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April 12th 2019

It’s 4:52pm and so far all I had today was a guava (112 cals) and I cut them into small pieces so I tricked my mind into thinking I ate a lot and I also ate really slowly. I’m chewing on a piece of gum (5 cals) right now so I could stop the cravings of wanting to eat something wholesome but I have to stick it out. I have the urge to swallow my gum but I don’t know how much extra calories that would be if I did or maybe it won’t digest. Isn’t that bad for you as well? I have a bad habit of swallowing my gum all the time. I I need to restrict and I need obedience. I want to look as fragile as I feel. I need to keep reminding myself that.

Calorie intake of the day : 117 kcals

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how i’m feeling today :((((

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78 hours in and feeling thinnnnnn💞💞💞💞

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Reason #5

Because it’s harder to look in the mirror than to starve myself.

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I will not eat any food tomorrow.

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BMI - WEIGHT

14/03: 20.0 - weight: 51,3kg

today (12/04): 18.6 - weight: 47,5kg

keep going!!!

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Me cracking open my 10th Diet Coke of the day

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one month. stick at it for just one month and you’ll see results, i promise

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small and dainty, skinny and light. reblog this for good luck towards your fight.

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How many times have you had pizza. How many times have you had ice cream. Think about it.

Saying no for a few months might be hard, but it’s not going to kill you. Stick it out for a few months and I promise you it’ll all be worth it.

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Anyone: u ok Me; yeah just thinking about how I’ll never be this young again and about how most of my youth has been lost to depression loneliness and self doubt lol

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Me when I just wanted to get skinnier but developed an eating disorder instead:

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yeah so, literally no food tastes as good as it feels to step on the scale and realize you’ve lost two pounds in one day.

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stomach: feed me

me: *chugs 0 calorie drink*

stomach: thank god

stomach: wait

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I’m very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very tired.