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"Kiss me too fiercely, hold me too tight,

I need help believing you're with me tonight.

My wildest dreamings could not forsee,

Lying beside you with you wanting me."

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Over 1000 posts unsaved on Insta, but I thought to keep this one here as it reminds me of the lyrics to the song you just shared.

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"If the world was ending, I'd wanna be next to you. If the party was over and our time on Earth was through. I'd wanna hold you just for a while, and die with a smile. If the world was ending, I'd wanna be next to you."

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Sometimes I wonder how long it would be/take before I stop seeing pieces of you in all the songs I hear. But then I remember that I don't want to. Because very often it's what keeps me feeling safe and whole.

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Thank you

For checking in. You looked great today.

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Sleepless

In the quiet and cold of the night. I sometimes wonder if how I feel is more like the waning flame of a candle. Slowly waning and retreating into the darkness, flickering before dying out.

I wish I could say that it was more like the embers of a great fire. Glowing warmly, though gentle and subdued, ready to ignite again with the right spark.

But not tonight. Tonight I feel alone.

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Another day, another thought of you.

"荡气回肠 又能如何"

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Thank you, for everything.

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This teachers day, I want to take some time to thank you. For teaching and reassuring me that I was not as dispensible as I felt.

Thank you for helping me feel "alive" again, in that time we were together. You may not have been mine, not I yours to keep, but for a brief moment it felt like we belonged to each other.

Thank you for every 6am good morning, and every note written. I miss those because it taught me how important it was to have someone to share every happy moment with.

Thank you for every embrace and every kiss stolen. For they all reminded me that I was not alone, and that I had someone to share a mutual connection with. Not merely a physical one, but one with 2 people invested in the others well-being.

Its because of all these things I miss you. And it's for all these things that I'm grateful.

Your person and twin always,

❤️ - K

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Working out the kinks

You released a deep breath, closed your eyes and succumbed to the beginnings of your massage. Letting out a slight gasp as you felt a trickle of warm oil being dribbled onto your shoulder blades. I began to rub the oil onto you, quickly coating your upper back and shoulders with strong fingers. Slowly and firmly, I kneeded the tension out of your neck as my hands skillfully caressed and massaged their way around your neck and shoulder blades, causing you to let out a soft moan.

You felt a shiver run up your spine as some of the oil ran down along your sides. Slowly and smoothly, I ran my hands up along your sides from your waist all the way to your breasts and gently caressed the sides of your bosom.

You then felt a line of oil being poured on your left leg starting at your heel, then traveling over your calf and up the back of your thigh -- stopping short of the crease at the base of your left cheek. And then a similar line of oil being applied to the back of your right leg. "Mmmmm..." You purred as you felt a drop trickle down over the slit of your closed lips. It wasnt the oil this time.

In order to spread the oil fully around, I gently separated your legs and you felt the heat rise between your legs as my fingers moved all over your thighs, slowly moving further up from your knees. I slowly spread the oil all the way up to the tender area between the top of your inner thighs, my fingertips just barely brushing up and down the outer sides of your engorged lips. Oil was now running down your buttocks, slowly trickling down and mixing with your own wetness.

"Uhhhhh..." you moaned with your eyes closed as you began to feel my finger slide between your cheeks and softly caress your sensitive spot. Moving your hips so as to meet my touch and ensure that my fingers continued to stimulate all the right areas.

Your moans began to grow as you felt your pleasure building as your hips continued to rhythmically rise and fall with the movement of my fingers, which had slid inside of you now. Each time my fingers curled up inside you sending waves coursing through your body.

Finally, I slipped my thumb under you to make gentle circles around your clit. That was all it took as you suddenly began stiffen as you were brought over the edge. "Kenneth... I'm.... cumm..." was all I managed to hear before you buried your head into the pillow before melting into the bed...

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Happy, happy birthday. To the person whom I'd spend my 1 wish on.

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Just thinking...

About you this long weekend,

About how dumb it is for a grown man to be having a crush,

About how you look with and without specs. With your hair done up and let down,

About how your dimple shows when you smile,

About how your presence still sends flutters in my chest,

About how I'll always cherish these moments of beautiful, yet hopeless infatuation.

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Wishing you a restful time with the family over the extended break.

❤️ - K

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The littlest things.

I was working on the calendar today, and saw the one Adeline had passed to me. On it was a note you had written to her. With a smiley face. The same one that you had drawn on the countless notes we had written each other.

It reminded me of us. Of happier times. Of a love that never was. And yet, my heart was full. Because it was enough. It is enough.

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Naughty (an alternate perspective)

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"Is this seat taken?" I asked even though I wasn't really looking for an answer. I set my stuff down next to you as you looked up, awkwardly adjusting the mess you made with all the things you'd brought with you to the meeting.

There was definitely a lack of space, so much so that when I had settled in our chairs pressed up against one another, and at some point our knees and legs ended up touching. Nothing sexual, just some brief contact here and there.

"This is such a waste of time." I groaned as the previous speaker ended her presentation.

"Dont worry, I'm up next and I'll be quick." You said nonchalantly.

And quick you were. Ending just as the timer for your segment went off as you returned to your seat. As you settled in this time however, I found your lower leg brushing against the back of my calf. Lingering slightly longer than what one would consider normal.

I didn't think much of it at first, well, at least until you started moving up and down slowly along the back of my calf. Tentatively at first, but then measuredly as how one would soothe a baby to sleep. Admittedly, it felt good, and made me perk up from what was another boring Friday afternoon meeting. The side effect however was me finding that it was causing a damp spot in the panties I was wearing.

You must have felt my leg tense up, and when i didnt pull away, you put your hand on my thigh, just above my knee...and squeezed. I looked over at you incredulously, as your gaze was still locked intently at the presenter as if nothing was happening under the table.

I had no idea what the person was saying however, as I was focused on the point on my upper thigh now where your hand had ventured and was now massaging. It continued up, and before long found their way to my panties. My now very wet panties.

You slipped one finger up and down the flimsy lace covering my slit and I had to hold my breath when you slipped one finger under the edge of black lace and ran the tip along my pussy. Did I just let out a moan? I glanced around but thankfully noone seemed to notice.

I wanted more. And spread my leg a little further apart to let your hand up even further. Thankfully noone seemed to be paying attention to our corner of the room as I felt your fingers slip inside me. Filling me. But still nothing like how you filled me during our last encounter in the meeting room. I bit my lower lip as I felt my nipples hardening beneath the tank top that I was wearing.

I slid my hips forward to the edge of the chair to take you in even deeper, feeling you slide your finger in and out of me, occasionally rubbing against my clit. I started to tense, and your finger quickened your minstrations. One last quick, hard flick of my clit broke my resolve and the orgasm which had been building up washed over me.

Your fingers never stopped working their magic as I clenched my hands and lowered my head to hide my face from the room, allowing the pleasure to wash over me. Anyone who was looking in our direction would surely have known I thought to myself.

I looked up to see you holding your fingers, still glistening wet, up to against your lips. "Shhhh... Meetings almost over." you uttered as you gave me a naughty wink of the eye...

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I love it when you're in dresses... Ones like the one you wore yesterday... and today too... are such a tease. Just the right length to be professional... and yet sexy enough with what it showed and what it allowed the imagination...

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Pushing me down onto the chair lifting a leg over my hips, you straddled me. With my cock in hand, you guided it towards towards your opening. I could feel the tip just inside... then in one swift motion you lowered yourself down, your lips parting as you took me in.

We adjusted ourselves to get comfortable, then settled into a nice rocking rhythm as I could feel myself slipping in and out of you, your walls squeezing and caressing me, feeling both soft and warm at the same time. A comfort that I had long forgotten but instantly remembered as soon as I entered you.

I reached up under your dress and cupped your breasts, lazily running your nipples through my fingers. You held me in tighter as I felt your body tense, your fingers lightly digging into me as you came in a quiet cry, letting out a familiar moan as your body relaxed.

I lifted you off gently as you recovered, leaning forward and bracing yourself up against the wall with your arms. I moved behind you and hiked your dress further up as I pushed back into you.

"Be gentle... I'm sensitive from just cumming..."

So I did. Pushing in only a little further each time. When I was finally fully in, it only took a few mis-timed thrusts before we were moving in harmony again, waves of pleasure coursing through both of us. I reached to turn your face around as I brought our lips to meet, kisses that were tender at first, then turned more urgent as each time our hips met it slowly gained pace.

Harder and faster we moved... bodies almost slamming into each other, with me almost fucking you in an upwards motion, as you felt your walls wrap around my stiff member with each stroke. We broke our kiss as our breathing became ragged, replaced with short sharp pants in between the groans and grunts that were escaping our lips.

"Stella..."

"Yes Kenneth me too. Don't stop..."

(and this part I remember quite vividly...) "It's sexy when you come..."

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"Find something you can hold on to

Find someone who'll be there for you

'Cause that's all that matters in the end."

You said it first, but any time with you really does feel like a luxury.

❤️ -K

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Painting the skies pink with fleeting perfection.

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Oh that black dress, such a teasing delight. A reminder of stolen time, a much needed respite.

A vision I dream of, both seductive and bold. Its one of those pieces that's watched our story unfold.

It hugs every curve, accentuates every line. In that little black dress, our worlds once aligned.

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Just thinking of you.

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Love shapes us into something new and wonderful. More than just about 2 people being together, it's also about discovering who we are through this bond.

Thank you. For making life meaningful. You are, and will always be truly special to me.

❤️ - K