archetypeengine
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Melissa | 20 | she/her
I'm a professional procrastinator.
Engineer school is hard and I need somewhere to cry about it.
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Dailies, May 25 - 31, 2015
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I have not been here for ages and completely forgot how wonderfully cathartic it is to publicly write about my feelings with relative anonymity.
#look at me#talking about stuff that I usually just bottle the fucck up#but here it's like#I don't have a lot of followers or anything#so nothing really gets a response#and if it does it's not the kind of response you get from someone you casually know in person#who probably doesn't really know much about you#since you have this separate less sincere happier public persona#because you can't just be yourself#and having someone like that talk to you when you're having a bad time just kind of#makes things worse#because god damn it you just can't open up in person to anyone other than these particular three people you have a connection with#and you can't just#stream of conscious style blabber at them whenever you have all these words and thoughts and feelings bouncing around in your head#but I never could write for myself#not on paper#and not on an intangible word document that stays in your files#because I destroy most things that I make#with one simple motion#but here#it's just the right balance between visible and invisible#and I'm not forcing anyone to read or to listen or to care
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#so my mom is an awful bitch#and I haven't spoken to her for years#since no one can force me to anymore#but she has my damn phone number#and texts me every once in a while#anyway#this one time I get home from work#sore exhausted and tired of bullshit#having a few stiff drinks#when she texts me#and tries to guilt trip me for not talking to her#'oh your poor little half sister who hasn't seen you since she was like 3 saw a picture of you and misses you so much'#'it's just awful that you don't talk to meeee'#blah blah blah whatever#'whyyyy won't you talk to me boo hooooooo'#so I almost break my years long silence#and tell her the fuck off for being an awful abusive heroin-addled jackass#and I turn to my roomie for help formulating a scathing response#when she tells me#'the best time to plant a tree is 20 years ago'#and my stupid drunk ass was like#'damn that's profound you're right I should absolutely not do that'#'shoulda done that hellas ago too late now can't just start a tree all willy nilly'#I guess in the end not being a clever cookie when I'm drunk is a blessing.
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me, finally getting a chance to say something I’ve thought about for twelve days straight: oh, hey, that reminds me, funny thing, this just came to mind but
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of course, the irony about this cartoon - which I assume is meant to demonstrate shallow selfie culture desecrating the great classics - is that among other things a) hamlet is a disaffected young man suffering from depression and, frankly, deeply self-absorbed and b) the entire play is obsessed with the idea of performance and performativity and so absolutely hamlet taking selfies would be in the spirit of the original because a selfie is a new way of constructing the self through images
so what I’m saying is: fuck off culture snobs I’m coming for you
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oh ym fucking god anime is cancelled FOR GOOD
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I've been feeling so suicidal lately and I'm trying really hard not to start self harming again and I feel like I don't have anyone to turn to and I don't know what to do anymore.
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lower-income people tend to be “hoarders” and richer people are able to do more “minimalist” living spaces. if u don’t have much, you will hold onto any little thing that comes across your way. you got a new tv, but you still keep the old tv because you know things can break. you keep extra boxes of macaroni and cheese lying around because there will be a week when you don’t have money for groceries. you hold onto your stacks of books and clothes for dear life. those are your assets. physical evidence of where your money’s gone. it’s hard to get rid of it. the bare wall is terrifying when you don’t have much.
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hey have you considered dragons having threat responses similar to cats and lizards where their scales shift to make them look bigger
sometimes it works ( with mixed results )
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