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What A Lovely Way To Burn

Watercolor On Birch Panel

2023, 11"x 14"

Roses and Lavender

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Romanced By A Moonbeam

Watercolor On Wood Panel

2023, 14"x 11"

White Plum Blossoms

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spare thought for the enslaved shepherds in greek mythology/tragedy who rescue the exposed doom babies... sometimes they know why the baby was left to die, sometimes they don't. they just — it's a baby. no one else wants it. you can't leave it here. what harm could it do. it's a baby. you want it to live. it's a baby

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faded black denim... most beautiful color in the world tbh

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I want a black t-shirt styled like a metal band tee, with skulls and purple flames and shit and dramatic gothic font text on the front that says

YOU MUST SUFFER ME TODAY

and on the back it reads

I MUST SUFFER ME FOREVER

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Hairy Cuties

Watercolor on Birch Panel

2024, 12"x 16"

Hairy Pink Flax, Linum pubescens

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October 13th 2:30pm Urgent I got this on my door today!

I have until the day after tomorrow. Please, I'm begging help me! I will lose my housing if I can't make rent by Tuesday Noon. Venmo-Kate-Havekost Paypal-havekatart@gmail.com

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The Flax Are Chilling

Watercolor On Black Paper

2024, 11"x 14"

Blue Flax Flowers, Linum

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Golden Memories

Watercolor On Black Cotton Paper

2024, 9"x 12"

Gold Forget Me Nots, Myosotis

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October 13th 2:30pm Urgent I got this on my door today!

I have until the day after tomorrow. Please, I'm begging help me! I will lose my housing if I can't make rent by Tuesday Noon. Venmo-Kate-Havekost Paypal-havekatart@gmail.com

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rip femmeidiot gone but never forgotten 😔 ummm help me find my mutuals??

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i compile the story (at least main one) of the moon rabbit here! so it's easier to read the entire thing

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Print Pre-Order

I'm doing prints. People have been asking for awhile. Available via tumblr only, because etsy sucks. Can be paid via PayPal (includes seller protection) and Venmo. I expect orders to be shipped within 10 days of purchase.

5"x 7" prints $25 each including US Shipping

8"x 10" prints are $40 each including US shipping

DM to place your order and be in the first run!!!

These are the 10 I am considering but can order prints of other pieces upon request

PayPal- havekatart@gmail.com

Venmo- Kate-Havekost

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I was rushed to the hospital today due to coughing up blood the past few days. From the scans the techs did, it was shown that there are tumors on my stomach once again. Doctor said surgery can be done to remove them however a lot of my stomach would be cut out. The procedure is $2200 (discounted from $24,000). Surgery can happen once payment is made due to the hospital not allowing payment plans. The laptop will be on hold and what was given for that will be going to surgery. I apologize for this. I'm hoping after this i can get approved for disability. I'm doing tarot and tea readings and @scarsofbeauty is doing art comissions on their page. pls share to help a disabled afro-indigenous queer person and their family.

$1,875 left for tumor removal. I already know I won't be able to get the surgery tomorrow, but maybe I can get the open spot for Saturday.

pp: teariche@gmail.com

ca: $kendyhoney

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I just don't think guilt is a good feeling to make central to your progressive activism. You aren't repenting, you don't NEED to repent. You don't have to crawl through the desert for miles apologizing for being white or straight or using plastic straws or whatever. It's not about your guilt, your complicity is forced onto you by society, you don't have to feel guilty for that. But we do need change, and I think the promise of a better future for all of us is a far better goal than just focusing on killing yourself to repent for sins you didn't know you were committing or that don't even exist in the first place.

Hope is a motivator, spite is a motivator, love is a motivator, guilt is a punishment that gets in the way of actually doing what needs doing. I don't want you to cry and apologize to me for all the evils privileged people have done to the oppressed, I want you to show the fuck up to help those oppressed people, which you cannot do if you're stuck in a spiral of self hate.

It's not about your individual sins or actions, it's not really about you as an individual at all, it's about us collectively doing the hard work to make the world a better place. It might feel good or cathartic to focus on yourself and your own perceived sins, but trust me, spending your entire life feeling like you first and foremost have to apologize profusely for just being here is not helping anyone, least of all you.

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We smokin' that empyrean. That Akiva OG. That firmament-cracker kush. Shit so blitzed off that Chaldean snake-blaster we touchin' tips with Metatron. We smokin kykeon in the krater hermetis. Opps can't even see me. So trounced off the flowing light we Lingua Incognito. That Beatrice got me abandoning all hope. We smokin' that deep-dirt shit, that telluric, that chthonic chronic. Dick her so deep call it katabasis. I'm Eurydice. I'm gone forever. [1][1b][2][3][4][5][6][7][8][9][10][11][12][13]

I'm hotboxing the accumulator, so twisted off that Willhelm Reich I'm gonna live forever. My girl a desert. So bricked up on orgone they call me cloudbuster. We smokin' Phlogiston. We smokin' Vril. We smokin' scalar waves. So fucked off sophic salt and six emerald tablets, call me the sun the way that pussy devouring me. [14][15][16][17][18][19][20]

We smokin' that lemurian crystal surgery crud. That atlantean akashic Koot Hoomi kush. Master so ascended I got my tulpa's tulpa blazed. We on that Nebraskan shaman. We on that Caucasian voodoo. We on that Yakubian private reserve. We smokin' perdurabo in the great pyramid of Giza. Call my dick Bethlehem the way my girl slouching towards it. [21][22][23][24][25][26][27][28]

WORKS CITED:

[1]: The Empyrean Heaven [1b]: Rabbi Akiva Ben Joseph and the Sepher Yetzirah [2] The Firmament [3] Ancient Near-Eastern Magic [4] Metatron, Enochic Mysticism [5] Kykeon and the Eleusinian Mysteries [6] Ludovico Lazzarelli and neohermeticism [7] Mechthild of Magdeberg [8] Hildegard of Bingen and Lingua Ignota [9] Dante, Canto III [10] Telluric Current [11] The Chthonic World [12] Orphism and Katabasis [13] Willhelm Reich and Orgone Accumulators [14] Orgone theory and weather [15] Antoine Lavoisier and Phlogithon theory [16] Vril energy and Theosophy [17a] Scalar Wave Theory [17b] Failed CIA experiments into Scalar Wave Theory [18] Paracelsus, Sophic Salt, and the Tria Prima [19] The Emerald Tablet of Hermes Trismegistus [20] Splendor Solis, The Green Lion Devouring the Sun [21] The Lost Continent of Lemuria and the New Age [22] Koot Hoomi, Theosophy, and the Ascended Masters [23] The Besantine Tulpa [24] Neoshamanism [25] Yakub, The Nation of Islam [26] Perdurabo [27] The Second Coming, [28] Yeats and Alistair Crowley