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Suzanne Vega's My Name is Luka

Yes I think I'm okay... I walked into the door again. If you ask that's what I'll say, and it's not your business anyway...

They only hit until you cry, after that, you don't ask why, you just don't argue anymore....

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Rant on Social Media and Comparing Ourselves to others

Took like a 2 day break from social media like tiktok insta all that and honestly i realized im much happier because when i went back on there and started seeing ppl i instantly compared myself to them and felt awful about it. I think ima keep insta and tiktok deleted cuz the more I go on there the less productive I am and the more insecure I get.

Like even when im on twitter i see something that depresses me and its like fuck this shit I was happier before I saw this. I think tumblr is a safer space bc its mostly art and fanfics on here lmao. The more im on social media ESPECIALLY Tiktok and insta and twitter the more depressed I get and youtube shorts too honestly bc that shit is like insta. you see all these ppl doing cool shit and looking amazing and couples that seem perfect and its like I fucking hate being on here like I wasnt comparing myself before but now I am.

I find that reading books and listening to podcasts and watching political debates is better for my mental health than doom scrolling seeing all these attractive people and just starting to think about changing my looks and its like... I don't want to do that. Like if I change my body for someone else I wont feel good about it I want to be happy and healthy but I dont wanna be over-policing my body and my face and my skin and worrying about every pimple and how my teeth arent straight and how my chest is too flat. These things are okay like I'm a normal woman. And I'm a person of color so most of these people I'm comparing myself to are people that fit the eurocentric beauty standard.

And sometimes I worry about the future man and think oh what if he sees those women on social media and thinks I'm not pretty.... but then again, perhaps my future man is wondering the same when he sees handsome men on social media and wonders if I'd fancy them I guess. I also realized that a man that loves me would never compare me to anyone else and wouldn't even be on instagram watching those people in the first place. I don't know how to feel at this point. I just deleted tiktok and insta and im trying to avoid the bad content that triggers feelings of insecurity and jealousy as much as possible for my mental health when it comes to youtube and twitter since I use them to know about politics. But yeah thats my rant.

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DONT REACH OUT TO YOUR EX!

When you reach out he'll think: oh look i have her begging on her knees now. look how much she loves me and how much power i have. shes so easy and pathetic. i could do anything to her and she would stay

You want him to think that?

no! of course not

now if you dont reach out heres what he will think: ok im moving on now lalalala oh wait… how come she hasnt texted me? does she not care anymore… another text from her would be really good for my ego.

do not give him that ego boost.

I REPEAT DO NOT GIVE YOUR SHITTY EX THAT EGO BOOST IF YOU REACH OUT YOU WILL ONLY GET HURT BECAUSE THEY LEFT YOU FOR A REASON! LET HIM ROT IN HIS MISERY LET HIM BE ALONE AND GO OUT AND HAVE FUN AND MEET NEW GUYS. IF YOU GO BACK YOU WILL MISS OUT ON ALL THE GUYS THAT ARE GOING TO LOVE YOU! IF YOU GO.

Do not worry about whether or not he will come back cuz whether or not he does should not affect you in any way. if he doesn't come back good riddance. and if he comes back ur slamming the door in his face anyway. i know u want the validation but you dont need him to come back. Let him suffer in the loneliness of your absence. You are worth more than an asshole who left you. he's a coward and you are way too good for him. you are prettier, smarter, kinder, more wanted by other people.

You have so much power. do not give up your power.

And yes it WILL take time to get over him, does not mean u need to go back! If you go back you'll be in misery forever. if u leave it will hurt for now but it will feel much better in the long run and future you will thank you! trust me, hes miserable without you. do not worry about whether or not he cares, stop caring about him. pretend he doesnt exist like he tries to pretend u dont exist. and no, he will never move on from you no matter how hard he tries because you were that light for him and he decided to get rid of someone who'd do anything for him. so who lost, really? u lost a selfish narcissistic condescending snake. and he lost a beautiful, kind hearted woman way too good for him. So let him suffer hes going to spend the rest of his life miserable. you just live ur life and focus on yourself baby. you'll be okay.

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I need this reminder and in case you do, DONT CHECK ON YOUR EX!!! FOCUS ON YOURSELF AND YOUR NEW GUY. There is nothing new about your ex, he's still a piece of shit! dont check on him dont check ur texts or email or whatever to see if he sent u something because ur time is way too precious for that!

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Hello there, woman in despair

Your eyes so dark in agony they stare

Perhaps you think you are lost or gone

But it is your devil that lies to you from dusk till dawn

Don't fall for the words of ingratitude

Words that make your days all blued

Sadness passes like any rainy day

Do not drown in your dismay

Every day that passes you will gain some clarity

All together, they are gems that make you a rarity

When the darkest night comes along

You must do your best to stay strong

And if someone leaves you at the altar

Take it as a win that will make you prosper

You might not see the bullet dodged

For the bullet flew too fast for you to see it

But bullets aren't meant to be caught by your sight

Only to pass you by and give you guidance in the night

Do not blame the bullet, blame the person who shot it

one day, the bullet will ricochet and they'll know they sought it

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Timebreaker Bardock comforts you after a Break up

You stood out in the middle of the night staring at the moon with tears falling down your eyes.

"None of it was real" You sighed.

Timebreaker Bardock emerges at the scene and watches as you sat down on the grass crying. You notice his shadow and quickly stand up and wipe your tears.

"You okay?" Timebreaker asks.

"Me? I'm... fine... yeah there's nothing to worry about"

"Well it sounded like you were crying back there. Usually I don't get the urgency to time travel to check what's going on. But something is really off here, and if you don't get up and sort it out, you are going to mess up your timeline and not reach your full potential. That has detrimental effects on your timeline."

"I've given up long ago. Love isn't real. There's nothing to do now. I have no purpose. He was my purpose. And now he's gone..."

Bardock rolled his eyes as he placed his hand on your shoulder firmly.

"Do you know how stupid you sound? Making an entire person your purpose, again? We know what happened last time with your other ex."

"Do you have to remind me of my past mistakes and how stupid I am and how I never learn?"

"No. I am reminding you of your patterns. You transferred all that love you had to the wrong person, to another wrong person. This cycle repeats. You need to stop it."

"But I really thought I had it right this time... And then he betrayed me! When I least expected it!"

"Well, betrayal always happens when you least expect it"

"You seem to know a lot about that"

"Yeah... when Frieza betrayed me after I had been working for him my whole life, and when the saiyans betrayed me after not listening to me about what Frieza was going to do to the planet. I know a thing or two about betrayal. Truth is, you cannot prevent it. No matter what. Just remember that your traitors are miserable. They betray you because they have low self worth.

"You think so, timebreaker?"

"They always end up miserable. You just work on yourself. I know it's hard to cope with the betrayal. I know you're still in shock and you're trying to get over it. Take your time. You will heal. Just don't go back. And don't keep chasing guys for them to fix you. They can't fix you."

"I do have that problem..."

"Look, kid, you're not alone. My wife Gine had that problem. She was boy-crazy her whole life. Chasing guy after guy, sometimes even multiple guys. But no matter how many guys she took home she never felt alright. She wanted more and more, and she couldn't validate herself so she needed their validation. She got over that when she learned to be alone and learned to value herself. You should do the same."

"Thank you so much, timebreaker. I'll definitely use your advice. I won't mess up the timeline. I'll get up, and I'll find my love, but I'll find myself first! It's not the end of the world that I made a mistake or trusted the wrong person. It's a lesson learned!"

"Good. Don't make my job harder." the blond time-breaking warrior said as he left off to space.

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Got a saiyan boy on my roster he be feeding me pasta and lobster

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Bardock comes out to Gine (Pride Special)

Bardock was pacing in the living room, wondering how he was going break the news to Gine. He never told her about his past with Tora nor did he think he would have to. But he liked men. He didn’t want to hide it. It would be the most masculine thing for him to be honest about his sexuality.

Gine enters the room, taking off her gloves and putting them in the garbage bin. Bardock looks away, trying to avoid eye contact with her. Gine notices.

“Hey, Bardock”

“Hey.”

“Baby? Is there something wrong?” She asks.

“What? No why would there be?” Bardock responds, still avoiding eye contact and staring at the floor.

“Bardock, I’ve known you for years. I know when something is bothering you”

“No… there’s nothing. It’s just… happy Saiyan Pride month”

“Oh yes! It’s Saiyan Pride month! I just remembered. Happy pride honey!”

“Tora and I… we used to…”

Gine stares at her husband, curious but still having a sense of what he’s about to say.

“used to what?”

“I… I like men, Gine”

Gine’s eyes widened. She slowly remembered all the times she had sensed the chemistry between him and Tora. The way they looked at each other on missions, the way he held him, the way Tora would tease him. It all made sense to her now.

“but I like you too, Gine” he continued.

“So you’re bi, Bardock. That’s what you’re feeling.”

Bardock stared at the floor then looked back up at his wife.

“Yes. I’m so sorry I hid it from you. You’re the only one I want. But I wanted to be honest about my past.

Gine hugged him tightly and whispered, “I always knew. I was waiting for you to figure it out. She leaned in for a kiss and Bardock kissed her deeply, pulling her closer to his chest. “Does that mean I get to bring a bunch of guys into the bedroom with us?” Gine teased

“If it turns you on” Bardock smirked.

They laughed off the night and had some rainbow cookies🌈

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bardock… and tora?

Gine finds out about bardock’s past with tora

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“I just went blond”

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“I just went blond” 

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HAPPY PRIDE

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Bardock - 4Ever 4 Me - Demi Lovato

New Game!!!

Name a Dragon Ball character and a song you associate with them!

I'll start

Bardock - "She Blinded Me With Science" (Thomas Dolby)

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I have a feeling Bardock and Turles are brothers

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Turles x Bardock x Gine

Here we go again with the Bardock Turles rivalry over Gine

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Decided to sketch ssj bardock AGAIN hehe