ann-nick

[ann-nick]

Changing

After months of writers block

and months of being scared

I can finally say I'm sorry

I'm sorry i left you

but glad i did

I'm sorry for making him mad

and i am sorry

but now

I'm happy

its all you've ever wanted

it'd be great to have a friend

such as you

I can't cheat

not like you

I love who I'm with

and she means the world to me

i get to see her

be with her

kiss her

unlike you

yet a part of me misses the friend ship we had

if its okay with him

and okay with you

its okay with her

lets talk

me

you

him

and her

call me

[ann-nick]

You,

You drive every guy insane Yet you are so blind to see it You are beautiful and wonderful But you put yourself down Why, Why is what I wonder, No one else cares But I do You are amazing And I can see that You are beautiful You are wonderful And you care about others You may stutter over your words But I find it adorable I’m crushing My hopes are rising Yet here I am sitting on my roof looking at the stars Wondering if it was you all along

[ann-nick]

Scared

mad, madly in love I race around and around in circles Not knowing what to do, But to think about you. You drive me wild and insane Yet here I am scatter brained. So yes I’m mad that I’m alone, Yet sad to see you go. You’re all I could want, But you are all that I need.

[ann-nick]

falling

im falling for you.

I dont know why.

but im falling,

falling right into your arms.

I love you,

I love you more than hometown,

I love you more and more everyday.

It feels like everytime I see you,

I fall deeper.

You are so wonderful,

and so beautiful.

I am glad I made your evenining.

You make me happy,

I love you.

I hope you wake up to this and have a good day.

Sleep well my love.

goodnight.

-A.N.

[ann-nick]

galaxy

The stars,

the planets,

i see them in your eyes.

You,

you seem so special and important,

for no reason none at all.

Maybe its the way you laugh at my jokes,

maybe its the way you smile when you see me.

It is the stars i see,

the stars in your eyes.

I want you to come with me,

come with me to run through the desert.

Free.

free from stress harm and worry.

It’s beautiful,

 so are you.

You know me,

i’m weird,

we both are.

Maybe we can be weird together.

[ann-nick]

I want your Monday morning sleep soaked eyes dream drenched voice, lazy bones ‘five more minutes please babe.’ I want your Tuesday afternoon coffee break, glasses off, laughter on ‘just hold me for a while it’s been a hard day.’ I want your Wednesday evening fingers through hair teeth nibbling nails neck craning, eye glazing ‘this paperwork never ends’ I want your Thursday night drinks for two bones unbind muscles let loose flats, slacks, ‘just me and you’ I want your finally Friday stretch soul smile, sun sipping light from the glaciers in your eyes fingers unfurl, hand extends ‘c’mon babe, lets go wild’ I want your weekend. your movie marathon Saturday reading by the fireplace kissing in the blankets want your Sunday morning orange juice and pancakes white sheets, tender skin hair like the Fourth of July ‘let’s not get out of bed today.’ I want your ordinary and your stress, rest, release I want your bad day and that terrible night I want you drunk in my arms forgetting the place but never my name I want your lazy and your lonely and your fist full of fight I want you everyday in every way for the rest of my life.

On Both Knees | alfaazkibarsaaat (via fearlessknightsandfairytales)

This is my favorite love poem.

(via xo-kellyann)

[ann-nick]

Start

It is a new start

you make me smile,

you make me laugh,

not to mettion you are awesome.

I like you a lot,

but this is just dumb poetry,

i write a lot.

So this is for you,

i wanna show you the stars,

not the stars outside,

the stars in your eyes.

The stars in the outback.

I wanna take you around the world.

Just you and me.

Of course later on in our life ya silly 😊💘

-A.N.