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01. Tell myself it's time now ''gotta let go'' // (Isagi Yoichi) by taylorswiftbutsimp

02. But moving on from him is impossible // (Joshua Hong) by @ashienne

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『 ↳✧･ﾟ; NOTE: these are both separate stories that aren't connected I forced my friend at this collab if that's what you call it @ashienne

↳ ** ༉‧₊˚✧ GENRE: angst

Finding someone to love is quite simple; the difficult part comes when there have been many warning signs for a long time that we have chosen to ignore because we accept them as they are and don't realize how horrible it has been until the two words separate.

We don't miss them; we miss the memories and time we had together, but eventually, we will get over it without knowing we're going to find someone out there who's going to love us and treat us better.

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ꕥ A/N: This is a Alternative Universe Story! My first collab with my friend :)

ꕥ Pairing: Joshua Hong

ꕥ Genre: Angst

ꕥ Wordcount: 430

But moving on from him is impossible.

Just everyday, I always scold Joshua because of his drinking. He wasn’t like this before, I don’t know what comes into his mind to drink this to much. All day, he spend his night clubbing. I just let him do what he wants because I love him, i let him do whatever he wants. Even if it hurts, i don’t care.

“Drinking again?! Really Joshua?!”

“AND YOU EVEN SLEPT WITH HER?

You know, I let all those slide Josh. The drinking? Clubbing? I LET ALL OF THOSE SLIDE. Even if you don’t make time for me because of your drinking, I let those slide, Shua. Because I love you Shua, I love you. But sleeping with another girl when you have a Girlfriend?..It’s too much for me.”

As i cry in our shared apartment, the voice echoing in my mind replaying the things we used to do before. These thoughts going into different scenarios from good to bad before calming myself down. Before i can speak once again, Joshua is interrupting me trying to say something but i was too focused on my thoughts.

Did he do the same thing to her? Am i just a choice?

“Look, w-we were drunk. We didn’t know what we were doing. Im sorry, Okay?”

He said while holding into my hands with puppy eyes.

You can’t get me with your puppy eyes, Josh.

“Sorry? Again? I’ve heard that a million times but you still do the same mistake!”

“ I am sick of you, Shua. I just can’t let myself suffer like this. I am so tired of understanding you. We should end this.”

“W-what? N-no! Please.. Let me have the chance to change. I promise to do better, Just don’t leave me like this.”

“Fuck it, Karina. Just don’t leave me, please. I want you here.”

He said while begging me to stay.

“No Josh, i have give you alot of chances but you never did any of those. I am so fucking tired, with you. I’m letting our 3 years relationship end like this. Good bye.”

I said while bursting all my tears out. It hurts Josh. But i love you, Still.

“Karina, please. For gods sake. Please, just don’t..”

“No, Josh. I had enough.”

“Karina! I’m begging you.. This is so bullshit!”

“Shut up! I fucking hate you. NO WOMEN will love you like I��d ever did.”

I left him while I’m sobbing bursting the hell out my tears.

Leaving you like that is very hard for me, it feels like I’m gonna die. I can’t live without you Joshua. I’m still catching my breath while crying very fucking hard. It wasn’t easy for me to let you go Shua. Moving on from you is impossible, and that’s how i love you.

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ꕥ A/N: This is a Alternative Universe Story! My first collab with my friend :)

ꕥ Pairing: Joshua Hong

ꕥ Genre: Angst

ꕥ Wordcount: 430

But moving on from him is impossible.

Just everyday, I always scold Joshua because of his drinking. He wasn’t like this before, I don’t know what comes into his mind to drink this to much. All day, he spend his night clubbing. I just let him do what he wants because I love him, i let him do whatever he wants. Even if it hurts, i don’t care.

“Drinking again?! Really Joshua?!”

“AND YOU EVEN SLEPT WITH HER?

You know, I let all those slide Josh. The drinking? Clubbing? I LET ALL OF THOSE SLIDE. Even if you don’t make time for me because of your drinking, I let those slide, Shua. Because I love you Shua, I love you. But sleeping with another girl when you have a Girlfriend?..It’s too much for me.”

As i cry in our shared apartment, the voice echoing in my mind replaying the things we used to do before. These thoughts going into different scenarios from good to bad before calming myself down. Before i can speak once again, Joshua is interrupting me trying to say something but i was too focused on my thoughts.

Did he do the same thing to her? Am i just a choice?

“Look, w-we were drunk. We didn’t know what we were doing. Im sorry, Okay?”

He said while holding into my hands with puppy eyes.

You can’t get me with your puppy eyes, Josh.

“Sorry? Again? I’ve heard that a million times but you still do the same mistake!”

“ I am sick of you, Shua. I just can’t let myself suffer like this. I am so tired of understanding you. We should end this.”

“W-what? N-no! Please.. Let me have the chance to change. I promise to do better, Just don’t leave me like this.”

“Fuck it, Karina. Just don’t leave me, please. I want you here.”

He said while begging me to stay.

“No Josh, i have give you alot of chances but you never did any of those. I am so fucking tired, with you. I’m letting our 3 years relationship end like this. Good bye.”

I said while bursting all my tears out. It hurts Josh. But i love you, Still.

“Karina, please. For gods sake. Please, just don’t..”

“No, Josh. I had enough.”

“Karina! I’m begging you.. This is so bullshit!”

“Shut up! I fucking hate you. NO WOMEN will love you like I’d ever did.”

I left him while I’m sobbing bursting the hell out my tears.

Leaving you like that is very hard for me, it feels like I’m gonna die. I can’t live without you Joshua. I’m still catching my breath while crying very fucking hard. It wasn’t easy for me to let you go Shua. Moving on from you is impossible, and that’s how i love you.