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labour - paris paloma … sentence starters 

“So now I’ve gotta run.”

“This was an escape plan.”

“Dive into the waves below.”

“I know you’re a smart man.”

“And I’m getting fucking tired.”

“It’s dominance under a guise.”

“I’d watch and could not save her.”

“You make me do too much labor.”

“Silence haunts our bed chamber.”

“Why are you hanging on so tight.”

“It’s not an act of love if you make her.”

“The callous skin on my hands is cracking.”

“If our love ends would that be a bad thing?“

“All day, every day, therapist, mother, maid…”

“Apologies from my tongue, and never yours.”

“If our love died would that be the worst thing?“

“I can undo this mistake… at least I’ve gotta try.”

“Live to attend him, so that he never lifts a finger.”

“Emotional torture from the head of your high table.”

“Who tends the orchards? Who fixes up the gables?”

“She’d do what you taught her. She’d meet the same cruel fate.”

“I know you’re a smart man and weaponize the false incompetence.”

“And walk back down again to feel your words and their sharp sting?”

“Twenty-four seven, baby machine, so he can live out his picket fence dreams.”

“For somebody that I thought was my savior, you sure make me do a whole lot of labor.”

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thinking abt shinobu & the pipe line between....

bard (arr to stb) - samurai (stb to shb) - white mage (potentially; end of shb to ew)

i've also thought abt her being a tank of some kind, drk maybe but that probably wont be canon to her story

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the capillaries in my eyes are bursting, if our love died, would that be the worst thing? for somebody i thought was my savior, you sure make me do a whole lot of labour. the calloused skin of my hands is cracking, if our love ends, would that be the worst thing? and the silence haunts our bed chamber, you make me do too much labour.

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You're okay...

You're alright...

I'll never, ever leave your side...

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shinobu deserves a 'first time in forever' moment bc while she is anna, she is ALSO elsa & i think shadowbringers is where this really comes into play. all her fears and worries coalesce into one big whirlwind, a symbol of how loving too much can lead to ruin if the scale tips too drastically in one direction-- but also how the ABSCENSE of love is just as bad & kindness isn't a flaw or a curse.

also im evil and i want her singing to be a tool of evil. somewhere between 14 and tou.chstarved and think sleeping beauty. literally her league verse actually, where her singing puts ppl into trances or sleep states and it causes Problems and she has no idea how to control her powers </3

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i know i made shinobu's curse manifest thru her voice, incredibly fitting & angsty, but like........ damn. there's something about the touch aspect that makes me want it to be touch instead now

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for touchstarved im thinking thoughts & the golden around shinobu's throat glowing when she sings....

her still having an element of being touch starved & its very apparent when she's away from her sibling, the only person who ever gave her affection, in search of the Senobium..... oooo

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Crushes a soda can in my hands. Alright it's shinobu time

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— Edna St. Vincent Millay, Spring

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i don’t know about the others, but i will remember your kindness.

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Water Lilies, Claude Monet

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Florence and The Machine, from “Daffodil”

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sinday mini hcs for shinobu hehe

she wears lingerie, soft silks & laces in pastels, or flowy babydolls; she loves to feel cute & especially if it's for a partner.

she would be a fan of cockwarming tbh, it's tender & intimate.

service top energies; she's very giving & prefers her partners satisfaction to come first & foremost before her own.

she's easily flustered & finds it difficult to voice her own wants at times, but very much the type to latch onto something her partner enjoys once she catches onto it.

likes loud partners, she loves people's voices, the honesty that comes with it! moan into her ear <3

her inner thighs are sensitive & she gets wet easily. she's also a fan of oral, but isn't one to ask for it (bc embarrassing & she's worried it'll be 'off putting' to her partner </3)

though she does enjoy slow, intimate sex for the more emotional aspect of it (she Will hold ur hands during sex), she isn't easily broken & is more than happy to be manhandled & pressed into the bed. :^)

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Hanif Abdurraqib, A Little Devil in America: Notes in Praise of Black Performance

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Mary Oliver, from "Evidence", Devotions

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laying down thinking of her.... she brings me to TEARS I love her!!!!!