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I want to go sleep now. It's 5:12

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Actually it's been a long time since I cried while listening to a song. It's not like it's the first time I heard that song. But it's definitely the first time I felt it. I'm a pink pony girl. And I'll keep dancing. I don't care I love being me. I accept my mistakes and I accept my struggles. I accept my misfortunes and I accept my shortcomings. I love my surroundings and I love my friends I love my life and this is where I belong. I won't cry anymore. Not over this.

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pink pony club

its where I belong

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Won't make my mama proud, it's gonna cause a scene

She sees her baby girl, I know she's gonna scream

God, what have you done?

You're a pink pony girl

And you dance at the club

Oh mama, I'm just having fun

On the stage in my heels

It's where I belong down at the..

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I look drunk(I was kinda)

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I reaaallyy don't want to be sad. I've always wanted a nice life with nice wife and nice home. I'm just really good at self sabotaging and reaallyy bad at communicating. So it ends up a mess. I wamt to be happy. I want to be happy. I want to be happy. Even if it's for a one day, I want to say I had a good day. I want to say I felt happy. I want to sleep well and I want to wake up early with a good mood. I want to look at myself and say I look good I want to wear a nice dress I want to go out with my loved onces. My friends. My lover. I want to buy flowers for her. I want to buy stuff for her. I want to be surprised. I want to be hugged. I want to close my eyes without worries. I want to be happy I want to be happy I want to be happy I want to be happy I want to be happy I want to be happy I want to be happy for at least a whole day. I want to be happy

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Making চানাচুর while high on বাঙালি গাঞ্জা

(I cut my fingers 🥲🥲)(it's bleeding pretty bad)(the চানাচুর was too salty)(I'm a failure)

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idk what I expected from him but him actually doing exactly what he said he would changed my whole opinion of him. He's not someone who'll just let her go because their relationship seems impossible. He'd rather work hard to make it possible.

LN 7 chapter 18:

next volume later, he fucking did

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She's like the Lishu to my Ah-duo

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maomao when every important figure in the empire keeps asking for her help

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20th April

Happy birthday to my lover boy

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Maomao, every time she looks at Jinshi:

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Favourite song forever?

Favourite song forever.

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Matching with my hoe for নববর্ষ🍒🐞

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Best Eid ever!

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Sometimes I feel like Tisha is maomao and I'm chue. She's so done with my bs but still pretends to play along cause she cares.

Also chue saying "To be loved, even just for a little while--that's a wonderful thing. You almost...start to think it means there's a place you belong" 😭😭😭😭 I love her so much