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tracking .. monitoring .. whatever i can do to make sure i stay small. 2/17

5’7

SW: 114

CW: 108

GW: 102

UGW: 98

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i wanna be skinny for him. it’s not fair on him that i’m not beautiful yet.

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what the fawk 😐

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my ed convincing me that my bone structure will change if i just lose a couple more pounds:

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Getting to change the cw in my bio to a lower number feels better that eating any food

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Ana be like

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Me checking the fat, sugar, carb, salt and calorie content on any food before I eat it:

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I hate having hip dips

I literally feel like I’ll never be beautiful because of them. Like I can starve myself to the bone, but I will always have a built in muffin top. I will never have curves. I will never look good in jeans that aren’t high waisted. I will never look good in tight fitting dresses. People always say, “Its just hips, get over it”, or “Great, people find anything to complain about”, but they don’t understand that all of my life I’ve been surrounded by curvy women, all over the media and movies and magazines, all women with beautiful curves. And I will never be able to be like them. I almost feel like I’d never be a “true woman”. Some people don’t even think that hip dips are a real thing.

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Not wanting to eat in front of anyone because it makes you anxious

Vs

Only wanting to eat in front of people so your eating habits look normal

Vs

Wanting everyone to think you don’t eat anything

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Yea

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I ate a 495cal cookie and freaked out...

Pretty sure I burned it off though 😅🔥

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when you're halfway through a fast and literally anyone asks how you're feeling

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Thinspo🖤

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"A protein bar isn't a meal"

For 210 cals I think the fuck it is!

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“You didn’t suffer all day long to binge at night. You don’t want this.”

— (via slept-alone)

I’ll never forget this quote.

(via tillytomandtinyana)

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Caroline Einhoff