anyahart

[anyahart]

july 13, 2015

hey. things have been rough. sorry i haven't answered anybody, or even come online. after tim came back, he just went cold. i couldn't even get him to talk to me. i ended up calling his doctors finally. they suggested i take him to the hospital so i did. he's staying there for now and i don't know when he's coming home.

i haven't thought about the tape since then, but i stumbled across another last night. i was getting clothes to take to him when i found another one. a simple black tape. i plan on watching it at the library again. i have to leave soon, so i'll keep everybody posted. i've been trying to just keep going and keep my hopes up, but things have been hard. i've been sick. mostly headaches. really bad headaches. it's hard to look at my laptop screen.

[anyahart]

update: after spending the entire day looking for him, he's back. i was driving back through our neighborhood again and i saw him walking up the stairs to our apartment. he was passed out on the couch by the time i got inside. he seemed fine, he doesn't drink or smoke or anything like that so i wasn't worried. but his hands were red and swollen. i'm letting him sleep for now but i have to ask him about it when he wakes up.

still haven't had time to look into that weird symbol. i was exhausted yesterday and now i spent most of my free time looking around for him. i might do some research while he sleeps, but i don't really want to leave him. i'm sitting on the floor next to the couch listening to him breath. i'm worried. i've thought about calling his doctor, but i want to talk to him first. my poor guy. i'll keep you everybody posted.

[anyahart]

july 9th, 2015

not an update, at least not one about the tape. when i woke up this morning, tim was just gone. it's his day off and he usually sleeps in. he was here last night. we ate dinner and went to bed and now he's just gone. i've tried calling him and i called his boss in case he got called in but they said he didn't. if any of you guys spot him around, let me know. i'm going to go looking around now.

[anyahart]

july 8, 2015.

sorry i didn't update til now. tim got home early, so i spent most of my afternoon trying to get him to relax with me. it went about as well as i expected it to, which is to say not very. i attempted to get him to watch a movie with me but he just wanted to be left alone. i fell asleep in the living room and woke up with a blanket and pillow, so at least he's still being sweet even during his funk. i haven't seen him since, he went to our room and hasn't left.

anyway. that's not the point. i watched the tape. I'm not even sure what i saw. most of it was just a video of him driving. he looked the same, but it wasn't right. it wasn't him. not my tim. he looked cold. empty. i still haven't said anything but i'm losing my mind a little bit. the last few seconds of the tape were just static. i could make out a symbol. an o with an x drawn over. it's simple. it seems like a start. i plan on looking it up and seeing if i can find anything online. he's said he doesn't go online so who knows if i'll find anything. i don't even know why i care so much, but there's this little voice in my head telling me something's wrong.

[anyahart]

july 7, 2015.

my boyfriend's been acting strange lately. i don't know how many of my internet friends know but i've been dating this guy for four months now and it's been amazing. but yesterday, he was acting different, like he was somewhere else. he's definitely a little odd on a normal day, but this was different. he was uncomfortably quiet and spacey and totally on edge. he ended up falling asleep during the movie we were watching which never happens.

he doesn't have a tumblr so i feel safe telling you guys, but i looked through his stuff. it's bad. i know. but i was just worried he was seeing somebody else, you know? but i found a mask and a video tape. the mask is creepy, and i'm sure a normal person wouldn't think twice about an old tape but i know my boyfriend. this is weird. i haven't tried asking him about it yet. i don't want him to be mad at me. he's kinda of intense about privacy.

i think i'm going to look at the tape tomorrow at the library so he doesn't find out. maybe it'll explain the mask? maybe it's something from his old place. he doesn't really talk about his life before he moved here, but i. know. my. boyfriend. this isn't normal.

i'll let you guys know if i find something.

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