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Over The Garden Wall (2014) 

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fall is here 

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By kjp

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Pasta & Game of Thrones | Melanie Murphy

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Melanie Murphy                                           Dodie Clark

Hazel Hayes                                                Hannah Witton

Rosianna Halse Rojas                                 Lucy Moon

Connie Glynn                                               Zannah Perrins

Inspirational Women on YouTube Hogwarts Aesthetics

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the inherent eroticism of the university library after dark

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The more I read and research on my OCPD, the more I am frustrated at trying to understand how my disorder can be debilitating. The characteristics and symptoms all seem to be positive, productive things: -altruistic behavior to counterbalance overly critical thoughts towards others, -obsessions without unrestricted compulsions on things like money management, time commitments, and interpersonal social ideas/intersections, -constant obsessive thoughts on large concepts such as the infinity of the universe, black holes, linear and nonlinear time, the possibilities of parallel and alternate universes, etc…, -perfectionism in morality, -attempts to flesh out defragmenter thoughts to alleviate distance between self and others, -a tendency to attempt “fixing” the self by recognizing maladaptive traits and sublimating them to adaptive traits

So I’m a worrier who tries really hard to fix the things I know I do wrong and be a good, right, and efficiently/productive person. I think things through thoroughly before acting. I do not understand what’s harmful about any of that.

And then the books hit me with things like: - “OCPD people often see what are in fact symptoms as valid and valuable aspects of their personality.” - “…consists of more thought than action; magical thinking where hope is confounded with achievement; contemplation without implementation; making practice runs in preparation for making a move without ever actually making a move…” - “…flattening of effect that is due to the conviction that a great leader should never become emotional = impulsive = careless.” - “…the irrational conviction that the more things change (the more change are made) the more things stay the same.” - “…an inbuilt reluctance to become openly angry believed to = being unacceptably bellicose;…” [bellicose: demonstrating aggression and willingness to fight] - “…and indecisiveness fueled by the belief that given time crisis’ take care of themselves, and active intervention at times of crisis can only complicate things.”

Oh and let’s also not forget: - “…some have insight to the point that they struggle with themselves about their attitudes… They mostly feel compelled to respect these attitudes, though they recognize and understand that they are acting foolishly neurotic to the point that they are unnecessarily isolating themselves from loved ones.”

Or my personal favorite: - “That said, many of the compulsions and obsessions in OCPD do tend to be ego-syntonic… along the lines not of ‘I am compulsive’ but of ‘I am a good parent, even a hero’;…”

Fuuuuuuuuuck.

(Edit: This post is okay to reblog if you have OCPD or another personality disorder with identifying symptoms as mentioned above. Self diagnosed perfectly okay, but please have done genuine research. Personality disorders have symptoms that can seem like every day issues, but to be pd are experienced at an extreme level. *****It’s pretty annoying to be struggling and get a reblog with a tag or comment along the lines of “omg this is so me” “I totally have this”. This is not a cutesy personality test. This is real life. Don’t reblog unless you need this.)

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i don’t even know,,… tag urself im milly macdonald 

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The Secret History//MBTI//Pt.I

Hello, this is part one of my Secret History MBTI character analysis. I’m starting with the character Francis Abernathy (one of my faves) The other characters will follow in a similar format. Here we go...

Quotes: Apart from the infamous asparagus quote, here two other quotes about/by the man, the myth, the legend: 

“....Francis, barefoot and still in his bathrobe, stepped precariously over rocks and branches, balancing his glass of ginger ale. once we got to the lake, he waded in, up to his knees, and beckoned dramatically like saint john the baptist” “Forgive me, for all the things I did but mostly for the ones that I did not.”

So, I typed our boy Francis as an ESTP. I’m going to break down each letter and give a little explanation bit:

Francis: ESTP

•Breakdown•

E: Was pretty forward with Richard about his sexuality, and seemed more comfortable than some of the others with engaging in society and interacting with those outside of their "cult". S: Francis relies on observation and immediate surrounding when it comes time to plot and execute (lol) their murder(s). He draws on the environment and relies heavily on others (Henry's, but later Richard's) judgements on what actions to take. T: I think (lol, puns) that T works best for Francis because, while he is preoccupied with the fear of getting caught as the gang gets deeper and deeper into they're predicament, he is more focused on analyzing (maybe over analyzing) the situation at hand for ways it could go wrong. Francis also seems to be focused on getting laid despite the emotional connection it may entail. He even (sort of) tries to coerce Richard into some non-consensual acts. I'm not saying Richard wouldn't have enjoyed it, but he definitely wasn't consenting. In that moment Francis seemed to be much more calculating than emotional despite the fact that his actions were driven by physical desire and, during the investigation, survival instinct. P: I feel like Francis is pretty open minded and enjoys exploring different options and pathways before making decisions. He seems a little too accepting and interested in Henry's plans and even at times Henry himself. Francis doesn't seem to be the decision maker or really any form of leader for the group, but I still enjoyed reading about his character a lot.

Let me know what you think!

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Found Henry Winter and Francis Abernathy at some Russian art museums

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todd anderson from dead poets society

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Practical, not sexist or supposed-to-look-hot female armor which actually protects you.

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how iconic is it that the bold type had their interracial f/f ship and their interracial m/f ship have soft hookup scenes as well as a proper build up while also murdering their white m/f ships 

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