andromedagrrrl

[andromedagrrrl]

i feel like i'm trapped in some form of hell and i don't feel human at all

[andromedagrrrl]

somedays i wish i was just merely a concept of nothing a black hole a nobody a little crab in the ocean that people look away from stop perceiving me im too scared

[andromedagrrrl]

i will not die of natural causes, i will end it myself

[andromedagrrrl]

[andromedagrrrl]

the ship dynamic of loser x also a loser but hides it a little better >>>>>

[andromedagrrrl]

the thing about love is that you don't know where to find it. it doesn't live next to your house with a pretty picket fence and a golden retriever at its window. it doesn't live in your faded jeans' pocket waiting for you to take it out so you can give it to someone.

you have to find it

and it may look ugly and slimy with little to no aesthetic value. it may be underneath your foot and you've been squashing on it ever since you came across it but you never realized until you went down to the ground to take a look.

but you have to find it

and you will

because just like pretty picket fences and weird squishy things on the bottoms of your shoes, the second you notice it, you can't stop thinking about it.

[andromedagrrrl]

in the mood to fucking overdose

[andromedagrrrl]

I did NOT consent to being brought into this world

[andromedagrrrl]

always sad to always angry pipeline

[andromedagrrrl]

I miss him

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[andromedagrrrl]

i need to be sedated

[andromedagrrrl]

miserable at best

[andromedagrrrl]

[andromedagrrrl]

i need help

[andromedagrrrl]

Oh god please give me the boy I want this once

[andromedagrrrl]

everything about me disgusts me