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internet friends are kinda like illegally downloaded friends. you don’t get the physical copy but you still get all the great content

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I redid this older comic I made for my storytelling class based on this post. Have some cute wlw love in your day.

It’s hard, if I had more free time I could make it so pretty, this is what I could throw together for the assignment.

Help support a queer artist: Ko fi, Redbubble, Teepublic

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me, age 11, after my mother vividly described how she had bulimia: I hope this doesn't affect me in any way!

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the only thing stopping me from kissing my homies is that they haven't had their first kiss yet bro once they have thats it kissing the homies goodnight

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You know how canaries were historically brought into coal mines, because if the mine was full of carbon monoxide the canary would die first and the miners would be able to escape before they died too?

I just found the greatest thing.

This is a canary resuscitator.

When the miners notice the canary getting sick with carbon monoxide poisoning, they can close that circular hatch so no more gas gets into the canary cage, and open the valve on that oxygen tank to keep the canary breathing. In other words, they made a spacesuit for birds.

By immediately giving the canary access to clean air, the miners can save it from the poison. The bird lives. To be clear, this is not for economic purposes, this was specifically created because the miners felt bad and wanted to save the bird.

Isn’t that just the perfect demonstration of what humans are like? We started sacrificing small creatures to save ourselves, and then felt bad and spent our valuable resources on saving the critters too. Because yeah the canary was the only way to test for CO, but it’s a living creature too, dammit!

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put fucking sports tape on a open wound cause I didnt fucking realise it was sports tape it looked like a plaster thing (yes im stupid I know dw) and ive realised and just taken it off and its fucking bleeding again and painful ew

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I think my past self was hit by a car because sometimes I get this overwhelming urge to be full on bodyhit by a car and feel that pain 'again' and its really weird cause I have this with other pain that I have had in this life and im just a little confused tbh anyway

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evil alex claremont-diaz be like “you acute virgin sweetheart.”

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more rambling I know I haven't always been on the best friend. Like I know I can be weird, and difficult and irrational and completely overly emotional. and I know that because im not exactly mental stable, that's also had an impact on my relationships. and my friends have put up with so much from me and im so grateful for that but I dont know how to express it and apologise for making them go through that, because there was a reason, but not an excuse. because I know it was hard on them to one put up with it and two have to see me go through it without being able to help. I know I also have been scared to get help, becuase I don't know what it entails and how much dedication, but I know it looked like I was just complaining and talking about it, without actually looking for help, which is obviously frustrating (cuase like stop complaining ang get help) but I didn't fully explain that to them. but they've put up with it, and they've never been bitchy about it to my face and maybe they are behind my back, but they've been so supportive and try so hard and I know ive been difficult and tough to remain friends with and im so grateful that people thought I was worth the effort but I dont know how to express that without seeming like im going to kms because im not lol

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LJDLKJDFSLKJFSDLJ MY EX IS CURRENLTY IN SPAIN WHICH IS WHERE WE FIRST LIKE HOOKED UP AND STARTED DATING SLDJFSLDKJSLDKJFSLKDJF AND SHE JUST REFERENCED IT THIS IS SO FUNNY LMAO but also im really worried like I hope it hasn't made it weird to go there?????? like you know???? hopefully, I mean we had fun there it was when we came back but anyway VIBES I hope she has fun sending good vibes her way

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tw: suicide

honeslty lads im feeling really suicidal at the moment for literally no reason, like I see very little cause apart from (a completely manageable amount of) school work, so I just keep making more and more commitments to people so I won't end up actually doing anything cause I cannot let people down but its all a bit intense besties and if anyone has any advice id really appreciate it <3

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hey guys its indigenous peoples day so it'd be really cool if you guys donated or signed petitions pertaining to native hawaiians and other polynesian indigenous peoples! i feel like we tend to get overlooked on days like this, but we should be lifting each other up! we're allies! so heres a link for hawaiipeoplesfund.org, a list of links for aboriginal lives matter, and the hawaii land trust website where you can donate and read more about how we've lost our land! and if you own an ukulele, try to learn more about it and support some local artists! mahalo!

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hey gays happy indigenous peoples day. tuck and yang’s decolonization is not a metaphor (2012) is a read that i like to chew on and revisit a few times a year. you can find the pdf here (this article is open access, which means it was made to be distributed without paywall). the language can be a little difficult but even just reading through a little bit of it today is a good exercise in actualizing and contextualizing all this talk of decolonization that exists on the web.

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✨🌈reblog to bless all butches🌈✨

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Happy international lesbian day!! Wishing well to all lesbians today!!

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okay so fuck my past self because I've realised I get the same excitement from a boy I might like texting me as a girl i might like so mwhahaha and yall are all valid any way mwhahaha sorry its just facts I don't make the rules <33333