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"C00kid go kick that guy butt"

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Jerry please stop butchering Japanese

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madoka print for some upcoming cons ill be tabling at :)

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Hi so I haven’t posted anything proper in a while and I also promised I wouldn’t make a post like this anymore but I feel like this has to be brought up??

I am so done. With the ableism and racism of the creepypasta fandom. I’m also TIRED with how creepy and hostile adults are to minors / teenagers of this platform!

I’m arab, for starters. I’m Iraqi-Turkish and I’m very open about the fact that I have poor grammar and poor English because it isn’t my native language, (and I also have speech / learning impediments / issues) i dominate my speak Aramaic and Arabic. I am also a minor who’s not in a safe household whatsoever and I’m actively abusive home and I have been for the entirety of my life, I also unfortunately have multiple undiagnosed disorders and issues I’d rather not discuss online because I’m not comfortable with sharing…

So tell me why, I have abled , white , ADULTS. Actively shit talking me, making racist remarks about my grammar , and also claiming I’m faking disorders and whatnot . . . N also comparing me to them when they were my age

And they fact, I’m being openly downplayed by adults for things that happened when I was freshly 14 🧐

All of this is being done in online spaces (cough. A fuckinf DISCORD SERVER 😭) with over 500 members. ADULTS. To MINORS.

And I fear I’m not the only victim 🙂‍↕️

I’m not dropping users because I’m tired of everyone portraying me as the boy who cried wolf

But genuinely , grow up , why do I have to be the bigger person in pretty sure it’s the other way around!

I’m so sick and tired of having to be vulnerable on the internet and I’m constantly wary of everyone because I’m being constantly attacked (especially by adults , or almost adults) over?… being right? Over stupid drama that ends friendships?

Ive met many great adults in the creepypasta community; many close friends my age , that are different to me, and that are not!

But it’s safe to say I’ve met more people that have done more harm than good

For the last (unfortunately most likely not) and the millionth time; please leave me alone. And please stop harassing me.

If I’ve done wrong I would’ve admitted to it and apologized for it, and I’ve made apologies where they are due, but I’m so sick and tired of all the racism that’s being let out on me and all the disgusting false accusations made upon me , maybe don’t harass kids for doing something wrong? You don’t know what their home life is like or anything or the sort. And as long as they aren’t doing something criminally or disgustingly wrong why do people in this community get hung over the wrong things?

I don’t know, that’s just the creepypasta fandom for ya 😭😭

with regards,

NINA!! x3 💜❤️

Again, English ain’t my first language so excuse my poor grammar or anything of the sort!!

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dni if your a green backpack

dni if your from san francisco

dni if ur name is liam plecak

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next comes spite.

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I PROMISE I'LL GET BETTER!

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Jimmy: "Swansea. I'm going to fix everything."

Swansea's honest reaction:

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jade layout made fur myself

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figuring out how to draw karl and I have eon old doodles of climber so there’s that too lol

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Oh no, beware of the dark streets, otherwise Del will catch you and bite you! ^_^

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yaoi and yuri! feel free to submit requests on my main profile hehe

tis my first post please be nice

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L is 50% kink and 50% autism. Mello and Near are his two halves. Mello represents the kink, Near represents the autism. Lecture dismissed

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PennyKents/SilverSuperBat for the soul. My soul

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drawing jimmy but its only yimpy brush

TWITTER

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Some personal design notes I made for comics speech bubbles and on dialogue!

Conclusions were drawn from their dialogue sounds and manner of speech in general in addition to my personal flair and interpretation.

And here's an incomplete list of mental notes on actually writing dialogue for characters:

Curly

expresses genuinely what he feels and what he means, though he's reserved and leaves a lot unsaid

casually playful and whimsical when talking to others or commenting on things

smooth talker

speaks delicately and de-escalatory when faced with a stressful situation

using british slang on occasion, yeah?

Anya

often encouraging or reassuring those she talks to

teasing, witty and playful with anyone not named jimmy

stutters when speaking to those named jimmy but outside of that, speaks smoothly with enthusiasm

speaks with implications, basically says iconic deep meaningful shit in a non-direct way

Swansea

mean, harsh, sarcastic and taunting

like anya, he says some deep shit but in a poetic and direct way

reminds me of Disco Elysium dialogue in terms of vibes

speaks grandiosely

" ain't, goin', el capitano, downstairs longnose, hear hear, ol' codger, rumb-a-tumblin' " very fun to write

Daisuke

unfocused, emphasizes words, informal

speaks at the same time as he thinks, most of his dialogue feels like a stream of thoughts

filler words like, totally like everywhere man

Jimmy

dry, spiteful and bitter remarks, always sounds like he's annoyed at everything

no whimsical or heartfelt comments about anything

uses metaphors and veils his words, spinning them in ways to fit his goals. twists his own words as well as others'

steals phrases from others

persuasive

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(A lil redraw.) Curly is still a lil high from the Molly they just shared, but his words are honest. A bit too honest.