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Haha mitski you’re so funny

I actually CANT take it and put it inside of me

You’re so silly

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Alan Turing at one point in his paper spent eight pages proposing a parallel question to the question that is parallel to the actual question AND APPARENTLY ITS PARALLEL TO SOMETHING ELSE

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Perhaps this is marginally sadistic of me to say but I would recommend English lit a level for people who are into psychology and hate science

Like you’re so right Jane Austen, as a woman I DO focus more on being desired than desiring

Bam I was just saved years of therapy

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I’ve been thinking about Van (as I often do) and was wondering what the resident theories on her constant near misses with death are. In season one (beyond the general starvation and plane crash) on THREE SEPARATE OCCASIONS she narrowly escaped death (one of which only due to Jackie), and man WHAT DOES THE WILDERNESS HAVE AGAINST HER.

It feels like the second time was literally just because Jackie had to stick around and thus was protected (she had to be the first sacrifice whatever whatever) but the other two her survival is either out of sheer stubbornness or something else, because like everything in this show it’s super weird.

So I was wondering, is it that the wilderness is coming at her and idk why or is the wilderness protecting her, because she’s clearly being kept alive by SOMETHING beyond her own sheer stubbornness.

Does she need to have these experiences to succumb to their little tree cult? Is the wilderness trying to get rid of her? Is the wilderness trying to bring her to the brink of death? Is the wilderness protecting her? I DONT KNOW AND ID QUITE LIKE TO.

Also this got me thinking about her cancer. Idk how it would be connected but it definitely is.

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“If he can kill Beck there’s no telling what he can do” is legit the funniest line I’ve heard in hours.

You don’t understand! He killed a weak twenty-something hipster!! SHE READS LITERATURE AND DRINKS COFFEE PLEASE YOU DONT GET IT!! He’s unhinged CAPABLE OF ANYTHING!

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I’m still watching You (the show (god knows why)) and they jus-the- THEY KEEP HAVING SEX AND ITS JUST CAUSING ALL THESE PROBLEMS

you can’t possibly be having sex THIS much and also you can’t be THIS horny, maybe I just don’t get it but I TRULY struggle to believe that you can’t just push down your feelings for some fucking nineteen year old or that one girl. Can you not move on?

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fun facts about sharks

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That awkward moment when you’ve never properly been interested in anyone and everything people say about aromanticism resonates with you

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Had a fun talk about my family’s history with the holocaust.

‘It was a lot’- my very French grandmother 6/3/22

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aroace people hating the "misunderstanding" and "miscommunication" trope because it annoying and very cliche.

like everytime you just screaming "CAN YOU GUYS TALK TO EACH OTHER JUST FOR A MINUTE !?!?" into the screen.

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Poisonous Plants + Asexual Flag

Hellebore, Pokeweed, Black Calla Lily | White Foxglove, Lily of the Valley, Oleander | Larkspur, Columbine, Wolfsbane

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Legoshi is the Joe of anime.

The internal monologue.

The slow deep voice.

The murderous tendencies.

One and the same

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Why I think Annie’s a lesbian

I find it so interesting that some people don’t think Annie is a lesbian. To me it seems so glaringly obvious, but I guess that’s from the perspective of another lesbian. So I thought I’d write some of the reasons here.

Annie’s obsession with Jeff, but lack of willingness to date him. This is something I’ve always found really weird. She spends so much of the show pining after Jeff, but then she turns around and says things like “nobody sleeps with Jeff! not even me!”. And when it’s clear Jeff likes her back at the end of the show, she almost seems to lose interest. Sort of like it’s a cover, whether intentional or not.

The same thing happened with Troy. Annie obsessed over Troy for years in high school, but the second he liked her back, she lost interest. Troy was to Annie in high school what Jeff was to her at Greendale - a beard of sorts.

Never dating guys. This is kind of a follow up from my last two points. Apart from her thing with Vaughn in season 1, Annie never dates anyone, despite flirting with quite a lot of men.

Pretty apparent attraction to Britta. Romantic Expressionism, Early 21st Century Romanticism, etc. Obviously a lot of these moments are jokes, but that doesn’t change the fact that they are still reflections of Annie and Britta’s emotions. In fact, Annie’s crush on Jeff is also mostly shown through humour. Community is a sitcom, of course the feelings of the characters will be largely relayed in jokes.

Annie dated a closeted gay guy in high school. Closeted gay kids tend to group together. It’s also not uncommon for gay people to be each other’s beards. When Annie talks about the time she slept with him in The Politics of Human Sexuality (S01E11) she mentions that he didn’t like it too much, but from how she talked about it, she probably didn’t like it that much either.

Her conversation Annie has with Britta at the end of The Psychology of Letting Go (S02E03). This might be a little specific, and probably not an event that a lot of people remember with too much clarity, but in it, both of them literally admit that they were faking their attraction to Jeff for each other’s approval. (Annie says she only kissed Jeff to see if she could, to be “cool and sexy” like Britta. Britta says she slept with Jeff because she “hates herself”.) The conversation ends with them both saying “men are gross”. Holy shit, that is the most queer-coded thing I’ve ever seen.

Sometimes shows disgust/distaste for men (whether their behaviour or appearances). “Giant thumb in a turtleneck!”

“I’m perfectly comfortable being uncomfortable in my sexuality.” That’s it. Literally just that quote.

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“I can’t imagine you with a guy. Don’t you reproduce by cell division?”

You know what… I’m taking it

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