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Rosy morning porthole view.

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I'm thinking about ending it again and i don't even care about the consequences, i just want out.

— my mind won't shut up

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I think I’m getting better and then everything gets bad again. 

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“I can take a lot. That has it’s positive side, just as it has it’s negative side. Because when I take these 99 bullets which is easy to handle, the 100th bullet is finally hitting me. And that’s the point when I’ll get into a breakdown. Because then all of these bullets feel like they come all at once.”

— fightingborderline    - Being a strong person is fine, until that last bullet hits you.

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sometimes the only solution is to go to sleep

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