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[aremli]

Friday 16.05.2025

Stuck. Stuck in the same loop. Everyday. Living below mediocrity, living below the standards of people who have less. Maybe I'll change it. Maybe it will destroy me. Maybe it's already to late.

Not caring about hygiene, about chores, about things you don't want to do, yet look where it has brought you. Dishes stacked to the ceiling. A layer of dust so thick, you could ask it for rent. Hair, mold, chaos. I don't want to clean, because that would be effort, which I don't have. Even if I wanted to, it could already be to late.

No. It's never to late to start. The best moment to start is right now. There has never and there will never be a better moment than right now. Starting is the hardest part. Everything after that is easy.

Do it today, not someday.

[aremli]

28.02.2025

Life. There are many sides of life, many facettes, nuances. Ones opinion on life is as individual, as one themself. Humans have always been looking for meaning. For the point of it all. But, does there have to be a point? A point that refers to everyone the same, that is. Most adults will have their stuff figured out, will have found there meaning. One which will be different for most other members of humankind. Everyone has a life and everyone tries to live it the way, which they assume is best, most comfortable and/or most efficient. There are a lot who haven't found their meaning, their way, their point yet.

Maybe someday

[aremli]

09.12.2024

Art. There are a lot of people who claim to understand artists. Understand what they were thinking and feeling, while they were creating each piece. Humans tend to have their day, their social life, their work influenced by feelings. Also there are some who try to comprehend these emotions. Study them. Writing hypotheses. Making educated guesses. And with a probability bordering on certainty they're able to deduce what could have been felt during the process of creating something for the future.

Maybe someday

[aremli]

04.12.2024

What is it like?

It is nothing, made from everything.

What did it feel like?

Wonderful sunshine above a war-torn battlefield. Children singing and dead birds falling from the sky. An overflowing bucket of candy and a bleak road without end.

What did it look like?

Hate. A cold shower on a hot day. No food during a long day. Funny. Boring. A happy-sad ending.

When will it be?

Headaches. Wedding-party. Hospital gowns under UV-light.

Why?

Because it was and it won't ever have been.

There are things we won't ever understand. That's just a part of life. I don't know how you think. I can guess but it'll never be 100%.

Maybe someday

[aremli]

25.11.2024

School. Hated by some, disliked by many and favoured by the least. School shouldn't focus so hard on getting good grades. It should focus on learning how to learn, research, working with technology and exploring hobbies and interests. It should focus on raising the children and prepare them for what is to come. Sadly the system doesn't do that and as a result the youth does not care about a good education.

"Who needs to know these formulas?" "When am I ever going to analyze a poem?"

But the children and, especially, teenagers don't see the good side of school. Working on problems, instead of against them. Making a plan and sticking with it.

Maybe someday

[aremli]

18.11.2024

Humans get labeled and automatically put into a drawer. The brain does that, instead of using precious energy on getting to know new people. Sadly, most first impressions are misleading and plain wrong. Should one make an effort and use some of their energy to go beyond first impressions and prejudice, one would find that most people are alright to talk to and/or even kind.

Maybe someday