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BoJack Horseman S06E10 ‘Good Damage’

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do u ever get so bored that u take naps so u don’t have to sit and be alone with ur thoughts?? yeah, me neither hahaha

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please don’t grab my wrist, my body doesn’t know you’re not them

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Me: absolutely hates being told what to do

Also me: panics if someone is not telling me what to do in very specific detail because if no one is telling me what to do I’m not being productive enough

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every time i go to wash my hands,

there always remains a small stain.

it doesn’t go away.

some days i can ignore it.

most days i hardly think about it.

but there are special days,

where i stare down at my hands

and can’t even recognize my skin beneath.

why am i so flithy?

everyone thinks you’re disgusting.

why do you even try?

it’s been two years now.

on the days i can’t bear to look at myself

i wash them-

no

i scrub them.

i think it just makes them worse.

my hands are raw and bloody and it scares people.

i just want to be clean

like you

like everyone

i don’t want to be dirty

i didn’t ask for this

im really trying

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ᴍᴇᴛʜɢ0ᴅ

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“i haven’t seen you in such a long time,are you even still alive?”

-a book that’ll be too hard to write

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please ill do anything

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Honestly though.

How could you let them pin me down?

How could you just listen to me beg for help?

How could you just stare as they ruined me?

How could you just walk out the door and leave me to rot in there?

How could you do all that

And then lie through your teeth

And tell me that you loved me?

I hate so much that it still bothers me.

I hate that every night I lay awake thinking about you and why you would do this to me.

You took all of the lovely things I had and ruined me.

I really hope it was worth it.

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destination for the broken hearted

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X

(C.B)(5.21.18)

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I’m allowed to be angry about what happened. I am allowed to be angry about what you did.