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god i am in so much fucking pain i cant think and i cant beg you to stay even though when im alone thats all i do

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youre saying goodbye and youre saying its temporary and youre saying i love you and all i feel is the cold grip of fear squeezing my heart and lungs until i can do nothing but cry in silence

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sooooo do i delete my old lucas fic or what😭☠️

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ik i was supposed to never come back but it was imperative that i return to tell everyone to stream LO$ER=LO♡ER by txt

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once a girl reported me to an administrator at school bc i was breaking dresscode and she didnt like me. so i pushed her down the stairs. i just kept walking and i dont think she saw me and i never got caught. i know she got very seriously injured and they had to call an ambulance and she transferred schools bc she knew SOMEONE pushed her and she didnt feel safe. ive never regretted it. its been years since i graduated and im on mood stabilizers now, but sometimes when someone is testing my patience i calm myself down by thinking about how good it felt to snap once and how i cant do that again bc i would go to prison probably

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grammy celebration hugs 💖

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(schools over so im lowkey back but im just gonna lurk mostly, hope youve all been good<3)

hiatus

hello luvs its ria! just a post to sort of cement something ive been planning on :) 

i have so much stuff going on right now in person w/ school, internships, competitions, work, & family that i think i need to cut down to as little social media as possible, which means sites where i dont interact with irl friends have g2g for now. 

i know i said i was going to work on and hopefully finish up around and around, but even though i have written a decent amount of it, i havent had the time or motivation to finish completely. i still wont count out doing that at some point but it won’t be soon sadly :(

im gonna log out of tumblr tomorrow morning so im not tempted to come back on here, so i wont see any messages after tonight- pls dont be sad if i dont answer! ill see you all when things calm down a little <3 stay safe and healthy

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hiatus

hello luvs its ria! just a post to sort of cement something ive been planning on :) 

i have so much stuff going on right now in person w/ school, internships, competitions, work, & family that i think i need to cut down to as little social media as possible, which means sites where i dont interact with irl friends have g2g for now. 

i know i said i was going to work on and hopefully finish up around and around, but even though i have written a decent amount of it, i havent had the time or motivation to finish completely. i still wont count out doing that at some point but it won’t be soon sadly :(

im gonna log out of tumblr tomorrow morning so im not tempted to come back on here, so i wont see any messages after tonight- pls dont be sad if i dont answer! ill see you all when things calm down a little <3 stay safe and healthy

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they keep playing dynamite on the italian radio and hence it has replaced the other very annoying songs in my dads whistling catalog.... armies never lose

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drink water!!!! dance in your room!!!!!! eat a lot of veggies!!!!!! dance as you do chores!!!!!! eat some fruit!!!!!!!! let yourself feel sad!!!!! have that $5 hot drink sometimes!!!!! try to smile even when you’re alone and doing some work!!!! listen to music that makes you happy when you’re feeling down!!!!!! we’ve all gone through crap and life might have more in store for us but we got this!!!!! 

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[201010] pretty savage - blackpink

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as soon as a man says female i tune out. fuck you

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I hate spiders so fuckibg much but why do I think he’s cute.

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LOVESICK GIRLS 

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trump wants to steal the spotlight from blackpink soooo bad omfg misogyny never sleeps 🙄

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you're laughing. trump and melania literally have covid and you're laughing. AND I'M LAUGHING TOO

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LISA SAID SHE WAS BORN A SKINNY BITCH