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I would kms but then all my stuff would be touched and looked at. I HATEEEEE when my stuff is touch/moved/taken. JUST LEAVE IT ALONE !!!

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I love evil people sorry

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me after having a major mental break for the 103858294847782814th time this month

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“People with ASPD are evil and scary”

Me when someone asks about my interests or conditions: :3

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i dont see a point in taking care of my body as i dont feel human. this is not my body. i don't see eating as necessary. why eating when i can drink and smoke? drinking and smoking makes me waaay happier than eating. my body is more like a machine, im more like a robot than a human

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"minors dni"

YOURE THE ONE WHO FOLLOWED ME ! !

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Everything looks better with some blood on it

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something about apologetic rape.... thrusting into someone so tight, and they're so scared, and they're begging you to stop, but you can't because they just feel so good. pepper their face in kisses as you go slow at first. get them accustomed. wipe away their tears and nuzzle into them. mumble apologies in their ear.

"oh... oh, god... i'm so sorry — i just, i just couldn't help myself. you just... can't, shhh. shhh, c'mon, don't make this harder than needed. just... fuck, you're so tight and pretty and youre so warm and you smell so perfect..."

slowly getting rougher and rougher. grunting apologies out and when you finally cum deep inside them, you apologize over and over. but... it wasn't your fault they felt so good. cuddle them after, too.

yeahh,,, something about apologetic rape.

(now, bonus points if this is all blatantly faux sympathy...)

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[human medicine studies I found online]

Heart, brain, digestive system.

Chest, head, delicious meal.

Lungs, delicious meal, head again.

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i feel like im dying everytime i remember about them being THAT close

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let me die with your hands around my throat

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i need someone to enable me and buy me cigs and wine and fuck me in the back of their car or something till im sobbing, trying to claw myself away from them because im just so overstimulated and my clit feels so raw i cant take it anymore

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hi im feeling emotionally vulnerable and it would really suck if some big evil meanie took advantage of that and made me sit on their lap and talk in excruciating detail about my trauma until i just cant ignore how hard they are anymore

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There’s a lot of talk of mean sadists.. but what about chipper and friendly ones?

Sadists that laugh and give you faux comfort when they’re raping you.

Sadists that offer you a beer before they start cutting into you.

Sadists that talk to you like you’re a kid so you’ll understand what they’re about to do to you.

Sadists that let you lay in their lap after torturing you for hours.

Sadists that are so charismatic and friendly that no one would ever suspect they have someone locked in their house!

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