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Wow

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They so cute 😭❤️

Tis Honeycotton

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loveless flowey is so sooo important to me. as an autistic loveless aro with ptsd the idea of post pacifist flowey being able to accept himself as who he has become instead of feeling that his existence is somehow wrong is so touching. he should be allowed to be okay with being flowey. like the whole... Thing. is that what loveless aros feel and think is consistently deemed as something inhuman, and it's extremely isolating (please read this if ur confused on lovelessness <3). flowey thinks he can't possibly ever understand or be the same as everyone else because of his trauma and lovelessness and it's understandable, especially in a world that claims monsters are literally made of compassion and love etc

flowey clearly cares about those around him from the way we've seen him interact with others, but it's not really something he can personally view as "love". he struggles to understand himself and the way he feels about who he used to be-- the "old" him who "could" love. the idea of loving anyone is so tied to the past that he already views as separate from who he's become, that he can't really understand what love is even Supposed to feel like anymore.

i really want him to be okay with who he is now even if it means not ever being able to feel the way he did before his trauma, because that's the reality of it. we can't just make the way we feel go away. flowey is constantly punishing himself for the way he feels and him saying that he did the right thing even if things didn't turn out perfect is suuuuch a huge step. he has to make amends with himself and allow himself to just. live without punishing himself just for existing

i could talk at length about how a lot of his actions during his resets were likely a result of subconscious self destructive behaviors and control issues due to trauma BUT that's not what this is about i just think. loveless flowey. being able to say he's loveless and not viewing it as a shameful thing that somehow makes him less than anyone else. is so So important. it's like buddy u just understand the world differently because u have trauma u gotta work through and thats okay

pretty much i just wish that lovelessness wasn't something thats looked down on just because we don't feel what we're "supposed" to feel in the way others feel it or whatever allo people say. some people are aro some people loveless some people are aplatonic and we shouldn't condemn anyone for it because it's not something that Should be condemned. it's just how some people are and i adore the idea of flowey just allowing himself to Be

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WE WON

Mad Mew Mew!!! Mad Mew Mew???

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"Mad Dummy" is now a woman, trying to change her gender identity and build (as much you deny it) transphobic headcanons wouldn't change shes now a woman

"Mad Dummy" chose the Mew Mew animatronic not because she found it cute or for joke purposes, it express perfectly what she truly desires in a body

People been saying Mad Mew Mew only say shes a woman because "Mew Mew's character" is one and she wants respect "her canon".... thats bullshit! in this dialogue she shows literally the otherwise ! Seriously it cost nothing do a little research

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My partner gave me this :3❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

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Oh my god this concept made me remind i made this two years ago 😭😭

Lots of swears

Naked warning??

LOL

heres a silly little post pacifist au i've had for a Good While now which is why i tend to draw hyperdeath asriel and frisk being siblings a lot theres some Info under the cut if ur curious

OKAY SO BASICALLY i like to imagine that after leaving the underground flowey is able to come to terms with. Being Flowey and through therapy learns how to be more open and frisk and papyrus help him a lot through this. i think toriel already Knows hes flowey just cuz of the way he acts shes like "i dont know how. but that is my son boy." and one day he comes home from therapy and goes I Need To Tell You Something. I Am Asriel. and he braces for the way she reacted in the underground but this time around she just goes "im so glad you finally feel comfortable telling me" and they both cry it out

as flowey becomes more comfortable with being himself he starts to mess around with his face to prank frisk cuz he just NEEDS to be an annoying older brother and after he works out his various issues and can see himself more as he is an not there being a clear distinction between asriel and flowey in his brain (ive talked about this a lot i think he sees asriel as different from him cuz of trauma and therapy will help him kind of calm down and go "im still me im just different and older now and also traumatized but despite everything its still me") i think he would be able to make himself look like hyperdeath asriel as its what he feels most comfortable looking like

he still goes by flowey and he moves around like flowey but when hes just standing there he needs a cane both cuz i imagine it kinda hurts and he doesnt have good balance. i like to think that despite being a weird grumpy guy who sits at home all day cuz hes not ready to interact with lots of people yet hes actually a very good brother who cares a lot about frisk and the people around him <3 big brother flowey SO real btw ask to tag if needed

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AUGHH SHES SO PRETTY

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YIPPIEEE RIEL ART

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY ANOTHER QUEENKAARD WIN FOR THE LESBIANS !!!! also how are we feeling flowey likers. sure we didnt get any valentines from him but like yeah that makes sense so ill count it as a win. contributing to my loveless aro flowey hc

also! watched the trolls movie recently. i liked it SOOOO much it was genuinely so enjoyable and branch makes me emotional i really didnt expect the SINGING KILLED MY GRANDMA thing to get me

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4 of those are my requests I feel so blessed 😭😭❤️

MS Paint doodles :P

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Yeah

More amelia :p

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God i hate so much see flowey age discourse why is so hard for people acept hes ageless man

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God she looks amazing love her forever

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Thank u cass for ur service!!!

Remake of the Famitsu Undertale 5th anniversary Mad Mew Mew sprite, as accurate as I could possibly get it. For some reason I didn't do this one for the longest time. Original here:

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UGHHH LOVE HIM

Whatever helps you sleep at night man

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I love emerald sword saga so much

Heelllo maybe yall didn't know this but Undertale isn't the only thing that makes my autism go hard but I also love listen Rhapsody/Rhapsody of Fire and Turilli's work in general

I've been hella hyperfixated with Emerald Sword Saga lately... here my desings of Warrior Of Ice and Dargor.

And... thats it. Ty for read

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I feel strange like posts of flowey/asriel artists i don't interact in a mutual way

Reason why I prefer avoid mostly of times