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Somehow You Are Here, So Welcome!

Greetings, I'm Ros!

Been on Tumblr forever but this is a new account. This is an intro I haven't done so here goes.

Hey there, I'm from Singapore. I'm enby and ok with any pronouns.

Started out as an artist but didn't find it suitable for me. I spent the last few years getting closer towards tech stuff and went back to my childhood dream (thanks to The Matrix movie!) of learning Computer Science a few years ago. This is life as an Undiagnosed AuDHD. Bouncing from one deep stuff into another.

I'm currently working on a hardcore sci-fi novel where I’m pouring my entire soul into it. Everything I know, everything I’ve been through, it’s all in this book.

What’s it about? A post-singularity world where humanity has uploaded into Internetia, a digital existence running on Web 6.0. True immortality is possible, but Earth is still there—full of rebels, radicals, and people stuck in the old world. It’s a mix of mind-uploading, AI wars, meme cults, and existential crises, all built on real-world tech.

In my personal life, I'm currently a MH volunteer in a local discord where I participate in their events and help to facilitate.

A little bit about me:

If personality typing stuff is your thing, I’m INTJ 5w4 sx/sp I'm a critical thinker, questions all the things, freethinker (not religious), Likes tea and nature, love discussions and debates

That's it and if you've read this, I truly appreciate it.

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I've finally released the first video of my course on youtube! I worked very long and hard for it so it really feels like a great accomplishment! I really hope it will go well. I still intend to do the whole "godot adventures" gig but this was hanging in the backlog for a while and I really needed to get it out so there's that.

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Godot adventures script

I've written a script for a potential youtube video that I need to record somehow without my face or voice. Will post this here for now and see how I can continue to do this. I'll also try to use this blog for detailed update over each video. Also, this post isn't written by any AI tools. WIll be talking more about it in some video someday.

About me

Hi, I’m Ros. I’m a freelance coding instructor and I make educational content about programming. I was an artist but I moved closer to programming due to my interest in game development. I did cs50, which is an introduction to computer science that I highly recommend for anyone interested to learn programming.

A quick disclaimer. Due to various circumstances, the best place for me to work is my local library but I won’t be able to record my voice or myself. For now, I’m using text to speech and an avatar of myself.

My intentions

I still wish to do this series despite all these issues. This will be a playlist series for my godot adventures! Been wanting to learn how to use it forever, especially since it’s open source. I have some experience using Unity3d but that was quite a long time ago so this will be new for me.

So what I will be doing is diving straight into making a simple 2d fully playable game. I haven’t figured out exactly what the game will be about, so that will be in the next video. Do comment if you have any ideas! I’ll be avoiding space shooter because I've done a few versions of it.

In this series, I’ll be sharing what I did, any errors I make or come across while using as little tutorials as possible. So you’ll be seeing a raw, unfiltered look at me learning by doing as well as the messy parts of game development. While i do have some coding and gamedev experience, I haven’t code in a while. So I’ll share whatever I know but there will be some missing gaps which I’ll hopefully find out in this adventure.

Why am I doing this in this way?

So, I have ADHD. I’ll probably get bored of it in a few months time and I’m trying to use this youtube channel as an accountability buddy and taking a totally different approach to avoid boredom.

This will also be a way for me to overcome any fears of making videos due to perfectionism. I’m pretty sure there are videos like this and my videos will be messy and feel like a work in progress. There will be stuff all over the place but my intention is to highlight quality learning over all these issues. By reminding myself that this is an unknown channel and whatever issues I have are not the point. Doing this will allow me to get better with video making. Regardless of how bad the video quality is, the content is more important.

And the goal to make a fully playable game as well as potentially inspire and encourage viewers to try diving into learning stuff as well.

Avoiding tutorial hell

Maybe you’ve heard that the best way to learn anything is to dive straight into it. This experience will teach you more than any tutorial ever would. Doing this will get you to use muscle memory instead of memorization which is more effective for lifelong learning. You’ll also learn what programming is like where you’ll face a lot of frustration, annoyance, why is my code not working and so on. And this is where I’ll share all of it!

I'll be avoiding tutorial hell which is definitely a fault of mine. I’ll try to only search for specific stuff that I need to solve. In case I do use a tutorial, I’ll record why and how I come out of it. It might be unavoidable for me to go through some resources so I'll summarise what I've learned. I'll try to honestly share whatever I can as long as I think it will be useful and helpful for your programming journey.

My current setup/environment

I’ll be using OBS, maybe canva and capcut for video editing or graphics stuff. I’ll also use AI tools like ChatGPT and RunwayML. Mostly for brainstorming.

I’m likely to record during the weekdays so I’m not sure how often uploading will go. I’m also job hunting so I might upload less or stop uploading depending on how things go.

How you can support

You can simply support me by subscribing, liking or sharing. This will also allow you to receive a notification when videos are out!

Your support might help me have accountability and encourage people to learn programming.

If you can afford it, I have a "buy me a coffee" link in the description. I’ll also set up a patreon if it goes well. It will hopefully allow me to eventually afford a quiet room for recording.

My hope is that you will learn how to not let perfectionism get in the way to simply "start"

Let’s see where this adventure takes us!

Linky links

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first attempt of a random walker. inspired by coding train

here's another version of it

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thing had been quite rough recently. this was all i was able to do in a while. it is enough, better than nothing.

currently working on this assignment

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A little update

Did some minor coding on and off but haven't done much thanks to procrastination and feeling down.

Programming is one of the things that help with my moodiness and yet I am procrastinating to do it. Still trying to work on that bit.

In the meanwhile, I did a bouncing ball thing thanks to the coding train.

Now this guy makes me day no matter how down I am so I need to keep going back to it.

Will probably try to continue on the course later today or whenever.

Hopefully I'll be able to enjoy programming more and by reducing procrastination.

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100 days of code - Round 2, day 5

Haven't been able to do much recently, down with not-covid.

Went back to my CS50 Python course and tried to do something but I'm still unsure about exceptions.

Did some of Guessing Game today.

That being said, would recommend this course, love CS50!

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100 days of code - Round 2, day 4

Tutorial from Coding Train

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100 days of code - Round 2, day 3

Made a minecrafty-like terrain with perlin noise in Unity.

Integrated a grayscale from the height. Introducing:

Perlin noise

Material Property Blocks

Special thanks to my spouse for helping me😍

I wasn't able to upload the gif to tumblr, so here is it

Tutorial from

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Don't understand why more people don't appreciate programming as a creative artform. It's one of my most self-indulgent admissions but programming an environment is like playing at being a God to me. I get to create swarms of little attendant automatons like biblical angels that contribute to the mechanism of the bespoke ecosystem I am crafting, and they all turn together in perfect harmony. If I could find a way to represent the interaction of data structures visually I could put this shit in a museum as a whirling sculpture that plays its own hand-shaped swarm ecology.

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I didn't know there's a whole community of coding and programming on here. I really love seeing folks learn how to code and document their process and journey.

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100 days of code - Round 2, day 2

Did which I didn't think it was interesting enough to post, but now I call it "aggro lines" and it's suddenly interesting! (made with p5.js)

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Restarting 100 days of code R2, day 1

Decided to play with programming again and this is an accomplishment after a long time, a random walker.

This is an update to keep it drawing within the canvas space, it's a cheat i guess but it looks more interesting like how it starts to draw in new spaces and whatnot

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Hi all, migrating my content over from twitter. might be posting some stuff which are old but wanted to make this page look pretty as well as be accountable to my learning