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sure it is,, if you can’t your prob lacking on feelings also.

Proving a point to my boyfriend.

PLEASE REBLOG if you (male or female) believe it is perfectly okay and natural for a guy of any age to cry

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50 likes!,,,,,,,, only took 3 yrs,,ha ha,  I’m not very active on this site,,I just need to find the correct person to link up with,,, I hope, pray,, It’s pitiful that I don’t have any friends rite now,,, I always had that one partner in crime I was the best friend with,,, But ya know  things change and I had no power to do anything to get where I was in a comfortable place, (not sure what that is now? )  Been good for me to be independent, alone for a couple of years,, IDK if I would like anyone living w/me now,,, Who am I shitting,, I die’n here,, No conversations,, I can’t be super man and make all the bad things go away for a friend,, I just want to be a hero again, Feel useful and not useless,,, And whole shit, I have to give myself injections from DR cause I had low hormone levels,,, Not low anymore,, Paullys in the house ,,, and so horney,,ha ha< thought my life was over cause Thought I was broken,,, not anymore,,, Like a stallion again, all night , all day,, Just gotta find that lady thats got that freak going on,, Yeah, sorry,, I just excited , better go, got things to do,, love ya,, P

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How I wish, how I wish you were here

Were just like two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year,, Running over the same old ground,, and how we found the same old fears                WISH YOU WERE HERE.................................

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Love yourself. Be clear on how you want to be treated. Know your worth. Always.

(via purplebuddhaquotes)

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truly took this photo,, have lots more moon photos, Trying to catch so things seen by others..////////////////// love giant clouds also/////////////// The view from my window

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All my photos, all from the town I live in and even the box of steel and brick I live in,,, could be worse

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my PINK FLOYD the WALL tattoo,,, and some of my art.

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Union Station, Chicago  ,   Walking down a street in Chicago,   Picasso, Chicago

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Tell me what this tree is or should be further cut into??  LOVE SEEING ART IN EVERYTHING

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Proving a point to my boyfriend.

PLEASE REBLOG if you (male or female) believe it is perfectly okay and natural for a guy of any age to cry

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Think this is my timelapse video with all the beautiful people heading downtown to work in all the magical buildings in the Loop 

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Bit about ME

I hate starting out in something like this, social media,, It feels as if I need to scramble to set my page up so it doesn’t’;t look so bleak,, It will be nice when I get with it,, I been shooting photos for about 4 years now and have a great portfolio. Like my title says, TRYING TO BE REAL , I turned into a huge introvert,, still baffles me,,, Looking for that one person in life I can talk to without second guessing everything I say,, Sounds like a person try’n to hide something, Funny thing is I’m not,, I fixed all my screw ups. Paid off all those bills, debt free, Got places to go, things to see but not alone, Thats to depressing OR maybe I can,,, IDK.  Oh yeah I’m an artist, I was a heavy engine mechanic for CATERPILLAR inc.  I hope I can let go, colour outside the box here, The hell with societies rules and walk and maybe I can just think up something completely new in my art ,,, something that can explain emotions of the damaged humans everywhere wanting to latch on to dream of comfort ,peace and not waking up in the mornings with bewilderment as the first clear thought thru that persons grey matter._ I understand I doesn’t tell much about me,, I will get better if I stick with this,, Thanks 

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union station Chicago,,, waiting for crazy amount of hours between the time train drops me off and grab’n the connection to my dest. Always have a great time in the second city while I’m wait’n

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I live up HIGH where it looks down apon the river valley and the south west end of town. It's a nice view but I'm desperate to live somewhere else, Been here long enough and I'm getting slow and boring, new to go see things, live life, not veg.