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scout and Bonk! ? (It’s spiked)

replacing it with something sugar free is basically poisoning too, right? :3

BONUS UNDER CUT

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they date btw

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oh hey

it's my strawpage :D

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god forbid a boy needs to throw up in a bucket

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cut the bullshit, you can't fix this

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yaaay friends yay

(last @noekozzz)

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from magma w @noekozzz

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my magma things! (bonus for target audience under cut)

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pov: you're a medic and i'm waiting for my healing after almost getting demolished by soldier while trying to protect you (you never asked for that and didn't even noticed)

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for my REAL target audience 💙

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so which one are you

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i would like to share some thoughts about scout and his childhood trauma from friend's dms. might delete that later but i thought that those were pretty good analysis even though this might be so obvious for everyone and I'm just inventing a wheel.

I don't think scout's mom could be either a bad or a good person, it's a both side issue. Yes, she could well have children from each marriage to keep it together, or she could not cope with postpartum depression and stopped caring about all of her saplings properly. Yes, I don't like it when she is made the ultimate good character, no matter how many children she has produced and how much of a glass child trauma has been left on her youngest son lol

Ma is more like the parent who seemed to be trying to give you the best, but even after going through all the difficulties together, you still respect her, love even, but you don't feel like you deserve to go through this, but as if your personal beef with this has already become invalid, because so many years have passed, you are now an adult and your feelings are your responsibility. And mom has changed and now you won't be able to hang any of your grievances on her, even if you really want at least a little validation of the fact that everything that fell on your shoulders in the past - should have never meant to be.

For a very long time I racked my brains over the question of the relationship between scout and spy, for a long time I was angry that the community was too much fixated on tenderness and happy endings, trying to fix them. And I am still a little indignant, but through watching these media, I finally understood why it is how it is, but, of course, most likely this is only my vision.

looking intito the scout's trauma, the fact of lack of the comfort and being in an atmosphere where you have to completely disappear so as not to disturb anyone (which is exactly what it was judging by the voicelines) I believe that even if he was betrayed by both parents, he is still like a blind kitten poking anywhere, just to find at least somewhere warm, because there is NOWHERE else. No one has a place for him, so he not only appreciates any manifestation of positive attention to himself, but also looks for a place for himself in someone's life, no matter for how long. Even a quick sense of security is what he grasps at like homeless grasping at a piece of bread. This can be phrased as "there are little to no options, so he is ready to return even to his worst enemy" and instead of aggressively rejecting, he passively accepts (because he does not want to seem completely helpless). With this in mind, artworks with spydad spikes some conflicting feelings in me.

Therefore, I believe that artists and ficwriters when trying to make up for their sick paraphilias, make him quite malleable - they're not really wrong. I singled out that he most likely has a relationship model "yesterday we fought, today we behave as if nothing happened, because no one will apologize to me and I don't want to stop being loved or scolded if I bring this topic again". So this can lead to him constantly pushing his boundaries little by little just to please somebody who's close to him; acting as if it's his own decision to push himself, but in reality just being manipulated (model that i often see among blunt trauma gang)

I also think he might have depressive episodes, that gets triggered occasionally, but it just combines with ADHD to not let him ROT. let me know what you think about this one cause I'm not really sure.

okay thanks for reading, bye

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sketch batch of my ponysona with really huge ass

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i sold my soul to legally sillypost

i also really liked someone's headcanon about Bidwell being scout's brother and him going on every of his games. i don't remember who's hc it was tho, soz

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another magma batch

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and suddenly i'm him again

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magma stuff