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”i want to manifest but i don’t want to shift into another reality” thats impossible bcs you are CONSTANTLY shifting!!!! you literally shifted to a reality where you opened tumblr and read this post. in another you didn’t and in another, tumblr doesn’t even exist.

“i don’t want to leave this reality tho” but there is no “this” reality when you are constantly shifting your awareness!! you’re not leaving anything when you were never truly permanently “there” in the first place.

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shoutout to my GOAT cory devante williams (we pullin out the full government name on this blog) for bein innocent:

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Ireland & Palestine

Hi! Are you Irish/of Irish descent? If not, you can keep reading; welcome. If so, do you and/or your family members have weird things like improper hunger/thirst cues or maybe struggle with losing weight?

Yeah, well, if you chose 'if so', you can (probably) thank Great motherfecking Britain for that.

Because y'know that charming little famine created by the British; the one that tons of people horribly suffered and died from? Or, horribly suffered through and survived? Those survivors had kids. And those kids ended up having some fucked-up eating problems because their food/water sources were taken away. AKA they had to adapt by storing fat and getting used to little/no food or water (also cue: cheap alcohol which was used as a replacement for water).

But those problems passed down generation to generation. Enter: you & me. It hasn't been long enough for a lot of us of Irish descent to un-adapt to the famine's crazy-ass tragic circumstances. Yay, generational and biological trauma!

Personally, drinking water is hard for me. Luckily, I really like the drink, so I can remind myself, but I never truly know when I'm thirsty. I finally got rid of the habit of eating whenever, which I had developed because I was really just guessing when I should be eating (this ofc led to me eating all the time). Because of the fuck-ass British of the past, the only time I know that I'm hungry is when I'm in actual pain.

I don't totally know what other people's bodies tell them to inform them 'hey! we need food!' but mine goes radio silent until 'YO WE ARE THIS FUCKING CLOSE TO DEATH EAT SOMETHING YOU DUMB BI-'.

Also, side note: this ain't just a me-thing, this is an 'almost-all-of-my-relatives-with-Irish-blood' thing.

When I first learned learned that this can happen to a lot of people descended from the Irish British famine survivors, I kinda thought, 'yo I didn't ask for my ancestors to survive this shit I mean thanks but godsdamn I really didn't need the dietary fuck-ups'. But then... then I got sad. The famine had such an effect on our families that we are still today carrying the side effects. Our relatives suffered that fuckin much; they had to adapt for generations.

Palestine is currently going through the same thing.

Due to a lack of food (cough cough a(nother) strategic manmade famine), Palestinian people are dying of starvation. Children who should have baby fat have none at all. And I don't want the survivors to have children and descendants with the same damn eating/weight issues as those of us who are Irish or of Irish descent.

Now, I know not all of us have these weird adaptations, but they are common. Biological generational trauma may have gotten us, but future generations of Palestinians should not have to deal with this.

Basically, what I'm saying is 'if you're Irish you should stand with Gaza. No fucking excuses.' There are parallels between the experiences; be honest. No, standing with Palestine does not mean you hate Jewish people, it means you hate the fuck-ass Israeli government that is letting not only Palestinians, but also their own people, suffer. Honestly, if your brain functions and your neurons fire, stand with Palestine.

Donate. Repost videos. I don't know, just do something. Anything.

Do what you can to help prevent future Palestinians from suffering the same biological side-effects that lots of us go through. Stop present Palestinians from suffering our ancestors' fates.

If you are fortunate enough to do so, donate here (y'all I want these Palestinian kids to develop cute chubby cheeks bc so many kind people donated c'mon now):

Both Ireland and Palestine have suffered from colonizers, famines, and human rights issues. The countries have stood together for a hot minute. Again, not from Ireland/of Irish descent? Who cares. Support the oppressed not the oppressors, babygirl.

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I love the Lost Trio bc you’ve got Piper, who grew up with immense wealth and fame and could have everything she ever wanted, Jason, who was revered for his parentage, looked up to and respected as a leader and even raised aloft on a golden shield and proclaimed Praetor, and then you’ve got Leo, who lived under a bridge and had to fight off racoons for leftovers in dumpsters.

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sinners rant

just a thought, if you watched the movie sinners and are shipping and Remmick and Sammie you truly need to get off the internet, take a walk outside, touch grass, and maybe get help. I hope you don’t believe that that was the meaning of the movie because I could tell you right now it wasn’t, the movie was about reconnecting with ancestors, family, cultures that needed to be recognized and all about the seven deadly sins and even if that’s not true, it wasn’t about fucking Remmick and Sammie having freak off. And if you believe that, please seek a therapist immediately.

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I miss louis in his rich auntie era

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“shifting is fake” translates to;; “i only associate shifting with 2020 dracotok and i am completely uneducated on what shifting actually is, yet i refuse to look into it and understand it at all.”

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been inactive i had to keep jumping into my pool because a child of the sea cannot be restrained

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God the things I would do to meet the lost tri I just know they’d all be so hot please

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if I was in Sinners I'd scare tf out the vampires. like don worry about it, Stack, Mary, Bo, Pearline, and Remmick; I'll come out there and bite YOU <3

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Dear diary,

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I just deleted c.ai a lil bit ago while reminding myself of this :)) it's literally SO true

hey boo, restarting your 47th C.AI chat with someone from your DR is only getting you more addicted to your device and the platform itself under the guise of “its making me more connected to shifting!!!!!”

if u spent as much time focusing on your journey and actually shifting as you did when you daydream, script and talk to an addictive AI bot, you would’ve experienced that cute scenario in 4K, in real life.

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they gettin ready to go inform people of a crazy white man that may want to enter their homes and chomp on their necks then dip the moment the sun starts to set cuz that is NOT their problem after dark- all while stayin stylish af ofc

THEY HAVE GOT THAT SHIT ON

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"Alright, Mr. Sumner, so on your first day, you..."

*checks notes*

"ah, yes; got knocked out in a bar fight, drank a bottle of poison, and fell into the fucking Arctic Ocean. Marvelous."

this was literally his first day on the job

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Another reason I respect Sinners is how Pearline is treated.

She is a married woman that sleeps with Sammy, when she dances and sings she does it in a seductive/sexy way but she is never treated or viewed as a negative figure. She isn’t a whore, or a slut, and she isn’t viewed as a temptation to Sammy.

In fact, the only part of the movie where you are supposed to disagree or (maybe) dislike Pearline is when she doesn’t want to eat the garlic. The movie makes us grieve her when she is killed.

Any other horror movie would have given her a brutal death, it would have been “deserved”.

Instead, Sinners goes out of its way to show that she is a human being, and despite her sins we love her. Decades after she is killed, Sammy names his bar after her despite knowing her for one day. The movie honors her.