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Where did my motivation go? It takes forever to get her but it leaves without a trace... I hate it...

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It’s really no wonder no one talks to me...

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2020 and i’m already so exhausted again...barely 2 days and im already not doing anything right...

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Fuckin around with one of my besties 😂😂

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Dear Mom and Dad...

Dear Mom and Dad, you give me your support and for that I am grateful. Though with the ways that you act, forgive me if I’m skeptical. 

Dear Mom and Dad, I’m unsure how to explain it to you, day in and day out there are things I wish I was able to do.

Dear Mom and Dad I wanna love myself when I look in the mirror…but each second that passes the dysphoria gets clearer.

Dear Mom and Dad, you didn’t understand, Why did I wright you a letter then leave for the weekend?

Dear Mom and Dad, even the most unconditional love has proven weak in this day and age, It was because I was scared you wouldn’t let me stay.

Dear Mom and Dad I may not have it as bad as the people over seas, but please understand this isn’t who I wish to be.

Dear Mom and Dad each time you speak my birth name I smile and act fine, but on the inside it feels like I am truly Dying.

Dear Mom and Dad I find it hard to believe that you are okay with who I present, when I’ve never heard you try and slip up before correcting your end.

Dear Mom and Dad did you know I can’t stop thinking about the body that I have? I can’t even daydream about the day I’m a real man…

Dear Mom and Dad, I’m sorry I’m not your little girl, I’m sorry I ruined your hopes of an elegant pearl.

Dear Mom and Dad, I know you say you love me for all that I present, but I’m too afraid to let it out, too afraid to vent.

Dear Mom and Dad I wish you could see, I’m not melodramatic I’m simply afraid of me.

Dear Mom and Dad I know you think this is all just a phase because unlike most female’s my body produces an unusual amount of T, but I’ve never been so sure of something in my life so I implore you take me seriously Please.

Dear Mom and Dad, I don’t know what to do, because even when I try to explain there is no getting through to you.

Dear Mom and Dad I want to rip off my skin, layer after layer until I feel as if I’m free of nonexistent sins.

Dear Mom and Dad whenever I hear my own voice I want to scream, but I act like I’m okay so as not to cause a scene. 

Dear Mom and Dad I know things aren’t the same as when you were young, but does that make me any less mature? Does that really make me dumb?

Dear Mom and Dad, I don’t know what you think is going through my head, because the only things you share about people like me are about the ones who have ended up dead…

Dear Mom and Dad, I love you to bits, but please remember I’m no longer just a Kid.

Dear Mom and dad, I know that the culture has changed, but is that really any reason to aid in my shame?

Dear Mom and Dad I know you love me dearly, I know you want what is best for your children quite clearly.

But Dear Mom and Dad I wish you would understand, I’m just as mature as you and I’m not jumping into a ‘Fad’.

Dear Mom and Dad please open your eyes and see, I’ve been suffering for so long because I am not completely Me.

Dear Mom and Dad I guess I hide it too well, you never ask me how I am, you dont see the times when I fell.

Dear Mom and Dad, I hide it all for you, but please just see that I’m no different too. 

Dear Mom and Dad, I love you dearly. I just wish sometimes you’d judge more clearly.

Dear Mom and Dad this letter is for you, though I know you’ll never see it and that’s okay too.

Dear Mom and Dad I hope one day you understand. This is me signing off as your son, and a Man.

  ~Washington Elijah~

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Hey guys! I need some help!

These girls went missing about an hour outside Denver. Both were getting help an a mental health facility when they ran away.

As the picture says, they left without any of their belongings and medication. They’ve been missing for 8 days. Emma Stokes is a family friend of mine, and thousands of us are desperate for them to be found. We fear she may have been picked up in Denver and was trafficked.

Please share with the hashtags #prayforemma and #prayforanna

If you can repost this to other social media, it would help get the word out to hundreds more. Someone knows where they are, we just want them home.

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🐌 this snail is on his way to you.. 🐌🐌..this snail is fast and is coming for u.. 🐌🐌🐌 he is almost.. there..🐌 this snail says everything will be alright, life can be hard but you’re strong and u will be okay

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Welcome to the Fae Wilds!

((HI!! I’ve been mulling this idea over in my head for weeks but I have FINALLY gotten a motivation for it!! Welcome to my Undertale AU, Faerietale! I am so excited to share my little idea with you guys! My art may not be the best yet, but this little AU i have brings me SO much joy and it’s become a light in a dark place for me. Hence why I picked Grillby to be the Star of my AU. But yea! I hope you enjoy, and have fun interacting if you choose to!!))

Long ago, two races ruled over Earth.

HUMANS and MYSTICS.

One day, war broke out between the two races.

After a long battle, the Humans were victorious.

They banished the Mystics to the Fae Wilds, with the magic of a captured Jinn named Fardeen.

Legends say, those who enter the Fae Wilds never return...

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A few months ago I lost my kitty of 8 years

He was my comfort and my best friend

My last wish for him would be this picture of him in a sweater to go viral

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i made 2 “draw the squad” templates if anyone wants to use them idk

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Well, only two more hours and the Kickstarter is done. Volume 5 will have 200 new poses!

https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/bulldog/poses-for-artists-book-series-volume-5

Thanks again everyone.

Justin

PoseMuse.com

@kickstarter @gumroad

Photo reference credit @senshistock

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My poses are FREE TO USE.

- trace them

- use them as manniquins for your characters

- make NEW art

- NO ATTRIBUTION REQUIRED

Please reblog and repost my poses….the more people linking them, the more I’m encouraged, the more energy i have to keep making them.

Keep Drawing, Justin

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Just a reminder because apparently people don’t realize this, but the rainbow gay pride flag isn’t like…a gay male pride flag? it was literally meant as a pride flag for everyone in the community. not that there’s anything wrong with specific identities having their own flag, but i keep seeing ppl post flag sets as if the rainbow ride flag only represents gay men and saying that not including every single other flag known in existence means you’re excluding people when no it’s not the rainbow flag is for everyone

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💖✨  MAKE YOUR BEDROOM AN AESTHETIC PLACE  💖✨

This is a great idea for those wanting to create a unique home decor in a space. A tapestry hanging from your ceiling can add a wonderful scenic feature to your room, giving some love to the most forgotten element of your home… the ceilings! So why not hang a special ceiling tapestry for that?

–> GET “THE BEER” TAPESTRY HERE <–

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Looking more inspiration?, CHECK 50 DIFFERENT STYLES HERE✨✨

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I cleaned my room and bathroom today.

everyone reblog and tell me one positive thing that happened to you today (no self-deprecation or minimizing yourself!), i love you probably

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My head hurts all the time anymore...I drink enough water. Maybe i eat too much. Maybe it’s my body telling me to stop. Everytime I eat, my body rejects it one way or another. I’m a mess. I’m an absolute mess and no one understands how hard i actually try. I’m constantly beating myself up in my head and i shove it down. If i ignore it long enough, it should get bored and go away. Either way the one time of day I look forwards to the most anymore is bedtime. Sleep is the one thing that doesn’t make me hurt or feel sick. I’ll just sleep for a while. A long long while...