angelscrytoo-blog1

[angelscrytoo-blog1]

All's I wanted was to be accepted since the day I was born,and yet to this day acceptance still remains the focus of my heart.

I was born in the 1960's .the result of a one night stand. Back in those days it was unheard of that women raise a family without a father but my brother ( who has a different dad) was raised by our mom,by herself and no child support.she told me at 6 months old I was getting over the chicken pox and got the measels. Think she was scared I was going to die.i ended up having measels 2 more times after that before I was 5. She worked for the D.O.T. and we had a babysitter.the babysitter used to hit us just cause.i remember when I was 3 her boyfriend came down on his motorcycle and she asked him if he wanted to see her beat my brother, he said yes,and she did it.so much happened when I was 3.the neighbor man would take kids rides on his lawn mower,it was fine but he'd get me alone and want to kiss me and do other things.no one ever new.