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Be your best self .

Revolutionise don’t hypothesise own your identity , be positive mentally. Don’t just be you , you.. are you and you are the best you through and through . Embrace your creativity , don’t accept negativity , celebrate your productivity with revels and festivity. Strive to be good and help others out because after all that’s what life’s all about . Be truthful but gentle , genuinely…

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The cost of living

It’s all in relation to the rising inflation , wallets get tighter across the nation . The prices of fuel are going berserk, so how do we afford to keep going to work , to earn our pay that’s gone in a day , the yet more rises … no surprises. The fat cats get fatter , to them it don’t matter , if people have to choose not to eat , for bills they must meet . And as our leaders sit on there…

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Anger Missmanagement

Here comes that anger again, triggered by the small and mundane. Simmering till erupting blast,but look what it’s cost me in the past. A marriage , my family , even my sanity. But still the rage is freed from its cage. As calm as I may appear to seem, it’s there always with me , in my shadows , waiting , unseen. This creature , this side of me I fear, its twisted face , it’s evil leer. It screams…

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Demonocracy

welcome to the hypocrisy of our demonocracy. Do as we wish not as we do , we’ll turn to rot all things you do. We’ll sate our greed with souls we’ve spoiled and make all  you minions sweat and toil. We’ll rape you folks for all you can give, the more of you die the more of us live. Vote for us and not for him , we’ll lie to your face with polite evil grins. We’ll gather and hoard your personal…

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Falling.

Standing face to face, so close yet so far apart . Your eyes searching mine in an eternal moment. What are you searching for ? I see the infinity of the universe reflected back in yours. The evening is humid, the remains of the heat of the day, enchanted by your beauty i’m fearful of that first touch the touch that will plunge me fully into your world. Leaning in closer your breath brushes my…

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A bad day

So today is a bad day , the recent gloom that i’m usually able to break out of seems evermore opressive . As 2019 progresses I seem to go from one stressful episode to the next with little break inbetween to recover so yeah things are building up, i hoping that its not going to end with another major meltdown, although this would provide some relief it would not be in a healthy way. To put it…

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Loved to death

You invite me to your candyland with sly homicidal smile,whisper such sweet nothings “stay and die a while”. Tempted by your poison kiss with white hot dagger touch , even though your fatal i love you just to much. Painted nailed fingers trace along my body lines, if loving you will end me ,then death for me is fine. I’ve never felt so peaceful,though robbing me of breath, you noose like arms…

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Lonely view

I stood at the window late at night gazing at infinity, the summer breeze gentle as your imagined touch. I couldn’t help but wonder  are you out there somewhere looking up ito the deep blue , soaking up the majesty of the universal vista Are you seeking solace, companionship , to belong to someone like i am. I know your out there somewhere  , by some mysterious machination the hand of fate will…

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Guilt what you deserved

Im amused at  the way your guilt, for all you’ve done manifests itself in transference of responsibility . The original its not you its me syndrome morphing to its all you The accusations of lie’s when I was the first to be truthful to you The audacity of calling me fake in your plastic peopled word The loss was i thought mine back then, right now i realise its all yours Vain attempts to win me…

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Behind the bookcase

I slowly climb the creaking stairs to find an old bookcase standing there. Behind the leatherbound dusty tombs a light shines out ,the room it combs I prise away the case ,wood wrenching groans A lighthouse stands on  coasts rocky bones Tall and proud and whitewash white it shines its light into the night Approached upon a cobble path an ancient door frame through which I pass Round and round a…

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The heart wants.

The heart wants what the heart wants I hear you’ve been gone for a day , a week ,a month, 10 years, but your voice still rings clear in my ears. Your physical presence I no longer see, but i have visions in memory of when you were near, those precious moments in which you were here. The heart wants what the heart wants they say you’ll live deep inside mine for the rest of my days and when mine…

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Playing you,you playing me

How do you expect me to care Betrayed already by your new love, nightmare Only problem is I do , I loved you then still do Im torn in two at the thought your hurting But still with darker thoughts my mind is flirting One side wants to hold you tight , to tell you its gonna be alright The other says how does it feel to have cast away what you thought was real ? The winning side  always shows…

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Restless

I toss and turn trying to find rest that will not come Turning again I find myself on your side of the bed  Now long bereft of you The smell perfume missing from your pillow wash away by tears and time. In this bed we found comfort In this bed we found belonging In this bed we found passion In this bed we found each other Now in my sleepless state your absence so keenly felt No soft warn skin to…

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The last voyage of the Lady Jane .

  Yo ho brave lads  set sail with me for one last jolly jape we set a course on this fine day destination death and ruin. For if we be the last free crew on these seven seas We’ll depart this life with such glorious adventure long after our bones are gone to dust songs  be sung and tales be told bout the good old lady Jane So sail for glory  sail for treasure sail for the thrill of the fight  or…

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Seduction.

The mischief in your eyes betrays your faked shyness You know exactly how to play me how to hold your body how to let your dress slip down,revealing not too much but enough to lure me into your arms You know just how to kiss me with teasing lips, leading me into sweet desire To touch you,caress you, fulfill you completely Forgotten any thoughts of personal satisfaction, focusing entirely on your…

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The story of a song.

This piece has gone through various edits and rewrites and here i am looking at it again. It began as a quiet hum in the smallest village at the furthest corner of the globe, buzzing around the uncomplicated minds of the primitive creatures who dwelt there. In time beyond measure the people progressed outgrowing the village , they moved  away  building towns and cities as they spread across the…

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Finality

When did you decide my heart was expendable? Why did you think I had the strength to bear this pain ? ” It’s not you it’s me” you utter matter of factly The world drops out beneath me, i’m spinning ,whirling desperately trying to control my cascading emotions. You tell me how hard this decision was for you, I just look back frozen in the moment , feeling the rip inside me rapidly growing into a…