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I want to draw so bad but i keep being BUSY . dont my professors know I could be lovingly rendering ominous orv images instead of doing 60 pages of reading . don't they know I miss my emotionally absent wife (kim dokja)

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WIP workin out here

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WIP workin out here

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old sketches/doodles??? 🐁

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walmart doodles madoka again

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sketches in ms paint i think its like an au where there is nothing left from homura just the shell driven solely by a desire to be with madoka

pic 2 "hi girl..." pic3 sayaka: " madoka who is that creepy girl with you?" madoka: "oh this is my new friend!" pic 4 madoka: "she was wandering around the school i thought maybe she is lost!"

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the punisherrrrrrrrr

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Homura: [crying] you wouldn't ever leave me, would you? Madoka: I think I'm omnipresent Homura: well come be omnipresent over here okay

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So, during the last few weeks, I may or may not have binge read The Lord of the Mysteries. Did I love it? Absolutely. Did my mind got blow away by Klein and Amon? I don't have word to describe my feelings at the start of book six, or the final fight, or simply just all the end of each books. I think I can count on my hands the number of time a book made me so immersed in, and Lotm definitely is in it.

I haven't started the Circle of Inevitability yet, I need to take a breath before going there ^^'

First, I love world building that are so good you feel immersed in the world and they are complicated to understand because it's not your world and you need to understand how it's work! It's my favorite thing in whatever media I watch/read. And since it's so incredible, well written, intriguing, I was directly hooked.

Second, I love smart people, and peoples are smart in Lotm. Whether it is the antagonists or the protagonists or just other people.

Third, I have a lot of affection for steampunk worlds, religions that shape the world, numerous sides characters who are not bland, antagonists who are not against the protagonist but who objectives are the same and so have to go against each other. Protagonists who have to shoulder more than they can but do it for love. Incredible magic system!

I could go on and on, the fights are superb and well written. It's not just a series of mindless punch or kick, you need to think to fight, and this is so good to read. The magic system is amazing, it's why the fights are so good. But magic is not only for the fight in Lotm, it's for everything and shape the whole story, and it's good! You'd think, when you start that it's just for it, but as the story progress you learn it's not and it's good!!!

I think I need to stop this review(?) here, I'm just repeating myself and telling it's good ^^'

But to conclude, I love The Lord of the Mysteries. And Klein. And Amon.

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i just love them

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yurification beam or whatever

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it feels like at least here I barely see any analysis on madoka herself. It’s usually almost always an analysis on another character that brings up madoka (most of the time homura) or it is the 500th analysis about how madoka actually didn’t want to be a god, missed her family, and had severe self doubt issues. Which is all well in good but I just wish there was bit more for her.

I just wish more analysis would tap into madoka herself. In how despite the amount of suffering madoka has seen and had to endure herself she still sees the world as something worth protecting. How much empathy she has for others; in how she never snapped back at Sayaka and continued to stay by her side no matter how much she lashed out at her and how she decided to make a contract just so Mami wouldn’t be lonely anymore. How she made a wish with Kyubey that would separate her from her family and friends forever just to validate and protect the hopes and wishes of magical girls while allowing them to burden madoka with their pain. How fucking powerful she had to be as a god to nearly break Homura’s world by simply just starting to remember who she truly was.

I just…I fucking love madoka and it frustrates me deeply how little appreciation some parts of the pmmm fandom seem to give her asides from the fact that she became a god.

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"Two lovers entwined pass me by And Heaven knows, I'm miserable now"

("Heaven Knows I’m Miserable Now" by The Smiths)

Inspirations: The Kiss by Gustav Klimt and Zodiac by Alphonse Mucha

Alphonse Mucha has been my biggest inspiration lately, especially in my sketchbook. I've been looking at a lot of art nouveau stuff actually.

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A liar

Alt without the tomato from the last scene of rebellion:

I've been rewatching the original series and reigniting my passion for madoka magica before the new film. I hope it's great, because I really did not like magia record (I wasn't playing the game so I didn't care much for the characters, though the doppels were cool). We'll see.

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Pocky time

Transcription of the text:

Sayaka: Where did you get this pocky?

Kyoko: The store duh.

Sayaka: Did you pay?

Kyoko: Idk, who cares.

Comment on the arkwork:

I'VE FINALLY FINISHED THIS PIECE OMG THAT TOOK SO LONG BROS IM SO DONE LITERALI OVER. But aren't they pretty? so pretty. ah, the duality of men.