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                                           brother and sister

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JOHN.

john pulled up a kitchen chair to sit in front of ada,  fingers  stretching  out  to  rub  against  karl’s  cheek  in  an  attempt  to  soothe  the  crying  infant.  it  would  always  work  on  his  kids  when  they  were  being  boisterous  and  it  wouldn’t  hurt  to  try  on  his  nephew.  “  babies  are  smart,  ada, ”  john  softly  told  her,  “ they  can  sense  when  something  is  wrong.  they  can  feel  it  in  the  air,  like  that  black  magic  aunt  pol  does.  he  won’t  feel  alright  until  he  knows  you  are. ”  a  sympathetic  gaze  met  the  face  of  his  sister,  “  tommy’ll  deal  with  the  guys  outside  your  work  and  i’ll  stay  here  with  you  to  make  sure  those  bastards  don’t  come  knocking  ‘round  here,  okay? ”

ada softens looking at her son as john spoke, no matter how stressed she was, the thorne woman was always going to be grateful for the little bundle. “ i wish they gave you an instruction manuel on how to be a parent, ” ada sighed. “ guess i should have listened to pol a bit more, ” she could throw a punch just as well as her brothers but such things still had the ability to make her feel so incredibly small. “ fuckin’ hell john, ” she cursed not caring about the language around the child for the moment. “ we were supposed to be getting away from this shit, ” she’d have a few choice words for tommy next time she showed his face. 

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“ is it true that freddie saved your life in france? ” ada’s tone is flat, cold to match the black of her dress. she hasn’t said very much all afternoon. what was there to say to the girl who had been widowed all too soon. without the boy she had been in love with since she was nine years old. still she’s never felt the need to hide how she was feeling from her brother, given that he’d be able to read it off her features anyway and she also didn’t have to worry about being blunt. “ he told me once, when he was bloody drunk, ” it was the only time they talked about that time really. // @blacvcoat

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“ mornin’ tom, ” ada’s voice is lighter than it was most of the time these days, a side effect of being around family perhaps or maybe she just really a slice of jam and bread. regardless of the source of her good mood it was clear she was at least trying to hold onto it even if she wasn’t going to go spreading about her secrets. “ you got time for breakfast or are you too busy for such common stuff these days, ” // @theblinderboy

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ada’s eyes light up in pure joy, at the sight in front of her. the youngest shelby appearing around the doorway. the teacup in front of her polly had made for her as she stands and dashes forward. “ christ ! ” she exclaimed as she reached him pulling her little brother into an embrace. “would you look at you !! you’re all grown up,” // @cybereffigy

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“ i never thought i’d see him like this again, ” ada speaks when the two women are alone. coming home from new york wasn’t something she was able to do often, not that she even really wanted to. she had a whole life out there far away from the ghosts that still walked the streets of small heath. still when tommy had invited her to stay she had agreed. it was almost easier to be in such a big house, besides karl enjoyed spending time with his couisn. a mischievous grin spilling onto her features. “ happy i mean, whatever spell you’ve got him under its working ” // @icarusinvited

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                                                        THOMAS SHELBY                                                       LOVED BY AH SATAN                                                                        ֍  

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                         WELCOME TO THE ORDER!

       A discord server for all your Peaky Blinder roleplay needs! 

If you are a member of the Peaky Blinders roleplay Community, please come along and join us! We’re a friendly bunch and much like our favourite Royal Family of Small Heath, we take no shit!

The rules are simple: - you MUST be in the Peaky fandom or possess a relevant verse for your character. there is to be NO hate or Bullying, our admin team will not tolerate it! - NO godmodding - NO pressuring or pushing others to respond constantly.

By order of the Peaky Blinders, if you wish to join us, please drop a message to either myself or @icarusinvited ! 

Characters there so far: Tommy Shelby: - @theblinderboy ( ADMIN ) Grace Shelby: - @icarusinvited ( ADMIN ) John Shelby: - @peakyheart  Ada Shelby: - @anangcl Polly Gray: - @graytriarch Jess Wright: - @ironandsilvcr ( OC ) Luca Changretta: - @lucacangettathisass

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STARTER CALL

like for a starter from this sweetheart !! chances are i’ll come to you to plot too

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JOHN.

     john thundered through the house  until  he  reached  the  kitchen  and  found  who  he  was  looking  for.  “ i  got  your  text, ”  was  how  he  greeted  the  other,  pale  brows  lowered  over  blue  hues  that  were  already  busy  assessing  them  for  any  sign  of  damage.  “  what  happened?  are  you  alright? ”

the sound of john brings some comfort no matter how awful she felt. “ there were these guys outside work asking questions. they just really freaked me out, ” she sighed rocking her baby back and forth. “ and i think karl might be sick because i just can’t get him to stop crying, freddie’s better at in then me but... ”

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shout out to @theblinderboy for being such a sweetheart and making me some icons

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I BELIEVE YOU BOYS CALL THIS NO MAN’S LAND.

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#siblings

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Modern! Peaky Blinders

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   the haunting of hill house    sentence meme.

   episode 4 - 6

they never believe me.

you believe me, don’t you?

when i was a kid, my brother taught me how to spot faces in clouds.

and i mean… that fucked me up pretty bad.

it’s normal for kids to have imaginary friends and nightmares.

we could have a heck of a yard sale.

big boys know the difference between what’s real and what’s imaginary.

that one doesn’t exactly keep me up at night.

i know we’re all going to have a lot of feelings about that.

we’re not in a relationship.

how the fuck do you expect people to get through this without friends?

i just wanted to make sure you were okay.

i’m gonna fix this.there are moments you kind of remind me of her.

the only other person that believed in me like that was you.

nothing left to do except maybe fill this place up with kids.

i mean, you know the definition of insanity. doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results.

when we decide to get clean, it’s not because we expect it to be fucking exciting, you know?

you ever seen someone in withdrawal?

just because you care about someone, it doesn’t mean they won’t burn you.

thirty days clean so you can make me feel like shit again.

it’s taken me ten years to get ninety days clean.

i’ve been called a lot of things in my life, but “fearless” is not one of them.

i was always a scared little kid, and i thought i’d get braver as i got older, but i didn’t.

any addict alone is in bad company.

listen, i know i fucked up.

please, please let me come back.

they say she’s a nightmare, but she’s real.

if she comes back, you come find us, okay?

i was planning on waiting until the end of your visit to ask you out for coffee.

i’m gonna have to get used to that, but i like it.

it’s perfectly normal to want to find something to blame.

don’t worry. i don’t expect you to believe me.

i’m not supposed to have things that are fragile.

use your cup of stars. insist on your cup of stars.

can we have a tea party?

i’ve been having a hard time sleeping in that house without him.

i need to get well before i go in.

it’s just you and me. that’s it.

i always believed in you, you know that?

we all just need a little help sometimes, right?

that is not the way you help an addict.

i am feeling serious fucking concern.

i thought we might get drunk and fucking cry.

you look worse than you did four months ago.

he’s not exactly impressing me and i know what the fuck i’m talking about.

i’ve got your back, but i also have my limits.

you never cared about anyone more than yourself, and that’s sad.my family is just like any other family; we don’t always agree on everything.

you’re supposed to protect me, but you say the meanest things to me when i try to tell you.

you don’t come in here and embarrass me like that.

are you off your meds?

you don’t get to just start smashing up our lives because you’re transitioning into a new treatment.

this was not the time or place.

the problem is that you haven’t confronted your past.

how can a house, just a collection of bricks, wood, and glass, have that much power over people?

i don’t know what i saw.

you should get some sleep. you’ve had a rough night.

it’s just a carcass in the woods.

we were going to have a tea party.

we always knew. we always believed you.

i’m so sorry that we fought.

it’s time to wake up, sweetheart.

in movies, they always say that they look like they’re sleeping. she doesn’t look like she’s sleeping. she looks dead.

you did a really good job as usual.

you might want to slow down. it’s going to be a long night.

please. don’t fuck this up.

she was always trying to get all of us together in one place. someone should’ve told her she didn’t have to try this hard.

still not a hugger?

if it’s all the same to you, maybe we can save this conversation for a little later.

if you were married, you’d know that sometimes people need a little room.

i’m drinking every time i feel like punching something.

it’s not like we were really talking each other’s ears off before that.

this is his coping mechanism. he turns into a waiter.

you weren’t in bed. where’d you go?

i had the strangest dream.

you guys hear a scary noise?

but you know what storms do? they pass.

stay down here and stay away from the windows.

you wearing those gloves to bed now?

they’re not here to hurt us.

it’s okay, we’re totally safe.

this house has been here for a long, long time. it’s seen plenty of storms and worse than this.

i was holding her hand the entire time.

i know you’re scared.

i won’t let anything happen to her. to any of you guys.

all words are made up at first.

i know those stories ‘cause i was there for those stories.

i’m trying to drink her back to life. would you like me to stop?

you know some religions won’t let you be buried in their cemeteries if you kill yourself?

she knew the price the rest of us pay when someone does that, and she did it anyway.

i don’t know why she didn’t feel like she could talk to me.

there’s nothing she was going through that wouldn’t have been okay.

we’re all aware of how you like to hold back information.

we’ve all got questions and i think it’d be swell if you gave us a few answers for a change.

any psychiatrist worth their shit would’ve kept her on a much shorter leash.

she wasn’t worried about herself, she was apparently worried about you.

why do i need protection from the truth?

you’re entitled to your anger.

it’s very generous of you to allow me to feel my anger.

what else am i entitled to while you’re being so fucking generous?

you might want to check yourself before you start talking about the truth.

she’s drunk. i’m just pissed.

you took all that paranoia and craziness and you mass-marketed it.

you were happy enough to exploit all of us for some blood money.

you don’t know what i felt. and you don’t know what i feel. and i am allowed to process that any way i want to.

don’t touch me!

i have enough of my own grief. i don’t need yours too.

you’d have to be a real stubborn bitch not to, so.

you don’t get to lie to me, and live off me at the same time.

if i were you, i’d get off that high horse before i fall off.

if you were me, you wouldn’t be such a fucking asshole.

do you have any idea how much you’ve humiliated me?

i can’t look at either one of you right now.

i need some more vodka.

you think this is cute?

i don’t know why she’d go anywhere else by herself.

i don’t want to upset anyone any more than we’re already upset.

anything i did, i did it for a very good reason.

i was screaming and shouting and none of you could see me

!don’t do that ever again.

i’ll never let you go again. i promise.

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