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Just a simple no (Makoto Tachibana/ Reader)

Arms linked together, direct eye contact and a smile growing on their faces, this was the scene of my lover with other women who claim to be part of his fan club. Makoto is the type of person who can never shove people away so it would be a bother to tell him how I felt about him with other girls. I don't want him to think of me as someone selfish but I can't carry the pain of seeing him being close with other girls. I was currently on the way to pick up Makoto from his class for we had plans to go home together today but it was all ruined when I had saw a group of girls surrounding him.I knew he wasn't cheating on me, he wasn't that type of person.

"(Y/N)!" Makoto had seen me from the side of the door of their classroom, I looked at him and the girls who surrounded him were now looking at me as well. "Class ended early so I thought of coming here." I said as I started walking towards them, I felt daggers stabbing me in my chest as I stepped closer to Makoto. "Ah, That's good. We can go have a meal before going home then." My trip home with Makoto being extended made me happy that I have let the other girls talking to him slip.

"Can we come too? I know a great place to eat." One of the girls said. My eyes focused on Makoto to see how he would responds, I hope he knows how much I was looking forwards to our time together. The schedule of our classes conflicted so there was only a few moments that we could have a proper meet up. "Of course." The male responded, my eyes grew from his reply. Makoto noticed the face I was making and looked worried. "(Y/N), are you okay?" I knew Makoto was too nice to say no yet this still left a big impact on me. I waved my hand and said "Yeah, nothing's wrong. I just remembered that we have a quiz tomorrow."

"You should go study then." A different girl from the fan club spoke. I didn't know how to respond, I have no intention of leaving Makoto with them. My mouth found it hard to open, I couldn't say anything. "Will go study together then." Makoto cheered me up, I'm not even sure he was aware on how I felt about this but hearing him wanting to study made me happy. "Can we also join? the bigger the better." The same girl spoke. They were really into Makoto today.

"Is that okay with you?" The girl asked me, I looked at her and from the aura she had I knew she was challenging me. "I'm sorry but I really don't find it comfortable studying with a lot of people I don't know." I squeezed the books that I carried to my chest hoping that with those words they would stop bothering us. "Then is it okay if Makoto doesn't study with you today?" She twisted my words. "but..." I wanted to tell her my relationship with Makoto but Makoto knew it would be dangerous if I did so he placed his hand on my shoulder. "Don't worry we've been studying together since high school so she's already used to me."

They went quiet until Makoto spoke once more. "(Y/N), Shall we go?" I looked at him and nodded and we walked out, I thought the other girls were coming with us but it seemed that his words that seemed to have defended me stopped them from bothering us. "Makoto, why is that you never just decline their invitations?" I asked as we continued walking in the hallway. "Do you find it rude?" I asked another question before he could have answered the first one. "I think they would only bother you if I declined."

I wouldn't really mind if they did all I wanted was for him to be with me. "Is that so.." with my question finally answered I kept quiet. His answer didn't satisfy me at all neither did his action, I hoped he would be passionate for me as he is with Haru. As we were nearing the exit of the campus we noticed a different group of girls approach us. "Makoto, are you heading home?"

"Yes, I'm actually walking my friend home." He replied. "Are you guys going to pass through ******** ?" One girl asked which route we were going to pass by. "Yes." Makoto replied with sincerity. "Do you mind if we tag along?"

"That's not a problem at all."

He keeps on agreeing to other people joining us. Does he not want to spend time with me at all, I know he's just protecting me and all but "I think I'll just take the bus home. My legs kinda hurt." tagging along with them would only make me feel like an even more disgusting person, my feelings towards Makoto's action had turned me to a terrible person. I made my way to the bus stop without hearing anything from Makoto. "I can handle myself." I said under my breathe. I lied about the pain in my legs but there was really a pain in my body that caused me great pain.

"My heart hurts."

I patiently waited for the bus in the bus stop near the school instead the one in front of the school, I didn't want to see Makoto as I waited it would only cause me pain. I just wish he tried a bit more in trying to understand how I feel about him. In my deep thoughts about him tears started to fall from my eyes to my cheeks.

It's not fair. I just really wanted to spend time with him, the fact that we don't usually see each other plus him having a fan club made things even more worse for me. tears continued to roll down my cheeks until a felt a warm touch on my shoulder which caused me to turn to the source. "Makoto?"

"Sorry." He apologized. I didn't know whether to accept his apology or not, he's a nice guy don't get me wrong. He's a man everyone wanted, he's nice and gentle but I don't think I deserve him. "I don't think you should date me anymore." someone who's as selfish as me doesn't deserve such a caring man. Makoto stood there in surprise, his body has froze for a while. "Every time I see you with other girls I can't help it but to have such nasty thoughts. I have become a terrible person. I feel like I don't deserve to date someone like you " I said wiping my tears away, I didn't want to look at him with such a sad face. I wanted to show him I was serious about my decision.

After a moment of silence Makoto spoke "I'm sorry" My eyes focused on his, I couldn't understand what his expression were trying to convey. "You wouldn't be feeling this way if I've just declined their offers." My looked away from the serious face he was making, I've already decided yet his words has caused my heart to waver.

"(Y/N)" He called out my name with such a gentle voice that I couldn't ignore. I returned my glanced to him. "If you leave me I'll be the one who'll feel terrible." I wasn't sure what he meant by that. "What do you mean?"

"If you start dating another guy I would probably have thoughts that I wouldn't want to have and I would be really sad." He answered. "Makoto, if you really love me why do you never decline them. I can handle myself if they gang up against me."

"That's why I don't want to say no to them. I don't want them to go against you because I love you."

"So if we go back to dating I have to endure seeing you with other girls." I replied and the look in his eyes changed as he had realized that it would make the cycle repeat itself. "I would rather get ganged up then see you with someone else. Just like you I don't want any other person with you."

"Please just say no to them."

I cried once more as a pair of arms embraced me."If the pain you get from seeing me with a different girl whom I don't love is greater than the pain from them bullying you then, I'll decline them. so please don't leave me." He too was not willing to let go."I won't."

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