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dachte iwie das ich micht jetzt super toll fühle weil latein vorbei ist aber irgendwie ist alles dchlimmser geworden. ich glaube morgen kauf ich wein und betrink mich alleine. ich schaff das alles bicht mehr. und ich muss stark sein aber ich will einfach nur heulen. fünf jahre hab ich diese scheisse gemacht, fast hab ich mich wegen einer latein arbeit umgebracht und jetzt wo ich die letzte arbeit geschrieben hab ist alles immernoch doof und ich bin immernoch depressiv. ich weiss nicht warum. warum. vielleicht hilft jetzt eine mögliche diagnose. ich hoffe sie geben mir mediakemente die mich noch weniger fühlen lassen. alles ist besser als dieses grundlose loch das ich fühle. leere

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i might wasnt clear enough, i ate 1 banana + a (small) dinner for 1 1/2 weeks, i dont always eat pasta xD

but i will try to eat more balanced, another person recommended eating more protein so I will be doing that

Is eating a banana for breakfast + spaghetti with tomato sauce for dinner enough?

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thanks for the response, i'm honestly trying not to restrict lower so you telling me what i'm doing is "already bad enough" helps to silence the little ed voice in my head

Is eating a banana for breakfast + spaghetti with tomato sauce for dinner enough?

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I'm so proud of you, also her reaction is amazing

It would be really funny if I sent this post to my sister and came out as trans to her like that... truly hilarious

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*me tells my friend about some of my trauma*

my friend: you need to go to the police the next time that happens...

*me who only told them about 1/3 of stuff that happened*

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the way people talk about type 2 diabetes, and specifically the way people talk about people who have type 2 diabetes...is pretty fucked

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Source 

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trans men are men and trans women are women

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now you are shaming women for being attracted to men?

Men cannot love. It is not in their nature to stay monogamous. You can look at the Bible, you can look at recorded history, you can look at present day - you can even look at your own experiences with men. Their love is one-sided. They only love themselves, and not even each other. Find love within yourself, your fellow women, and keep it safe, because the minute you let a Man find that love, the minute you lose it.

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she just says that cis women have an easier time dating, she doesn't say that every woman gets “fucked by a different guy every day”. She makes a point about trans woman having a harder time dating or having one-night stands, nothing in the statement disrespects cis women wtf. She doesn't even say that cis women can't build up trusting relationships with men.

How can transwomen claim to be women while being so disillusioned about what womanhood actually is? This person wants to be female because they believe that women get “fucked by a different guy every day”. Transwomen do not know what womanhood is and never will.

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i thought it were hands in gloves at first-

grapes

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black history month is coming to a closeeee but i have something that’ll help you draw black characters in any month! if it was helpful then hey… here’s my kofi 😏

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Masterpost: How to write a story?

Compilation of writing advice for some aspects of the writing process.

How to motivate myself to write more

How to get rid of writer’s block

Basic Overview: How to write a story

How to come up with plot

How to create a character

How to make a character unique

How to start a story

How to write a prologue

How to write conversation

How to write the last line

How to write a summary

How to write a book description

How to write romance

How to write emotional scenes

How to write yelling

How to title fanfiction

How to write an unreliable narrator

How to use songs in a fanfiction

How to name fictional things

Introducing a group of characters

Large cast of characters interacting in one scene

Redemption arc

Plot twists

Fatal Character Flaws

Good traits gone bad

More specific scenarios

Slow burn

AU ideas

Favourite tropes

How to create quick chemistry

How to write a bilingual character

How to write a character with glasses

How to create a villain

How to write a polyamorous relationship

How to write a wedding

How to write found family

How to write forbidden love

How to write a road trip

How to create and write a cult

How to write amnesia

How to write a stratocracy

How to write the mafia

Criminal past comes to light

Reasons for breaking up while still loving each other

Milestones in a relationship

Platonic activities for friends

Introducing partner(s) to family

Honeymoon

Date gone wrong

Love Language - Showing, not telling

Love Language - Showing you care

Affections without touching

Giving the reader butterflies with your characters

Reasons a couple would divorce on good terms

How to write enemies to lovers

How to write lovers to enemies to lovers

How to write academic rivals to lovers

How to write age difference

How to create a coffee shop atmosphere

How to write a college party

How to write modern royalty

Arranged matrimony for royalty

Paramilitary Forces/ Militia

Inconvenient things a ghost could do

A Queen’s Assassination Plot

Crime Story - Detective’s POV

Evil organization of assassins

Evil wins in the end

Causes for the apocalypse

Last day on earth

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I've been thinking it over

And I'm not ashamed to say

I'm not afraid to mention that I love boys today

Which boys, you think, you wonder

Which kind of boys? You say

The truth itself is simple

I love all boys today

There are skinny boys, fat boys

Muscular and strong boys

Shaved boys, hairy boys

Somewhere in between boys

Tall boys, short boys

Same height as me boys

Boys of different races, boys of different places

Cis boys, trans boys, also intersex boys

And of course, the theys

Skinny theys, fat theys

Muscular and strong theys

Shaved theys, hairy theys,

Somewhere in between theys

Tall theys, short theys

Same height as me theys

Theys of different races, theys of different places

I love them all, because, put simply, I'm gay.

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How Often To Clean Your House (aka Being An Adult)

Sprinkles And Crafts: A Food, DIY And Lifestyle Blog.

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No male WWI pinups exist yet so my gay ass decided to change that at 1 AM and I ended up looking like a propaganda poster with homoerotic undertones so