loved ones: but you’ll die if you do!

Me: …. there is no downside to this plan

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It takes days of regret after a stupid mistake, but it takes years of regret after a chance that was never taken.

Nicole Addison @thepowerwithin

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Stages of Fasting

Stage 1: I feel really happy wow I’m going to be so skinny

Stage 2: I feel awful, my head hurts and I’m actually dying

Stage 3: This isn’t too bad I can do this!

Stage 4: Woah I feel high af, everything is okay!

Stage 5: I feel really dizzy

Stage 6: Eat sleep and repeat

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Do it for the..

“You got skinny!”

“Wow I can fit my hand all the way around your wrist”

Jealous stares

Size XXS and 00

“You can sit on my lap since you’re obviously the lightest”

Beautiful in anything

“You’re so light!”

“I’ll give you a piggyback ride”

Confidence in dressing rooms

Bikini body

Dainty wrists

Hip bones

Collarbones that dip for days

Slender legs

Thigh gaps

“You look like a model!”

“How did you do it?”

ability to feel confident in your own skin

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Confession time…

I’ve started purging. It started a few days ago after a binge. It felt so exhilarating to just get rid of all the shit I’d just put inside my body. Since then whenever I’ve eaten something that’s not fruit/veg I’ve had to make myself throw up. I get a thrill from it.

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Yes please

I’m looking for ana/mia buddies to keep each other motivated 💪

• Must be 16+ as I am 22

• Musn’t be in recovery as I don’t want to influence people who are getting out of this

• Preferably had/has a cw of over 180lbs but this isn’t essential!

• Preferably from the UK (bc time zones 🙄) but this also isn’t essential

• Musn’t be offended by swearing/smoking/adult conversations

• I’m part of the LGBTQ+ community and am completely open minded 🏳️‍🌈

I will follow and message everyone who reblogs this! 💕

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Finally got myself to eat something

*In kitchen at 4:30 PM*

mom: what are you cooking?

me: Just some tofu and broccoli, its the first thing I’ve eaten today, I haven’t been hungry until now. (Actually been starving).

mom: Oh nice, well it is better to only eat when you’re truly hungry anyways. 

me thinking: wow yeah please don’t be concerned for your anorexic daughter telling you she hasn’t eaten all day, cool. 

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I’ll probably kill myself before 25 so appreciate me while I’m here

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“MAYBE IT’S NOT MY WEEKEND, BUT IT’S GONNA BE MY YEAR” I scream at 12 am with tears streaming down my face and a bottle of champagne in my hand. it has not been my year yet. it’s not even a weekend today is Thursday

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When your head hits the pillow tonight, remind yourself that you’ve done a good job. You are headed down your path at your own pace, and with every obstacle you are trying your utmost best. Be patient with yourself, and remember that big things are achieved not all at once, but one day at a time.

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Back on my bull shit.

Ana