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OOC post

I am giving up on roleplaying Tenma. Since there's two Tenmas around I don't think there's a need for this one, who's not even serious in the first place. Plus, there are other Monster characters that need more love. 

If you have any question for Tenma, please ask here . 

I'm not going to answer the ones I have on my message box, I'm sorry.

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Mostly, I stay at home these days. [smile] Of course your older self has been kind to me. He is kind to everyone, just like you... But he is less trusting. I think it's for the best, personally. For you, though... I want you to stay just like you are -- innocent and naive to anything sinister. What do you want your life to be like? Do you want to continue working at the hospital? Get married? Have children...?

I want to continue working at the Hospital. My patients need me... maybe I should marry someone, I don't know. Or plan a small trip to Japan. It's been a long time. 

I'm very happy with the life I'm leading right now by the way. There's hardly anything I want to change... How about you?  

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No, I'm not in school at the moment. There is so much you don't know about me, it makes me sad. Your older self and I have bonded so well.

Then are you working?! ... Or are you just at home? It's okay. I understand. 

You're right, we need to talk more! I'm so happy you're friends with my older self though. Has he been kind to you ? [smile]

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I'll talk to you when you're lonely, Doctor Tenma. You don't need to go on degrading blind dates.

Thanks, Johan, that's really nice of you. And those dates are not degrading! They can be quite fun. It's just that sometimes I have to go back to the Hospital... and I feel a bit bad to leave in the middle of a dinner. 

Anyway, how's school going for you? You're still in school, right? 

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Two people smiling and touching noses?

Inkblot #147

Instructions: Tell me what you see.

-Enjoy

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Well, problem is that other people seem to be able to do things both quickly and accurately. It makes me feel inferior. And I'm valuable just for being alive? I knew you'd say something like that. But why does being alive make me valuable?

You're not inferior.

Yes, you are valuable. Because you're human. We all came to this world to love and be loved.

That's all there is to it. In the grand scheme of things, money, status... they don't matter. We're all made of the same flesh and bone so why must we be different from each other? 

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Dr. Tenma, might you know or know of a Kaoru Nishimi?

No...? Why?  [Mm... That's a Japanese name.]

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I hate when I have amazing dreams and I forget 3/4 of them.

I know exactly what you're talking about! I once had this most amazing incredible dream where I found out the formula to create a bag with an infinite amount of cookies and it revolved around messing up with quantum physics... but then I woke up! And I didn't remember the formula anymore. 

I spent the whole day depressed. 

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For once, I think you're wrong Dr. Tenma. Intelligence isn't a myth. While hard work can get you far, there are people who are simply smarter than others. The thing is...I need a reason to think that I'm valuable. Hard work just doesn't cut it. I want something that is intrinsic to me. Furthermore, I understand things just as well as anyone else, perhaps even more. It's just that everyone else seems to work faster than I do and that makes me think there's something wrong with me...

Smarter than others? No, it's not that simple. I know people who trained to have amazing memory skills and were successful. One of them even used to do poorly at school. It all comes down to the methods you use to memorize... but this is a highly controversial subject, isn't it? So I will not derail our conversation... 

You don't need to search for a reason... Just for being alive, you're already valuable and precious.  There's nothing wrong with you and I don't see anything bad in taking your time to do things!!

It seems you're slow because you're a perfectionist, yes? You want to make everything right. These are normal feelings to have. Maybe others are faster because they do things more care-freely while you're more serious about it. 

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Aw, Doktor. It's okay sometimes have an "accident". I used to wet the bed all the time, even when I got older! Uh, I don't do it anymore, though. /Not very often, anyway. >_>;/

... for you it's normal, you underwent huge psychological trauma and stress. 

I used to wet myself when I was a little kid, especially when I got scared to death. Almost never as an adult, there were just a few rare occasions... once I was holding so hard to not go to the bathroom that I leaked a little.    

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War...war is a horrible thing. I think it's only justified if in defense.

Yes... I guess... I can agree with you on that part... But still, I don't know. 

I don't understand how can someone murder thousands just for selfish or prejudiced reasons. 

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I asked what the condition was exactly, but he couldn't give me a name. That's part of why I wanted to ask you, I thought that maybe you would know. I think he may have said that it was something to do with his abnormally high body temperature. When he gets the migraines, nothing helps him except to wait it out. I only know that much, I'm afraid to ask him more because it's a sensitive subject...

I see. I know it's a very sensitive subject but you will have to ask him to remember the name of the condition... In my experience people don't mind talking about what afflicts them to others, but everybody's different. Ask in beforehand if it's all right to talk about it.

It's impossible to give an accurate diagnosis without seeing the patient. I'm sorry... 

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Long story short, a friend of mine has a brain condition that will probably kill him in 8 years if it isn't treated. He doesn't want surgery, because there's a very high chance that he will either die or suffer from severe brain damage from it. He gets constant, severe migraines. All he said about it is that his brain "is wired wrong". I'd like to know anything you may know about this...

I'm deeply sorry to hear about your friend. He's really into a very complicated situation. Are there any treatments alternate to brain surgery?

What is his condition, specifically? "Wired wrong" is very vague... Constant migraines can be a symptom of a brain tumor, for example.   Since surgery is going to be very complicated, my advice is to seek an alternate treatment... 

Again, I'm very sorry, my heart goes out to you two. I sincerely hope for things to get better. 

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You know what, feel free to not answer that last question. I should know better than to take my real life concerns into an RP. Still, I constantly find myself wishing Dr. Tenma could help, somehow...I get really upset and worried, and I just wish that there was anything I could do for my friend...

I'm very sorry but I don't think I have received your message. Sometimes tumblr does that, it's very frustrating.

Could you re-send it again?  I am more than happy to be of assistance. 

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My manly Russian friend just squealed like a schoolgirl at that smile, thought you should know.

Cut it out, you're making me blush... 

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Then I'm afraid I'm going to have to add you to my list.

Go ahead.

 Also, you aren't going anywhere now. I'm not going to let you leave. 

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Thanks X3 Your smile always makes me happy.

You're welcome!