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Never felt so alone in my life.

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Keep your gaurd up.

If you really believe that a someone you’ve known for years will never fuck you over, you’re sadly mistaken. Someone you’ve known for days can honestly be more loyal to you than someone who you’ve known all your life. This is why you can never let your gaurd down.

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If I had 15 minutes left before I died and I knew you listen I would tell you that I'm in love with you. Not just in ordinary love with you, so in love that I'd build a stairway to heaven just thank God for pointing you in my direction. So much more than just what you do for me and an erection. So much more than the best gift in a world or gods blessing. Even more than the anger and hate that is felt when Ive learned a lesson. It's like love was our invention... Seeking out a soul to feel that will help your heart to heal from any misconception. So much that I thank you for what you are because without you I'm not even an ordinary man to mention. Progression... It must be time for a confession.

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You are made of eternities and whenever you smile, a little of the universe slips out and gives people the chance to see stars up close. You are so much..

This is beautiful <3

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The Morning After I Killed Myself

The morning after I killed myself, I woke up.

I made myself breakfast in bed. I added salt and pepper to my eggs and used my toast for a cheese and bacon sandwich. I squeezed a grapefruit into a juice glass. I scraped the ashes from the frying pan and rinsed the butter off the counter. I washed the dishes and folded the towels.

The morning after I killed myself, I fell in love. Not with the boy down the street or the middle school principal. Not with the everyday jogger or the grocer who always left the avocados out of the bag. I fell in love with my mother and the way she sat on the floor of my room holding each rock from my collection in her palms until they grew dark with sweat. I fell in love with my father down at the river as he placed my note into a bottle and sent it into the current. With my brother who once believed in unicorns but who now sat in his desk at school trying desperately to believe I still existed.

The morning after I killed myself, I walked the dog. I watched the way her tail twitched when a bird flew by or how her pace quickened at the sight of a cat. I saw the empty space in her eyes when she reached a stick and turned around to greet me so we could play catch but saw nothing but sky in my place. I stood by as strangers stroked her muzzle and she wilted beneath their touch like she did once for mine.

The morning after I killed myself, I went back to the neighbors’ yard where I left my footprints in concrete as a two year old and examined how they were already fading. I picked a few daylilies and pulled a few weeds and watched the elderly woman through her window as she read the paper with the news of my death. I saw her husband spit tobacco into the kitchen sink and bring her her daily medication.

The morning after I killed myself, I watched the sun come up. Each orange tree opened like a hand and the kid down the street pointed out a single red cloud to his mother.

The morning after I killed myself, I went back to that body in the morgue and tried to talk some sense into her. I told her about the avocados and the stepping stones, the river and her parents. I told her about the sunsets and the dog and the beach.

The morning after I killed myself, I tried to unkill myself, but couldn’t finish what I started.

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See at times I wonder why you left but I understand why. Well actually I don't, it's just something I tell myself every night while I try to fight these tears I never told anyone I cried. And you either mean nothing or everything to me... Which I can't decide. It means more to me that it means nothing to you, it's why I can't let the pain subside. And I love you... Til this day it still pains my mind My heart even skips a beat every time your picture meets my eye

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I decided on you, don’t you get that? I decided on you. I don’t want to go fucking other people and then walk around feeling thrilled and then sad, or empty, or whatever. I like the smell of your hair, and I like the sound of your voice, and I fucking decided on you.

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THIS SHIT RIGHT HERE.

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This is something my gf would say to me lol

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I don’t want to have the world’s attention. Yours is enough.

Unknown (via bl-ossomed)

This is all I want her to act like...

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“What you must understand about me is that I’m a deeply unhappy person.”

John Green, Looking for Alaska (via saudade-love)

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Over thinking is killing me.

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It takes an unbelievably strong man to take a woman back after she cheated. He realizes that as long as he's with her, he has a nightmare to relive on a daily basis that not even time will erase. It's the same way they torture in hell.

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Adventure Time ETDBIDK! Trailer (Wii U)

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