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Hey man I’m just happy to be in this dark and scary woods with you

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the dynamic between two people who love a third person so much and come to understand each other because of that is so important to me. you would put them first, and so would i. you understand why we have to save them from themself. i trust you with their life, and so, that means more than if i trusted you with mine. the love doesn't have to be the same, but it's powerful enough that you understand why you're not the only satellite drawn into their orbit.

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she’s a 10 but she thinks her dreams are symbolic of something that is deeply intrinsically wrong with her

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Immortal Desires S1 where during the heat of battle Gabriel & Cas are just as protective of each other as they are of MC

Immortal Desires S2

Where Gabriel is visibly worried about Cas, tries to playfully tease him and speaks softly to him when he's upset

Where when MC's listing out the reasons why they love each of them, reasons Gabriel & Cas clearly don't see in themselves, the both of them agree that those reasons are clearly visible in the other and that it makes sense that someone would fall in love with them for it

Where MC says "the Clements, me and Cas" when listing out the people who love Gabriel and not only does their phrasing make MC and Cas a unit when MC's love for Gabriel is shown as romantic but Cas just does not disagree. He actually hops on to back MC up

Where when MC's trying to reassure Cas and make him understand that they can love both Cas and Gabriel equally at the same time, they don't try to say anything along the lines of how their own heart is big enough to hold that kind of love for two people. Instead, they say Cas' heart is big enough to let Gabriel in the same way he let MC in... Girl?????? And Gabriel's just sitting there next to them not arguing with this????

Where Gabriel runs after Cas with MC and is the one to finally get through to him when he's hurting

Where Gabriel is so damn sincere about what he thinks about Cas that Cas can't even bring himself to even look him in the eye

Where Cas is willing to sacrifice himself for both MC and Gabriel because they both stood by him in ways no one else ever has

Where Gabriel refers to Cas as family and someone he loves, while also referring to MC in the same way

Oh, yeah. And there's the threesome I guess.

Anyway, MC's out here daydreaming about living in a little seaside cottage with their two boyfriends who kiss each other with tongue and Gabriel's already half way there

Close the triangle!

To be fair, when immediately post-threesome, MC brings up Cas & Gabriel starting to like each other the way they like MC, neither are actually opposed to it. They actually consider it and say that even though they're not there yet, anything could happen. And the fact that they actually stop to look at one another, naked and sweaty and post sex, and say "yeah, sure I could see it happening one day in the distant future" instead of giving an immediate dismissal makes me feel like that future is a lot less distant than either of them think

Anyway,

Close the triangle in Book 3!

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this was so not worth crawling out of my grave for

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2 things kinda short aftr each other cuz I thought this was gonna take me longer still lol

Trad lines, digital colour

mi favourites.........

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"i can fix him" ok well i can make him scared of me and hard

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do u guys mind if I get creepy and weird with it

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"what if things were different" is a poisoned well and drinking from it will kill you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I love The Haunting of Braidwood Manor because it’s like. You’re absolutely guilt-ridden over something you had no control over so you decide to go have your own episode of Ghost Adventures. And then during your own personal ghost adventure you have a lesbian affair with a ghost and lie to children. And then the power of lesbianism makes your ghost girlfriend corporeal. And you get closure about the other thing. And it’s only six chapters long. Love wins

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Mentally I'm here

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two of swords

i've been kind of obsessed with the scene in b2 where mal meets the thieves' guild again since i replayed it in august, probably my favorite scene of his and i wanted to draw something for it since. i ended up with a tarot card for him, two of swords, meaning: avoidance, indecision, stalemates, being stuck with difficult decisions. reflects him in that moment in b2! so here it is.

i wanted to incorporate more of his in-game symbols with the guild; tried to sneak his whitetower reaper tattoo, "red diamond with six drops next to it", and the yellow gloves is just safina lol. looking at it, the diamond kind of looks like a coffin? if you squint. and i think that's neat, because one of my favorite lines from the thieves guild scene is where safina tells mal that part of him always wanted to die.

timelapse:

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mid-conversation I toss a pistol onto the table not to suggest or imply anything but just to change the situation a little

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KEEP LOOPING!!! 99% of timeloopers give up right before the loop where they fix everything and save everyone

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who wants to disappear into the woods with me

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its absolutely critical that the haters dont get their hands on my old as fuck treasure map