apollos0rchid

[apollos0rchid]

does anyone know what happend to @pumpkzsafeplace-deactivated2024 ???

i got a notification from her that said “goodbye + thank you” but i never got to read the post :(

i really do hope shes okay…

[apollos0rchid]

Hi 👋, My name is Mohammad, and I’m reaching out in a moment of desperate need. I’m a father of three young children living in Gaza, and we are caught in the midst of a catastrophic war. Our home is no longer a safe haven, and the future here seems increasingly uncertain. 💔

I’ve launched a fundraising campaign with the goal of raising $40,000 to relocate my family to a safer place where my children can grow up in peace and have a chance at a brighter future. 🕊️🇵🇸

Unfortunately, my previous fundraising efforts were abruptly halted when my account was terminated without explanation. However, I remain determined to keep fighting for my family’s safety and well-being. 🫶

If you could take a moment to read our story, consider donating, or simply share our campaign with others, it would make an incredible difference. Every act of kindness, no matter how small, brings us one step closer to safety and a new beginning. 🙏

Thank you for your time, compassion, and support. ❤

https://gofund.me/fd1faea2 🔗

https://godund.me/fd1faea2

[apollos0rchid]

AAAAAAHHHH （≧∇≦）

my pacis here!!!!!

its so pretty and i love it so much!!! 💛💛💛

the dino it came in is super cute too!!!

what should i name him? :3

[apollos0rchid]

Heyyyy another thing is, I always see so many beautiful posts with other littles' photos of their colouring pages and toys and drawings and other things, and so often I feel the urge to comment something nice, but I hold back, unsure if that's welcome by the author.

It's okay if this post ends up with like, two notes, but

To agere blogs: reblog if it's okay with you to comment kind things under your photos!

I'd really appreciate it! I hope I'm not being a creep!

Have a great day!!🌸🐇🐷

[apollos0rchid]

recently, my attention has been reaaaally bad (*´-`)

i havent been able to watch even my favorite shows or youtubers for more than a minute（´-`）

but the one thing that managed to catch my attention and keep it is JoJos Bizarre Adventure!!

i thought that i wouldnt like it or thag it would be boring but i was super wrong!! ( ^ω^ )

the characters are super cool and all of the powers ive seen so far are super DUPER cool!! （≧∇≦）

its kinda bloody and violent so i wouldnt recommend it if youre sensitive to that kinda thing (i probably wont watch it myself when im little)

ive also been reading the manga during school hours and im almost done with part one!! my absolute favorite character is Robert E.O. Speedwagon!! hes super silly and has a really kind and golden heart ( ＾∀＾)

^ (this is speedwagon)

[apollos0rchid]

☆ if frisky was real she would be the best caregiver in the whole world! \:3/ ☆

[apollos0rchid]

MY CASHAPP CARD IS FINALLY HERE!!! (*≧∀≦*)

the first thing im gonna do is buy me a paci!! :D

one of the hidden ones though so i dont get caught (￣^￣)

(this is the plush its hidden in!!)

[apollos0rchid]

AHHHHHH!!! （≧∇≦）

i went to the book store the other day and now i finally get to read the books i picked out!!

ive already read the first one but now i get to read the second!! （＾∇＾）

i also cant wait for the third to come out!!!

the ending is sad for the first one (cause they both die at the end) and im guessing its like that for the second too, but i still cant wait to read it!!! :D

[apollos0rchid]

im so so itchy!!! ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡

ive been going outside everyday to ride my bike and the mosquitos keep eating me up (*´-`) and using mosquito spray doesnt do nothing :(

my dad told me to just stop itching and itll go away but iss sooo hard not to (￣^￣)

[apollos0rchid]

helloo! i know ur a minor (just like me!:D) but i really suggets not interacting with the user tacocrisp. If they send gore, you wont be able to see it if you block them. Youre being rlly nice in the replies but honestly you cant fix their trauma for them and they shouldnt be blaming agere people for their littlespace trauma. I hope youre doing good!

thanks for reaching out 💛 i talked to one of my friends about it and they said pretty much the same thing but ive blocked them now so no need to worry about me! i hope youre doing good as well!! （＾∇＾）

[apollos0rchid]

i wasnt there when you needed help but if i was your friend back then i wouldve tried to help you as best i could. its good to cope with your emotions, but maybe try a way that doesnt hurt/traumatize people the way you were

[block don't report, teacher's pet and cocksucking tumblr support team ultimate dni, america is free the speechth.. ]

Hello! I am Marx. And this is my blog! I will ramble about my interests, post my crappy rainbow vomit art, and i have no idea what else. But this is my blog therfore i post whatever i want. Feel free to check in my shitshow every once in awhile, i post EVERY DAY. (I have no life)

Some info about me:

- I am asian, age 16, bisexual.

- i have bpd and adhd, (not diagnosed, but heavily aware the two ladders run in my family, more prominent on my dads side)

- my birthday is January 8th 2008.

- i have been doing digital art since 2016, 8 years ago.

- my art inspirations are the fairly odd parents, powerpuff girls, hamtaro, ojamajo doremi, birdie, lottie/canihavepromo/ (me no support me just like the art😛) 2000s anime/cartoon artstyles just in general,

- my favorite musician at the moment is will wood and oingo bongo,

- current hyper fixation is higurashi when they cry.

- i dress scene, and jojifuku

- my hobbies consist of pc gaming, drawing, painting, sewing (i make plushies) figure collecting, music, (i play the piano) and fashion,

DNI LIST:

- basic criteria, racist. nazi supporter, blah blah blah.

- have a blog that has abdl, scat fetishist, ddlg themes (if you have the kink that's fine, i am not the type to kink shame, but for some extremely personal reasons don't interact, im scared of all of you)

- pedophile or map, obviously 🤮

- hazbin hotel/helluva boss fans (personal reasons,)

- you're a therian, otherkin, yap yap yap, disclaimer: i don't hate you, I don't hate you for who you are, you're fine, please understand I dont mean harm to you in particular but, I've had people of this delusional fuckshow "fandom" treat me like shit AND GET AWAY WITH IT, i am allowed to not trust nobody of this type,, my boundaries. please respect, and again i don't hate you, please don't be upset with me (extremely personal)

- believe that i orchestrated a gore raid on sketchers united (i have spoken against it multiple times, + i don't associate myself with the IASU anymore)

- believe that @hazbinhotelcool @Markru @warriorcatsbest @marxpopstaer69 and est on su is me (they're all impersonating accounts made by arcade cat yet nobody believes me☠️ even though it's clearly fucking obvious)

- are rileyonpaws, dogboo, blossomonpaws arcadecat/yahir, chrisK, statichead (extremely personal)

- support lolicon (there was rumors going around about this and for the love of god i am not a lolicon that shit is mighty disgusting, I've been against it for years)

- ai bro, believe ai work will take over everything handmade/physical,

- consider gacha screenshots with zero form of editing to it is "art" (personal)

- defend/victimize rileyonpaws, dogboo, blossomonpaws arcadecat/yahir, chrisK, statichead, because my harassment, but not take in what they've done to me first at all, they are absolutely no different or better than how i have acted towards them, and just fueled my self destruction further and further.

- believe I haven't changed or aren't changing at all, thanks guys totally like that makes me feel better about myself. 🙃

- think im a communist because of my name. no retard, i named myself after marx from the kirby series, literally i am so SICK of being asked this, (extremely personal)

Will update when anything comes to mind,

That's all for now!

thanks for reading btw, join my disc: https://disboard.org/server/1151426403791802399

[apollos0rchid]

i dont know how you felt when you went through that, but i cant imagine hurting others makes you feel much better. then again i dont really know you or how to help you feel better, so i just hope you can one day heal and that the horrible things youve gone through stop feeling so bad. i remember being hurt when i was a child (it wasnt like how you were hurt) and even though it felt horrible then its eaiser now and i wish the same healing for you 💛

[block don't report, teacher's pet and cocksucking tumblr support team ultimate dni, america is free the speechth.. ]

Hello! I am Marx. And this is my blog! I will ramble about my interests, post my crappy rainbow vomit art, and i have no idea what else. But this is my blog therfore i post whatever i want. Feel free to check in my shitshow every once in awhile, i post EVERY DAY. (I have no life)

Some info about me:

- I am asian, age 16, bisexual.

- i have bpd and adhd, (not diagnosed, but heavily aware the two ladders run in my family, more prominent on my dads side)

- my birthday is January 8th 2008.

- i have been doing digital art since 2016, 8 years ago.

- my art inspirations are the fairly odd parents, powerpuff girls, hamtaro, ojamajo doremi, birdie, lottie/canihavepromo/ (me no support me just like the art😛) 2000s anime/cartoon artstyles just in general,

- my favorite musician at the moment is will wood and oingo bongo,

- current hyper fixation is higurashi when they cry.

- i dress scene, and jojifuku

- my hobbies consist of pc gaming, drawing, painting, sewing (i make plushies) figure collecting, music, (i play the piano) and fashion,

DNI LIST:

- basic criteria, racist. nazi supporter, blah blah blah.

- have a blog that has abdl, scat fetishist, ddlg themes (if you have the kink that's fine, i am not the type to kink shame, but for some extremely personal reasons don't interact, im scared of all of you)

- pedophile or map, obviously 🤮

- hazbin hotel/helluva boss fans (personal reasons,)

- you're a therian, otherkin, yap yap yap, disclaimer: i don't hate you, I don't hate you for who you are, you're fine, please understand I dont mean harm to you in particular but, I've had people of this delusional fuckshow "fandom" treat me like shit AND GET AWAY WITH IT, i am allowed to not trust nobody of this type,, my boundaries. please respect, and again i don't hate you, please don't be upset with me (extremely personal)

- believe that i orchestrated a gore raid on sketchers united (i have spoken against it multiple times, + i don't associate myself with the IASU anymore)

- believe that @hazbinhotelcool @Markru @warriorcatsbest @marxpopstaer69 and est on su is me (they're all impersonating accounts made by arcade cat yet nobody believes me☠️ even though it's clearly fucking obvious)

- are rileyonpaws, dogboo, blossomonpaws arcadecat/yahir, chrisK, statichead (extremely personal)

- support lolicon (there was rumors going around about this and for the love of god i am not a lolicon that shit is mighty disgusting, I've been against it for years)

- ai bro, believe ai work will take over everything handmade/physical,

- consider gacha screenshots with zero form of editing to it is "art" (personal)

- defend/victimize rileyonpaws, dogboo, blossomonpaws arcadecat/yahir, chrisK, statichead, because my harassment, but not take in what they've done to me first at all, they are absolutely no different or better than how i have acted towards them, and just fueled my self destruction further and further.

- believe I haven't changed or aren't changing at all, thanks guys totally like that makes me feel better about myself. 🙃

- think im a communist because of my name. no retard, i named myself after marx from the kirby series, literally i am so SICK of being asked this, (extremely personal)

Will update when anything comes to mind,

That's all for now!

thanks for reading btw, join my disc: https://disboard.org/server/1151426403791802399

[apollos0rchid]

if you dont want age regressors (which i am barely) to interact because of something someone did to you why would you want to repeat that cycle? im not trying to saw that what happened to you wasnt horrible im just saying it would probably be better for your mental health to completely stop interacting with the commuinty all together 😕 then again i dont know you or how you cope, i just really didnt want to be exposed to gore just because you were

watching and seeing people have great times while in little space infuriate me, because when i regress all what happens is that i end up getting traumatized, special thanks to that one guy who sent gore videos, (consisting of a baby cat being thrown in a fan, its blood, guts, and intestines splattering all over the blades, a guy shooting his fucking brains out, the impact literally bringing his bedroom curtains down, multiple beheadings, dogs being killed in very gruesome and disgusting ways, i could go on and on)

.n another who sent dick picks to me and the 6900000 other people who took advantage of me in a vulnerable headspace for all kinds of sexual favors, or then that one time i got too clingy and pissed my ex off, and another time or if not a million times already i would cry for affection, love, attention literally, and be left alone or not be taken seriously at all.

Every single age regressior, and yes. Including you dni. all of you get me sick to my stomach,

tags so blogs can feel free to block me, not like i wanna see your sickily vanilla sugarcoated daddy dom textposts just tagged under "sfw..." so it isn't "problenmatirc"🥺🥺🥺 bullcrap anyways. fuck ALL OF YOU.

[apollos0rchid]

please dont reblog my stuff with gore it makes me sick and i havent done anything to deserve it :(

i wont report you cause you said not to but please just dont do that again

[block don't report, teacher's pet and cocksucking tumblr support team ultimate dni, america is free the speechth.. ]

Hello! I am Marx. And this is my blog! I will ramble about my interests, post my crappy rainbow vomit art, and i have no idea what else. But this is my blog therfore i post whatever i want. Feel free to check in my shitshow every once in awhile, i post EVERY DAY. (I have no life)

Some info about me:

- I am asian, age 16, bisexual.

- i have bpd and adhd, (not diagnosed, but heavily aware the two ladders run in my family, more prominent on my dads side)

- my birthday is January 8th 2008.

- i have been doing digital art since 2016, 8 years ago.

- my art inspirations are the fairly odd parents, powerpuff girls, hamtaro, ojamajo doremi, birdie, lottie/canihavepromo/ (me no support me just like the art😛) 2000s anime/cartoon artstyles just in general,

- my favorite musician at the moment is will wood and oingo bongo,

- current hyper fixation is higurashi when they cry.

- i dress scene, and jojifuku

- my hobbies consist of pc gaming, drawing, painting, sewing (i make plushies) figure collecting, music, (i play the piano) and fashion,

DNI LIST:

- basic criteria, racist. nazi supporter, blah blah blah.

- have a blog that has abdl, scat fetishist, ddlg themes (if you have the kink that's fine, i am not the type to kink shame, but for some extremely personal reasons don't interact, im scared of all of you)

- pedophile or map, obviously 🤮

- hazbin hotel/helluva boss fans (personal reasons,)

- you're a therian, otherkin, yap yap yap, disclaimer: i don't hate you, I don't hate you for who you are, you're fine, please understand I dont mean harm to you in particular but, I've had people of this delusional fuckshow "fandom" treat me like shit AND GET AWAY WITH IT, i am allowed to not trust nobody of this type,, my boundaries. please respect, and again i don't hate you, please don't be upset with me (extremely personal)

- believe that i orchestrated a gore raid on sketchers united (i have spoken against it multiple times, + i don't associate myself with the IASU anymore)

- believe that @hazbinhotelcool @Markru @warriorcatsbest @marxpopstaer69 and est on su is me (they're all impersonating accounts made by arcade cat yet nobody believes me☠️ even though it's clearly fucking obvious)

- are rileyonpaws, dogboo, blossomonpaws arcadecat/yahir, chrisK, statichead (extremely personal)

- support lolicon (there was rumors going around about this and for the love of god i am not a lolicon that shit is mighty disgusting, I've been against it for years)

- ai bro, believe ai work will take over everything handmade/physical,

- consider gacha screenshots with zero form of editing to it is "art" (personal)

- defend/victimize rileyonpaws, dogboo, blossomonpaws arcadecat/yahir, chrisK, statichead, because my harassment, but not take in what they've done to me first at all, they are absolutely no different or better than how i have acted towards them, and just fueled my self destruction further and further.

- believe I haven't changed or aren't changing at all, thanks guys totally like that makes me feel better about myself. 🙃

- think im a communist because of my name. no retard, i named myself after marx from the kirby series, literally i am so SICK of being asked this, (extremely personal)

Will update when anything comes to mind,

That's all for now!

thanks for reading btw, join my disc: https://disboard.org/server/1151426403791802399

[apollos0rchid]

i think i got pretty close to regressing last night but unfortunatley it was cause i was overwhelmed with really intense n sad feelings ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡

even if i cant regress, age dreaming really helped me calm down so im still happy :]

the thing that made me sad is still bothering me a bit but luckily i have some friends i can talk about it to (i just cant tell them about agere)

[apollos0rchid]

Reblog if you are ok with taking agere requests for media that’s not catered to kids specifically. Things like horror, or media that includes darker themes.

I enjoy movies, shows, and books that are not always what would be considered “child friendly” when regressed, and it’s hard to find people with similar interests who take requests for moodboards and stuff. My blog’s theme is centered around a horror media (Dracula 2020) because I find the characters comforting. I just want to find other people who feel the same way!

[apollos0rchid]

ugghhh i need my chashapp card to come already ( T_T) once it comes im gonna buy a secret paci hidden in a stuffie!!

even though my dad can see what i buy i dont think ill get caught and even if i get caught i think he would understand if i explained it properly 🤞🏽